Saturday, February 14, 2009

ghi. Happy Valentine's Day by the way.

I haven't told anyone, but i'm celebrating my i-have-been-a-fall-out-boy-fan-for-2-years thingy. i started liking them 14 Feb, 2007. these things, i can remember. but it's a sucky celebration. lemme tell yoooou why.

CHOIR LALALALALA~~~~
ok, NOT so bad. 'cause i thought i wan gonna die from Mr Shahril's wrath. which, i didn't, cos i'm still here, writing, in this bloody blog.

Everyone said good luck to me just in case and all. i appreciate it, BY THE WAY. lol and we were timing how long i had left till i die (or was going to.) ANYWAYSSSSSS.... the fitting lady came and measured the juniors while the seniors checked to see that the dresses fit. wait.. why the hell am i telling you this???

John and the 2 China girls didn't come in Sop 1 today. i saw the 2 china girls at Mac before choir.

(skip,skip,skip) Mr Shahril didn't say anything. well, at least to me. so everyone can say i'm safe and that i'm like, fine now. big sigh. but NOOOOO IT NOT FINE AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY HUH? WHY!!!?????? I MEAN, FINE SCOLD ME, SLAP ME I DON'T KNOW!!!??? JUST DOOOO SUMTING GOSH SHAHRIL??? DUN BLOODY IGNORE ME I'M NOT DEAD. GODDAMNIT

oops? i hate being ignored. (as u can see) i mean, ignoring people? it's fine. but ignore me? i get pretty angry inside. don't know how, don't know why. i mean, slap me yeah, at least i know you wanted to. but if u ignore me, how am i suppose to know what u want??? is this how it's gonna be in the future??? oh yeah, i don't look at you u don't look at me. VERY interactive.

I hate choir now. i hate soprano 1s at this present moment. i hate being in choir in soprano 1. sucks like shit. do you know how frustrating it is? huh? some bloody man thinks putting 12 bloody people in soprano 1s is gonna make our lives easier. think about it. OUT OF 12 STUPID PEOPLE I CAN ONLY HEAR 6 SING. BLOODY HELL I HATE CHOIR I HATE SOPRANOS I HATE EVERYTHING. i wanna be in sop1, but it's screwed now. i don't care anymore. i can't stand life. it's so irritating. i hate sop1. GAS? wad hell, we DON'T EVEN EXIST. FOR MY WHOLE ENTIRE BLOODY 3 F**KING YEARS IN CHOIR SOPRANO 1s I DON'T THINK ANYONE HAS EVER APPRECIATED SOP 1s. WE WORK HARD, SING EVERY RIGHT NOTE AND WE'RE JUST A STUPID GROUP PLACED THERE TO SING A HIGH NOTE AND BREAK GLASS. WE'RE ALWAYS NOT CREDITED FOR ANYTHING. NOTHING. TO THINK WE'RE THE ONES WHO CAN ACTUALLY TRY AND HIT A HIGH NOTE, NOT SOME CRAPPY LOW NOTE OR SOMETHING IN BETWEEN. I THINK ALL SOP 1s IN THE BLOODY CHOIR IS GIFTED AND WE DON'T DESERVE THIS. I HATE THIS FREAKING THING. SHAHRIL IF YOU DON'T WANT TO CREDIT ME THEN CREDIT THE REST OF THE SOP 1s. DO YOU FREAKING KNOW HOW MUCH EFFORT I PUT IN TRYING TO SING EVERY NOTE AND WRITE NOTES DOWN TO IMPROVE? I THINK EVERYTHING IS SHIT. SHIT SHIT SHIT.

THE MORE PEOPLE YOU PUT IN THIS BLOODY GROUP SOP 1s THE MORE YOU'RE GONNA RUIN US. I HAVE NEVER, EVER, HEARD THAT SOP 1s EVER NEED TO SING LOUDER. WE WERE ALWAYS THE LOUDEST. ALWAYS ROCKED. NOW, THE MORE PEOPLE WE HAVE THE MORE WE SUCK.

"oh wow! Soprano 2s are solid!"
"woah Altos you guys sing very loud, good job."
"Soprano 1s, ok. next!"

WHAT.THE.HELL.

and i have a stupid boyfriend HALF ROUND THE GLOBE NOW. his name is jack btw.

i'd better stop. i know i've been pretty pissed (and vulgar) in this entry. i'm gonna be taking it all back by tomorrow anyway. i hope everyone reads this.

(NOSONGI'MANGRY)

Miss Benzedrine

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