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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

HHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYY my stupid keyboard's broken. i can't type out the following letters/keys:

8
k
i
,

you must b wondering... if i said i can't type it out, then why am i able to type it out here?
2 words
ON-SCREEN KEYBOARD

School's as per normal. a drag. lol in class, if it weren't 4 hannah, shawn (KOH), michael, and wee sean, i would have fallen asleep in class. lol they keep singing songs of shawn beh in different tunes and stuff. XDXDXDXD

I'VE WON A PATRICK STUMP FIGURINE!!! When i do get it, i will...

1) Bring it to school
2) Put it on my desk
3) Shove it in EVERYONE'S FACE (i really mean everyone, except teachers of cos.) People i really have to shove it in their faces are
-Jervina Eng
-Corliss Yan
-Shawn Beh
4) Hug it
5) (when i get home) Put it on display
6) did i alr say show it to shawn beh? XD

Tuesday
went to TM after school with Jervina, Corliss Yan and Pei Si. Corliss wanted to find the Lit book that all the Lit students have to read... there wasn't any stock so all efforts wasted... and lemme tell u HOW IRRTATING JERVNA AND CORLISS WERE. sigh THEY KEPT SAYING I HAVE A BABY AND CRAP so irritating... wat cross road also must hold hand cannot get angry or i'll lose the baby. sigh... THE TRUE POWER OF PEOPLE'S IMAGINATION IS SO PATHETIC

This post is dedicated to Jervina Eng cos she's the one that wanted me to post...

Slow Down - The Academy Is...

Miss Benzedrine

Sunday, April 26, 2009

SHORT POST!!!

OMG i've totally fallen in love with Patrick Vaughn Stump.
again

he is SOOO TALENTED
he sings
he produces
he directs
he plays many musical instruments

PATRICK STUMP ROCKS!!!
WOOOOOT

aw... did i break Shawn Beh's heart?
(OMG i'm so bimbo today) XDXD
SHAWN BEH DUN COME AFTER ME HORRRR

BYEBYE

(no song sry)

Miss Benzedrine

Friday, April 24, 2009

PEOPLE!!! the happy clarissa is back! :P

Thursday
nothing much... only that i went to the movies with PeiSi, Brandon, Veena, Drusilla, Jervina and Joselyn. we watched '17 again'. yes yes, it's that Zac Efron movie i promised not to ever watch in my life. it was pretty okay, the only 'funny' parts are when the young guy of him likes his wife, (which seems lyk he, a young guy liking the mother) , and his daugther wants to date him (father date daugther, ew.) . weird if u ask me... :/

Friday
today in school i was pretty sad... 'cause i was emo-ing. lol i didn't smile for lyk, 7 hours. Joselyn has a fever so she didn't come to school. so i had to warm up shawn beh. that retarded boy, sigh so hard to make him sing a bloody note. and he keeps asking me "why so stress? smile lah." sheesh why do i always have to smile??? but today was okay other than people trying to make me smile...

there was council interview today, after maths supplementary, which was after chapel, which was after school. before the interview, sum counciller in charge said they not forcing us to be councillors. just then rui wen and crystalina went up and said they dun wan b councillors. diao then they leave. oh during the interview, there was this question i totally felt retarded when i answered it... lol they asked me to choose one of the 3 packets below:

1) Milo Fuse, 3 in 1
2) Coffee, 3 in 1
3) Lipton Milk Tea, 3 in 1
4) Green Tea
5) Tea, 3 in 1

Guess wad i chose? MILO. why? 'cause it was 3 in 1, sugar + milo + milk. very easy. also got the healthy sign and it's a 'food tonic drink' WAH I TELL U I FELT SO STUPID WHEN I SAID THAT XDXDXD then they asked if i wanted to add anything else. then i said another retarded thing. "Personally i like Milo better among the 5." SHEESH CLARISSA LIKE THAT MATTERS... -_- overall it was cool i guess. i had to answer LOADS of questions involving how i will cope with CHOIR, ENTREPRENEUR CLUB and COUNCIL if i do become a councillor. my interview was about 7 min? i wasn't paying attention to the time.

JOSELYN AND JOANNE GET WELL SOON!!!!

Meet the King (feat. Greta Salpeter and Nic Newsham) - Forgive Durden

Miss Benzedrine

Thursday, April 23, 2009

i give up
everything i hold
everything i have
my life is screwed
i can't open my eyes

my life is twisting around,
turn upside
d
o
w
n

God hear my cry
help me
i need you more than ever now
satan's temptation is so close to me
i can't breath
i need you Lord
you know exactly what i want
but i also know it's not what YOU want
it's not right
it's not the best choice
but it's what i want
and Satan is betting his last dollar
that i'll probably choose
my choice
over yours

the walls even lean to listen to my grief
and mock me for my sorrows
the clock is ticking
the wind is blowing
the trees are whispering
the cars are screeching
i can't concentrate...

the pen knife next to me
is it right?
i've done 1 wrong thing today
won't another wrong make it right?
i can't breathe again.
where are you Lord?

tomorrow i might be lying in a pool of blood
or i'll be awake in the middle of the night
either way
i will not know
whether i made the right choice
or the wrong
all i know
and hope
is to look into the future
and not see myself staring back
weeping and asking
"why have you done this to me?"

i know you're with me God
i feel you
but Satan is with me too
he's choking me
but you won't come
till i call and cry for you Lord
help me God
release Satan's grip from my heart
it's about to rip into 2
and will never be sewn back again

why do i have to choose, God?
why?
why why why won't the world revolve round me?
why why why won't people give in?
why why why is sin be easily killed
and conquered so fast?

i hate my life
it hates me
but why won't decisions be easy?

i'm falling God!
i'm crying Lord!
i'm weeping Jesus!
i'm reaching for you Holy Spirit!
but
i'm screaming Satan...
i'm trying to fight Demons...
i'm grasping Sin...
i'm defendless...
.
..
...
....
.....
......
.......
........
.........
..........

tomorrow is just another day
another hour
another torture
another blessing
another present

whether i'll live after tomorrow?
no one knows
but God
God...
ha
God
hahahaha
God...

Miss Benzedrine

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

*playing dynasty warriors on PSP*

Hi guys. i'm trying to kill that stupid guy in the game. it's taking VERY long cos i'm moving VERY slowly...

Monday
SYF!!! i'd LOVE to talk about everything, but i'll just talk about the highlights... we were on the bus (i'm going to break the no-mentioning-shawn-beh post thing here cos this is important.) here's the order in the bus (try to imagine please...)

? ? Jia Wen, ? 4TH LAST ROW
Sheng Min, Gemmel Tse Lyn, Felicia 3RD LAST ROW
*DOOR* Clarissa(me), Shawn 2ND LAST ROW
Brandon, Joselyn, Jervina, Corliss, Hanis LAST ROW

YEAHHH so that's about the position. JERVINA CORLISS JOSELYN AND TSE LYN made me and Shawn do stupid poses... but before that THEY BANGED OUR HEADS TOGETHER. it was NOT funny, it was painful.

J(ervina) - Clarissa, can u be my robot for 3 sec?
C(orliss) - Shawn, can u be my robot for 3 sec?
*stupidly, dunno wad happened in between, but it became for 3 sec to 3 shots.)

1st shot - (if i rmb correctly...) We had our heads together (?)
2nd shot - held hands. this to me was very stupid.
3rd shot - my head on his shoulder

this was all VERY retarded. but since it's Joselyn's last day, hmpt. i gave in lor. I'M A NICE JUNIOR OKAYY.... lol then i realised Shawn wasn't bothered and was quite willing so i turned to him and asked "You don't mind all this?" Then he said to me "Just do lah." so yeah... only Joselyn, Jervina and Tse Lyn has those photos... i don't think Joselyn has a blog, Tse Lyn's friends all dunno who we are, and Jervina's ban from the com and can only play it once a week. so for now, we're safe. oh after that Shawn asked me if i wanted to sit inside. (i would say that is was sweet of him to say that but SOME PEOPLE hear his name and BAM! imagination spills out of their heads) so the position changed to this

? ? Jia Wen, ? 4TH LAST ROW
Sheng Min, Gemmel Tse Lyn, Felicia 3RD LAST ROW
*DOOR* Shawn, Clarissa(me) 2ND LAST ROW
Brandon, Joselyn, Jervina, Corliss, Hanis LAST ROW

to cut the long story short, WE GOT BRONZE FOR SYF!!! lol while waiting Mr Shahril made us do stupid funny crap actions like crab to the side and wishing Gan Eng Seng Sec the best. MS also said he wants us to do the best and he said some enocuraging stuff and i felt lyk crying. WHY AM I SO EMOTIONAL??? we were the last choir to perform. then when they announced that we got Bronze, at a count of 3, we all shouted ALL HAIL. it was cool 'cos to me, i showed the other choirs that we had FUN. we also had to do sumting funny wrestling pose at the end of Dancing Song. XD BEST SYF BEST DAY.

THANKSGIVING DINNER was pizza, chicken, eclairs (apparently Gemmel and Hanis read my pervious post, dunno which one, on how eclairs have my name.. they were lyk, CLAIRE CLAIRE haha) Nadia's mum brought noodles too :D Joselyn also had a board of Thanks from us and some Star thingy from MS and Tan. Joselyn really is an awesome chairman, i don't think anyone can ever replace her :) I left early from the dinner 'cause it was SOOOO boring... lol when i was about to leave, the whole (at least i think most of) choir screamed "BYE MRS BEH!!!!" if u left out the 'mrs beh' part it was have been sweet. AHHHH I LOVE THE CHOIR XD

Tuesday
EVERY SINGLE CHOIR MEMBER I SAW TODAY IS DEAD TIRED. i mean, we were all practically falling of our chairs! i was very sleepy, but thanks to Michael, Wee Sean and Hannah, they kept me awake :) lol they made stupid jokes of the teachers and one involving ELMO'S WORLD made me laugh so hard then i couldn't stop laughing and tried drinking Kickapoo but it didn't work 'cause Wee Sean wanted me to spit it out.

Me, Jervina and Veena planned to walk to 3H-3K to laugh at their misery 'cause we ended at 1.45 while they ended at 2.45... at the end we stopped at 3K 'cause Qian Ying, Corliss and Shawn Beh was inside and they passed us a paper... it was a drawing. they said by Shawn. all 3 of us looked at it. at first all of us didn't understand what it was. then i saw the word 'Jenova' i thought it was Jenoua, so i asked Veena and she said 'Jenova'. i was lyk, OOOHHHH the drawing is Final Fantasy! then i asked Qian Ying to call Shawn Beh. so i was lyk telling him i understood it and asked if he wanted it back. he showed me an action. it was an action of ripping a paper. (at least it LOOKED lyk it) there was a signature at the bottom, i could only tell it was harr..... something. so i thought he didn't draw it. then the 3 of us went down for lunch. while queueing up...

J(ervina) - do u noe what's Shawn Beh's hotmail?
Me - No.
V(eena) - *snigger*
Me - *ignore*
J - it's harrythesmart@hotmail.com
Me - harrytheWHAT? OMG THAT'S THE SIGNATURE ON THE PAPER!!!
V - *laughs hysterically and runs to the paper* *holds it and laughs again*
Me - *in ager and thinks of Shawn Beh asking me to rip the paper* *rips paper*
V - *Looks and laughs*
J - *stands there mouth wide open* CLARISSA!!!
D(rusilla) - *looks blankly and has no idea wad's going on*

I had to stay at the Hildan Corner cos i had to sell ice cream. it was nice, i bought a cup myself. now i dun hav $ left for the week... :( then when my work shift ended at 4p.m. i saw Corliss Yan and asked her to wait for me 'cause i was going home too. then we saw Shawn Beh at the bus stop. Corliss then made me wave to him 4 TIMES. out of the 4 times he only waved 2 times, the first and seond time. wouldn't blame him. Corliss and I had a LONG INTERESTING TALK standing in front of the place where Shawn could see me -,-. she wanted to talk more so she missed her first 293. she told me Shawn Bhe really wanted me to hav the picture and i was lyk, CRAP I THREW IT AWAY. then i made her catch the second 293 and she said i have to continue talking tmr...

HIGHLIGHT!!!

i have reached a level in Samurai Warriors where it's the max and unlocked a level that i can battle Dynasty Warriors! FUNNNN

CORLISS TAN BRING MY BOOK TMR OKAY!!!
SRY SHAWN!!!! (ripping the paper)
JOSELYN AND MRS SOH WE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU! U ROCK! :O (being the loserific emo geek i wanted to cry)

how many times i saw MS and didn't say hi - 2 ^^

Hallelujah - Paramore

Miss Benzedrine

Saturday, April 18, 2009

IT'S SATURDAYYYY!!! :O i'm so hyper today!!!

I woke up at 7a.m. today (once i wake up i can't fall back to sleep... lol lyk how when i fall asleep i can't wake up! XD) i was lyk, awake till 8.46a.m., then i went to wash up and meet 6 juniors at the Tampines Interchange Mac.

while walking there, i got a call from BRANDON. (no offence, but BRANDON is in bold 'cause he always call me and ask me CHOIR QUESTION...) he told me they were waiting for the door to be open. 1ST QUESTION IN MY HEAD is joselyn there with the key? 2ND QUESTION IN MY HEAD isn't mr shahril suppose to be there at 9? 3RD QUESTION IN MY HEAD WHY IS BRANDON CALLING ME AND TELLING ME THIS? oh well at the end they all wanted to eat breakfast at eastlink... so late somemore... after meeting about 20+ other choir members, we went to Pasir Ris Sec to do the exchange... pretty cool, Pasir Ris Sec... i mean, they sound great, HOPE THEY GET GOLD (WITH HONOURS) FOR SYF!!! oh it turns out XinYi is in the Pasir Ris Sec choir. but i don't think she remembers me... since my hair is long and tied up.

Choir after the exchange was okay... we went to the music room to practice with Mrs Soh. i was pretty scared because we didn't rehearse White Horse by Leeky man alot, so if we screwed it up on SYF we would all b regretful... it was great that we manage to do REALLY WELL at choir.MS invited like 2 of his good-conductors-from-good-choirs to hear us sing. ALL 3 OF THE CONDUCTORS (2 + the Pasir Ris Sec conductor) SAID WE WILL GET SILVER FOR SYF!!! WOOT SWE WILL GET IT! EVEN BETTER GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!

i prayed for the choir today, since Veena wasn't there. (lucky girl went to see CATS!!!) ONE THING I WOULD LYK TO SAY IS THAT PRAYER IN THE CHOIR NEEDS TO BE MORE SERIOUS... sigh lemme tell u everytime Drus (ok she prayed 1 time only but hey?) and Veena (she always leads prayer for the choir) prays, there will be something that they'll say that is funny and the choir WILL laugh. i don't mind it that it's kinda funny, but isn't prayer meant to be serious? we should speak as though we are making acclaimation, NOT TELLING GOD A JOKE.

Mr Shahril goes to my blog -,- if not how did he know my URL? lol poor emo gemmel... MS also knows her blog XD CHOIR MEMBER GO TO THE CHOIR BLOG (it can be found on my links) MR SHAHRIL WROTE SOMETHING NICE WITH SUGAR AND SPICE FOR UUUUUU (dunno what's wrong with me... i'm so happy today, lyk i'm not mad at MS today...) OH PEOPLE I INVENTED NR SHAHRIL'S NICKNAME AS MS LOR... LOL veena keeps using it.. when i tell her NOT to since it's my word she keeps using it... -,- HOPE VEENA ENJOYED CATS!~~ me and my sis wanted to watch it but no $... lol parents didn't allow

Highlights today (i'm so bored that i lyk HAVE NTH BETTER TO DO~...)

Nurush - Mr Shahril = UNCLE SEXY XDXDXD

HAHAHAHAHA I WENT THROUGH A WHOLE ENTRY WITHOUT TALKING BOUT SHAWN BEH! HA! EAT MY DUST GEMMEL/DRUS/JERVINA/JOSELYN/QIANYING/VEENA!!! *hi-fives myself*

Skyway Avenue - We The Kings

Miss Benzedrine

Friday, April 17, 2009

hi... i'm so friggin' pissed right now...

20 THINGS THAT I'M ANGRY AT NOW
1) My fridge broke down, now we can't keep any food and no cold drinks. :(
2) Some stupid asshole human being. mainly a boy. >:(
3) My internet, it stinks. i can't go online half the time >:(
4) The way the choir sings. i'm trying so hard NOT to get COP and everyone else probably doesn't care. >:(
5) BRANDON IS ASKING ME THE SAME THINGS OVER AND OVER AGAIN >:(
6) there's that urge to eat beans. EWWWWWWWWW :(
7) That's stupid no. 2 is pissing me off >:(
8) WHY IS PATRICK STUMP GETTING MARRIED IN MAY???? >:(
9) is there girls and guys in pasir ris sec choir? :(?
10) why why why won't the world revolve around me? :(
12) the stupid urge to eat my phone is coming now. :(
13) the freaking retard human boy is making my blood boil. >:(
14) STUPID JAKE >:(
15) i'm listening to LaLa Land by Demi Lovato and i like it 'cause it's making me sad... :(
16) i saw Miss Teo's face today :(
17) i saw Mr Shahril's face today :(
18) got gel in my hair after choir :(
19) My quadriple cheese with egg sandwich tasted not bad, only problem is that i couldn't eat dinner. :(
20) (Veena, Jervina and Drusilla probably hates this too) i've been reflecting on my life. now i'm 'WEEMO' (WEE+EMO) :(

ask Jake go away and F*CK OFF, WHILE THAT OTHER STUPID HUMAN BEING CAN JUST DIE AND LEAVE ME ALONE COS FORGIVENESS IS SOOO RARE IN ME RIGHT NOW.

LaLa Land - Demi Lovato

Miss Benzedrine

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

hi. :)

There's nothing to talk about now... but since EVERYONE posts like, a post EVERYDAY and my last post was Saturday, i guess i can post sumting...

Monday
the SPECIAL 25 of us went to sing for Lee Boon Yang, the (ex)minister of information, communication and the arts. we left at 3.45p.m. at first i didn't sit with anyone on the bus on the way there... but nice corliss and nice jervina and nice sathar and nice other seniors asked me to sit at the back with them. (thanks) oh we were invited 'cause of MR RASHIDI. (i actually for 5 seconds thought we were GOOD enough to sing for him) we performed On Suuri Sun Rantas, Dancing Song and Arirang... *SKIP* i wanna get to the food :D THERE WAS ECLAIRS! they're not only yummy, but they have my name! (or at least if u put the 'e' at the back and cancel the 's') there was potato salad :) but it wasn't cold enough, so it was kinda gross... there's was vegetarian samosa. there's was also bread at the other tables but we didn't know till lyk, when it was about to end. on the way back to school i sat at the back with corliss, jervina, *ahem* (read my previous post.. i'm trying not to say his name -_-) and jiawen. then jia wen half way wanted to go in front. then it was at first me and shaw... nvm XD. then mr shahril wanted to speak to me along the way. so sha.. shit. well, he was left with jervina and corliss. poor thing cos he was fake sleeping and irritated jervina and corliss! XD they asked him to choose sweet or sour. lol he chose salty XD. nice one! anyways, by the time we reached school, at was 7p.m. cos we had impt business to discuss. oh but shawn beh waited for me after that. it was nice cos it was late and boring so he accompanied me from keeping me from dying of boredom. i reached home SLIGHTLY later, about 8 bcos of sumting *cough* and sum1... BUT I REACHED HOME SAFELY! :D

Tuesday
choir again after school... but after school i didn't go for entrepreneur club cos i didn't feel lyk it... but zul told me there wasn't much done... i walked home alone cos *ahem* didn't wait for me. oh well.

Wednesday
Miss Teo, the volleyball goddess (XD) taught us DEPORT-SHIT! she wasn't half bad. it was nice that we could learn from her as she took time for us. we learned how to stand nicely, have a straight posture and walking in(or out) . oh and THE DRAMA'S SYF WAS TODAY!!! HOPE THEY GET BRONZE OR SILVER!!! (they'll get the results on friday) after the deport thingy i went to the music to put the dress and shoes in. then i went home alone again bcos SUM1 *COUGHCOUGHCOUGH* DIDN'T WAIT FOR ME AGAIN. hmmpt. oh well, nvm cos Fall Out Boy kept me company :)

Pass It On - ??? (Christian song :))

Miss Benzedrine

Saturday, April 11, 2009

HEYHEYHEY! first of all, i would lyk to just thank gemmel for her KEEN OBSERVATION. i'll stop mentioning shawn beh now in my blog entries, till the situation becomes crappy. and i'll ask him to go my blog and scold the crap out of the fake sb! XD lol if he does come here...

YESTERDAY WAS GOOD FRIDAY!!! the day Jesus died for US. here was my day's planning...

10.30a.m. Breakfast at the coffeeshop near KFC
11.15a.m. Went to Parkway for a while... (oh i've decided when i become rich i'll go all over singapore and cute useless stuff that i like XD)
11.35a.m. Went to parkway 4 Level 5 Lifeskills Enrichment (my dad's and sis' office) to join a service, church service. it was for ex-convicts that accepted God and was gonna be baptised on Sunday since it was Easter. Cool huh? oh and we practiced the 'Jesus-washed-his-disciples-feet' thing. i washed my sister's, while trina and mum washed mine.
1.45p.m. LUNCH!!! $2 Nasi Lemak. a set of chicken and rice with egg...
2.30p.m. reach my auntie's house.
7.30p.m. DINNER!!! CHILLI CRAB yum i ate loads XD (broken english)
9.15p.m. HOME

PLAIN actually.. oh and today's a saturday and i'm not at choir! lol no offence, i love choir XD MS TEO IS TEACHING US DEPOT-SHIT ON MONDAY!!! ALL GIRLS BRING UR DRESS AND COURT SHOES!!!

"I'd rather stand trail before men for serving God, than to stand trail before God for serving men."

PDA (We Just Don't Care) - John Legend

Miss Benzedrine

Thursday, April 9, 2009

so um. hi.

CHOIR
(i'm srying but, is any1 noticing how much i talk about choir??? *shudder*)
so-so.. today's practice ended early... i think cos some juniors got swimming. then the AWESOME (sry jervina XD) 25 (oh and sry to those who aren't in it!!! XDXDXD) practiced Dancing Song, Arirang and On Suuri Sun Rantas (?) . oh and these r the sop 1s who got chosen (i had to choose 5)

Cheryl
Felicia
YuQi
Wei Ren
Hanis

Cheryl was my only choice (let's b honest)... the reat were chosen by Joselyn cos i couldn't decide. i mean, i wanted the best for the sop 1s and all... at first we weren't going to sing Arirang... IF MR SHAHRIL TOLD ME EARLIER I WUD HAV CHOSEN QUEENIE LAH. but then last minute we're singing that song. oh well, i guess whoever was chosen i'll b lyk WHATEVA with it, since i just need to listen and sing my best.

oh i would like to thank the choir. wanna noe why? 'cause the shawn beh and me thingy kinda stopped, or at least slimmer down. well, but i walk home with him and the seniors today saw and they were lyk *whistling* and going like *WOAHHHH*. dudes, never seen good friends before? -,- lol shawn beh damn poor thing, he has to go tuition lyk, god knows HOW MANY DAYS in a week... so sad... HAHA I NO TUITION!

Oh and i sang during national athem... sigh the microphone SUCKS the connection i mean.. so half way through the song i couldn't take it anymore and adjusted the thingy. then BOOM and i sang so loudly. lol Joselyn was LAUGHING D: i dunno at me though... oh wai kit is singing next week's national athem and then shawn beh.. LOL PRAY THEY DUN GO OFF! haha i was telling both of them not to go sharp and zao sia then shawn beh was lyk "i won't go zao sia wan." lol TALK ABOUT EGO XD JKJKJK!

Missing Piece - Forgive Durden
(GOOD SONG!!! felt like writing it down by memory :D I LOVE THIS SONG )

(boy)
what a splendid mess
--- (???)
o the scientist and his genesis
he overlooks my gift and benefits...
she's the only one,
who knows what i could have done.
i must be paitient, they will realise,
what i know inside!
i was meant to lead this world to greater things,
it's my destiny...
everything seems to fade,
when i see her face.
the skies and trees are blur,
everytime i look at her!
nobody understood me 'till her eyes fixed upon me.
my puzzle life's complete,
now that i've found the missing piece!

(girl)
don't you worry boy,
it's a waste of time.
place your hand on mine, untie your mind
we'll just float away into the day
you're not the only one,
who thinks that falling in love...
you must be paitient,
they will realise what i see inside.
you were meant to lead this world to greater things,
it's your destiny...

(boy)
everything seems to fade
when i see her face.
the skies and trees are blur,
everytime i look at her!
nobody understood me
'till her eyes fixed upon me.
my puzzle life's complete,
now that i've found the missing piece!
so you're the meaning!
_____ please listen, i'd like to explain
i should've told you sooner
it's been gnawing in my brain!
my mind's a mess, it's got me lost
please help me through the maze.
'cause you're the key, the lock turning
the breaking of these chains!

(girl)
everything seems to fade
when i see his face.
the stars and sun turn in,
everytime i look at him!
nobody understood me
'till his eyes fixed upon me.
my puzzle life's complete,
now that i've found the missing piece!

(boy)
everything seems to fade
when i see her face.
the skies and trees are blur,
everytime i look at her!
nobody understood me
'till her eyes fixed upon me.
my puzzle life's complete,
now that i've found the missing piece!

Open Happiness - Patrick Stump, Brendon Urie, Travis McCoy, Janelle _____, CeeLo Green (is that all? lol sry to that artist i forgot her name)

Miss Benzedrine

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

DUDES i just had to post a post right now...

CHOIR
u cud say that today choir practice wasn't much fun for the choir... mostly i was evaluating the soprano 1s. cos of reasons... lol at the end all the seniors who usually volunteer for EVERYTHING wanted to help. (Veena, Corliss, Drusilla, Jervina, Nadia) lol at the end i wasn't evaluating them much, mostly Veena and Nadia were. i wouldn't call them ACTION but hehe... oh and i realised that sopranos 1 juniors r a bunch of LOST SOULS WHO SING WAD THEY FEEL LYK SINGING... sigh why why why???

ENTREPRENEUR CLUB
we went to a factory to see the process of making ice cream there. it's a factory in bedok set up by temasek poly for students to learn the food stuff and machinery... (i forgot the 2 courses sry...) WE GOT TO EAT THE ICE CREAM!!! haha i got vanilla. i think they only gave out vanilla, mango and strawberry cos those flavours don't sell fast. lol lyk chocolate ROCKS cos they said 'we did research and found out that guys love choclate ice cream, and girls love chocolate ice cream.' lol the guy giving briefing there FUNNY MAN. lol he was lyk, "this is the factory in bedok. it's in bedok ok?" lol chun feng keep turning to the other sec 5s and laugh. so did all of us... the ppor guy tried to be funny, it was working, in an insulting way. anywayssss, we had to take our own transport back home... so i took a bus. (no. 10 btw) guess who i saw on the bus? Wee Sean! lol we were toking bout entrepreneur club and the dunking machine today. he was saying "WOW clarissa in entrepreneur club and choir SO COOL." he wasn't being sacarstic. i thought he was. i mean, i THINK he IS.

SIGH i bouhgt chocolate ice cream from the factory. tasted lyk chocolate. (that's gd) so yeahhh... GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE SOP 1S COS UR EVALUATION OF U BY ME IS NOT ALL GOOD! BUAHAHAHAHAHA!!! (i'm the only senior in sop1 btw, so I HAVE POWERRRRRR)

Green Light - John Legend

Miss Benzedrine

Monday, April 6, 2009

HEY PEOPLE!

*announcement 1*
i hope that mysterious person who is shawn beh on my tagboard please own up. and if it's really shawn beh than can he PLEASE TELL ME!

today we had exchange programme with ACS Barking school or something lyk that. lol durs wanted to fetch all the sec1s and 2s while i wanted to fetch the sec 3s. lol when we reached 3K to fetch Shawn Beh, Corliss and Qian Ying, they all didn't want to leave yet. lol POA SO IMPT MEH? anyways we waited lyk 5 MINUTES FOR SHAWN BEH cos he was packing slowly... so well luckily we left at 1.45p.m. to fetch all of them.

when i first saw the conductor i immiediately told Cheryl "Gay." well AT LEAST i didn't laugh at them. sigh the POOR ACS GUYS, probably thinks SHSS choir no respect. lol when the guys sang high not or sang loudly, the juniours were lyk "OMG that guy can sing so loudly/reach so high note!" sheesh people, nvr hear other people sing b4 meh? 0_o oh and Tse Lyn and Michelle (Sim) came along with us.

*announcement 2*
WILL THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE PLEASE STOP CALLING ME MRS BEH! (if i left out ur name tell me, pls and thnk u)

Beryl
Joanne
Pei Si
Justina (i think...)
Jervina (stump and beh cannot be tgt okay.. they will fight! LOL)

Curse of Curves - Cute Is What We Aim For

Miss Benzedrine

Thursday, April 2, 2009

felt lyk showing u this vid... LOL... PICTURES FROM SYNERGY!!! AHHH i can't upload it into the computer ARGH so frustrating... my days always stink ya noe that?

choir~~ now it's everyday 1h. except mondays. they're 2h. except THIS monday, that'll b 4h. cos we're on an exchange thingy. :P

shawn beh is weird btw. jus felt lyk tell u that

i'm going to confront him lyk, next time i see him? cos i nid to ask him things. haha okok lemme tell u wad happen... me and veena conveniently went up to 3K (sumhow we were following priscilla?) when we saw corliss (yan) lyk fighting shawn beh. in a mild kind of way. :/ veena pointed it to me and i was lyk OOO CORLISS LOL. but corliss dragged me out of the classroom and explained the situation. TURNS OUT SHAWN BEH DOESN'T LIKE ME ANYMORE.

all thnks to THAT i'm having the whole situation stuck in my head. it's been 8.5 hours. since recess. OMG-D-SH I DUN LYK SHAWN BEH!!!! WHY AM I THINKING OF HIM SO MUCH???? *HIT HEADS* AHHHHHHHHHH

HEEEEEELLLLLLPPPPP MMMMMEEEEE

Days Shahril hates my guts - a really long time... ermmm 53 days? (it's changed from 'hasn't forgiven me' to 'hate my guts' cos i can't tell anymore)

True Love - Forgive Durden

Miss Benzedrine