patrickstumprocksmyworld...totally

ohmigoshi'msuchaterriblemess...

2010-03-23T07:20:00.000-07:00

i noe i'm suppose to post 1) the shoe expanders for Jervina and 2) the dress i'm going to wear on friday for the $50 shit. BUT as it turns out i can't get the picture of the shoe expanders to load in my memory card (it's in there, but when i put it in the com to register, it's not there...).

AND the dress i'm wearing, well, i want it to be a surprise. so jervina, you can't always get what you want XD. but don't worry, it's a good surprise. i think.

You Can't Always Get What You Want - Rolling Stones

2010-03-12T22:39:00.000-08:00

it's my 102 post and my blogs already...
dying.
guess 'cause blogs are now so overrated :) veena already cancelled her blog, i'm thinking of quitting my blog too... :/?

choir camp!!! this mon to wed! i hope EVERYONE IN CHOIR COMES! it's really going to be fun! REALLY, cos this time it was me and veena who planned the choir camp. and i know that this year's not going to be as memorable as last year's march one, but i know it's still going to be great :) i'll try to keep the blog alive by posting choir camp stuff.

i'm going to start telling random things cos there's nothing else to say... don't know why but nowadays i've been downloading michael buble songs... i blame boston legal. cos i've been watching and in boston legal there's a fine number of jazz songs and when i check to download it, oh look! there's a michael buble cover! let's download it! so yeah...

my thumbdrive is corrupted. not too big of a deal, but i wrote at least 6 FULL STORIES IN THE FRIGGIN THING, AND NOW ALL MY STORIES R GONE! and there's no way am i rewriting 6 FULL 60+ PAGES OF STORIES, too boring and too tiring. so i'm starting on a new one. and i've been writing melodies to new songs, cos i'm good and i can basically write a song in less than 30 minutes flat. honestly. i can sing an entirely full new 3 minute song in the bathroom.

The Way You Look Tonight - Michael Buble

hamster bloggy

2010-01-24T05:16:00.001-08:00

23rd January 2010, Saturday - MY HAMSTER GAVE BIRTH TO 4 BABIES.
24th January 2010, Sunday - OMG ALL THE BABIES ARE STILL ALIVE!!!
25th January 2010, Monday - ALL THE BABIES ARE STILL ALIVE!!! MIRACLE!!!!
26th January 2010, Tuesday - THEY'RE ALL CHANGING COLOUR... OH AND THERE'S 5 OF THEM!
29th January 2010, Friday - 2 MALES, 3 FEMALES
2nd February 2010, Monday - THEIR EYES HAVE OPENED!!!

SELLING HAMSTERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
$8 for 1 baby of ur choice, with food and shavings sufficient for a week. sms me :)) or tag here or something... (cage not provided)

AND I CAN'T FIGHT THIS FEELING ANYMOREEEEE
I'VE FORGOTTEN WAD I'VE STARTED FIGHTING FORRRRRR
EVEN IF I HAD TO CRAWL UPON THE FLOORRRR
COME CRASHING THROUGHT UR DOORRRRRR
BABY I CAN'T FIGHT THIS FEELING ANYMOREEEE

now i know y they showed Finn singing it in the bathroom... it's a bathroom song! :O

Glee - I Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore

First day of school

2010-01-04T04:15:00.000-08:00

it's monday! 4th Jan... sigh so boring... some stuff have been happening around the house nowadays and at school

Saturday
i had tuition at 10, LOL only i woke up at 10.10a.m., then my tutor smsed me saying "eh r u coming? ..." then i looked at the clock and was like SHIT OH MAN TUITION LOL WHY NOBODY WOKE ME UP... then it ended at 12.45, and then i went to the library with my sister. we borrowed books on egg recipes (2 for her), a bartender book and a fiction one (both mine). then we went to some girl's bday party... the dinner was okay, there was laksa. i got pretty upset later that night 'cause at the BBQ i kept screaming STINGRAY STINGRAY I WANT STINGRAY and my mum was helping out with the BBQ, so i thought she'd reserve a stingray for me. then when she suddenly walked off i asked "EH no stingray?" and she said "yeah." and then i was like WTH??? WHY DIDN'T U HELP ME??? then she got angry and i was already angry and my dad spoke to me and blah and yeah.

then at night, WE SAW THE HAMSTER HAD GIVEN BIRTH! 5 BABIES!!!

Sunday
in the morning, turns out 3 of the hamster babies died. :( then we only saw 1 left in the cage. :( sucks, big time. wad happened to the other one?? DDD:

i got errands as my new duty. 1 person say boring, 1 person say good, 1 person say okay ONLY. :/

Monday
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOOOOOOOOL. not bad, no lessons :) then we wasted time in class. then during assembly, shawn smsed me asking about wad time choir, cos it turns out there was a announcment saying that choir change time, and our class couldn't hear announcement. so i was like "psps, choir time is 1.30, not 2.30." (turned out Qian Ying and Corliss made him sms me -,- losers) THEN DURING RECESS CORLISS TOLD ME SOMETHING >: say what, Qian Ying ask Shawn Beh like are we still together. THEN HE GO SAY HE BROKE UP WITH ME. WTF? I'VE NEVER DATED YOU LAH FAILURE. knn DON'T TALK SHIT >: (i like this angry face :D i'm not even angry and i sound angry :)) after school was choir rehearsal for the sec 1 performance. HOPE LOADS OF PEOPLE THAT ARE COMMITTED JOIN :DDDDD Veena, Jiawen, Clara and I stayed back to help teach sec1 to sing the school song and hymn. lol i was acting retarded up there. embarrassing. and Mr Shahril called me TWICE. lol i dunno why i'm counting. it's so retarded. LOL and Lai En, Veena and Renuka (she gave up after 1 min though) keeps stealing my bartender book. DAMN I SHOULDN'T HAVE BROUGHT IT TO SCHOOL.

the last baby hamster died in the moring T_T T_T T_T

EW I JUST SAW THE HORNY BOY HAMSTER HAVING SEX WITH THE GIRL. >>>>>: WTH. WTH WTH WTH. EW EW EW.

Somebody To Love - Queen

THIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY-~-~-~

2009-12-15T04:36:00.000-08:00

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║(o) ♥♫Fall Out Boy♫
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cute right??? i ripped it off somewhere :))

Caroling
caroling at century square was OKAY. (on sunday, 13 Dec) because of the stage, mics and audience, we didn't sound THAT nice, but we did good. so to all choir peeps, gd job. :))

glee's last episode for this year was shown last thurs. great episode. i haven't watched it yet, but my sis showed me the last song/dance they did. FANTASTIC. honestly! you will understand why it's so gd if you watch the other earlier episodes. :))

tmr's a special day. i'll give you guys updates once it happens.

just watched Michael Buble - Haven't Met You Yet music vid. cute :))

Thank u everyone, and have a great night home - Clarissa :)) [lol i have alot of :)) in this post.]

Single Ladies - Beyonce

Early anniversary, early new year's resolutions

2009-11-29T03:37:00.001-08:00

i'm almost down to my 100th post (this is post 98) and with 1000 views on my blog! :D (currently while i'm writing this, there's 981 views :))

Glee is freaking sweet. i mean, PEOPLE if you've haven't watched Glee, i'm pretty sure your life sucks. it's THE best show and i'm so glad for my sister.

Kurt Hummel <3
Chris Colfer <3

they're both the same guy. so technically, i'm not dreaming about more than 1 guy.
ok maybe i am, if you count Patrick.
and Lucas.
and James.
and other guys? (i'm moving on, and moving on fast.)

ANYWAYYYY back to glee! :D i've watched Episode 10 and 11 today, and it's AMAZING. loved Kurt in episode 10. lol. i think they focused more on Kurt in the later episodes... considering the fact that he freakishly hot and can sing well.
AND he's a soprano :))

had a dream once. freaky dream... it was those kinds of dreams that had a few stories... one was about my hamster, another was about school... (wouldn't want to elaborate on it... can't wait to forget it too...)

OMFG KURT HAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL EYES IN THE WORLD. imagine staring into them! :D (ok i'm already AM, but imagine STARING INTO THEM IN REAL LIFE. :D)

i'm also trying to dodge a cruel, sad fact about him (Chris). because of this fact, i'm not able to ever date him. :(( (VEENA YOU BETTER NOT BE READING THIS AND RUINING MY FANTASY) <-- 'cause she's the only one i know that knows Glee. i'm proud to say if it wasn't for me, Veena wouldn't know good music. (okay, not ALL good music. i mean, she know HALF good music and i know HALF good music and when you put them together we mentally transform.) and i'm also proud to say if it wasn't for her, (or her mum, whichever Admudhan you prefer) i wouldn't know loads of stuff i'm not suppose to know.

i've been thinking... actually, seriously, i hate camps. but i enjoy only 1 kind of camp, and that's choir camp. must be crazy, or the whole i'm-gonna-create-the-best-choir-camp-before-i-graduate-because-i'm-the-prez idea is totally screwing my head.

in fact, while we're on choir talk, i've noticed most choir people's blog write on this Jazz song we've been doing, and it's called Fever. and you know, in the actual song, verse 5, there's the word chicks. and when the choi was singing it, all of them started to laugh. i mean, COME ON. it'a only a word! people you need to GET IT IN UR HEADS. not everyone was laughing OKAYY? i wasn't laughing, 'cause i was too mature.

my sister says the recording for the song Veena and I wrote, the voices inside were airy. although i didn't sing in it, (it was Veena and Eleanore. i mean, she had to do something, or she wouldn't have contributed. so, *sigh* i gave up my part.) but even though it wasn't me with the airy voice she said, i felt as though i needed to make my voice sound more, rounded. it was like, a wakeup call! i mean, i just had to get my voice up and going if i wanted to make it big by writing and singing nice songs so everyone would wanna buy and listen to.

i'm such in a bitch mood today. it's like, i wanna screw and destory everyone's life. it's like, i don't care how you feel because i've never felt happiness before, ya know? and i know no one will ever understand cause i'm not even human. i'm a pure, genuine robot. with no feelings. willing to kill everyone i know. (this is a live example of someone who's been emotionally trashed because of some shithead of a guy. fuck him. [NOT literally])

SOMEDAY WORLD! i'm going get myself a music career, by myself (and God). i'm going to do so well and i'm going to get scouted and get a record. in fact, i'm not going to need some stupid fat music teacher to help me write a stupid report to help me in whatever shitty music related thing, BECAUSE I CAN DO IT ALONE. (With God, Amen.)

CHRIS CHRIS COLFER, CHRIS COLFER, CHRIS COLFER YEAH! <3

Defying Gravity - Glee (Kurt's/Chris' solo version)

Stump no more

2009-11-19T05:51:00.000-08:00

i've just went to Patrick's website and read an entry in September. turns out that he's not going to tcontinue writing in his blog and sutff. also he's freaking skinny. which tells a lot to me. and he just went on with Daryl Hall and said that he wouldn't want to meet his hero 'cause if you do and he/she doesn't turn out the way you expect him/her to be, you'd be disappointed. well,

i'm fucking disappointed.

Stand By Me - Patrick Stump

Photomania

2009-11-19T05:01:00.000-08:00

i finally convinced my parents to get my one of those new SD Card readers, so i can finally put my photos in here and in my walkman! (yay!)

and this is how you toast mashed potato in a bowl with a small mircowave

you probably can't see it, but renuka, wee sean, wen cong and ernest are all sleeping in the same way facing the same direction

took this on the way back to tampines from clark quay, where the sudoku thingy was held. LOL it was in the MRT AND I WASN'T THE ONLY ONE WHO WANTED TO TAKE THE PICTURE!!! (in fact, all of us took one somewhere...)

i like this. drew it with a black pen Joanne (Neo) gave me on my bday, sorry Pete.

on Joselyn's birthday, some choir peeps + me went to celebrate and we ate ice cream and all, and i made a FOB in melted mango ice cream on the playground slide (oops?)

my mum found a small fish in a squid she bought. LOL too bad can't cook it and eat it (Poor squid, couldn't even eat a decent meal before being killed...D:)

Choir
nothing much. i was feeling high, but not HAPPY high, more like DRANK-A-MILLION-TEQUILAS-AND-VODKAS-IN-THE-MORNING-BEFORE-CHOIR high. so when Mrs Taylor asked if Sops 1 could do a descant for Joy To The World, i did the same as i always did, but i raised my hands in a of-course-we-can way. but it's just me, the whole world knows that.

Dancing With Myself - Billy Joel

*^@#$&%!()

2009-11-17T22:00:00.001-08:00

RANDOM THINGS ON THIS POST

Maplestory
my maple can't work :( it's like, gone. and i downloaded it again and then, it disappeared again! screw the thing.

Glee
i'm still stuck at episode 8, Mashup 'cause my sis downloaded Episode 9 but didn't put it in the handdrive. i'm waiting. i still love Kurt. <3 heck, i love all gay people. they're interesting. and in Episode 9 Kurt and Rachel have a diva-off. i love Rachel's voice and would have voted for her. BUT too bad it's between Kurt and Rachel and i hate Rachel's attitude. Kurt 4evaaaaaaaaaaa (yeah ignore me abit i'm crazy)

Twitter
my dad just started one, so he needed my help in it. lol then i had to explain how to work it out to him.

SHPS Funfair
it was yesterday, tuesday. i wore my 'dun disturb me cos i'm alr disturbed' shirt, my brown pants and this white hat my sis finally gave me. it was fun. we saw Pei Si and Natasha selling the Hildan Palate (am i right?) cook book. lol then we asked "How much?" then they were sayign it was "$10" lol damn expensive for a thin book, about 50 pages? i bought alot of food. here's wad i spent on...

$1.50 - Cup Noodles
$1 - Curry
$1 - Spicy pasta
$1 - F&N Grape drink
$0.50 - Butter cookies
$1 - PING PONG GAME! (can't lost in this game, unless you really suck)

Jake
saw him ytd on the webcam. i told him not to come find me when he's in singapore cos i'm kinda freaked out by him. more specifically, his hair. it was like Kurt's hair, but spikey. THEN he went all crazy and did a All-Time-Low-Alex-meets-Click-5-Patrick look and he looks horribly gay. then he kinda got upset 'cause everyone at his place said he looked hot and i didn't like it. and i said "Sure everyone you know likes it! They're probably all GAY!!!" then he got even more upset and didn't wanna talk to me anymore. XD you might think i'm mean, but i'm not. 'cause imma robot.

Defying Gravity - Glee (Kurt)

hlidan SPARKS (boomz?)

2009-11-13T03:27:00.000-08:00

"Oh Bambie... I cried so hard when the hunters shot your mummy..." - Kurt (from TV show Glee)

that's practically my favourite line now. :) i kinda spread it to Veena so now she knows and stuff. GLEE RULES!

Veena and i had to sing for hildan sparks. so, we ate lunch with Jiawen at mac before heading to the venue. Corliss ended at like, 1.45 so Jervina (BETRAYER) waited for her. they were going to hunt for jobs. lol how do you do that? i mean, all you can do is walk around singapore and see those weird signs saying "LOOKING FOR PEOPLE FOR PART TIME JOBS" but other than that, how do you find jobs? lol jervina doesn't even know why i called her a betrayer. BECAUSE JERVINA ENG, you pang seh Veena and i when we had lunch. OKAY ANYWAY, me and Veena did a great job, or so did Miss Tan say. BUT she IS the choir teacher. XD then Mr Chiang said he were okay, but we just needed to smile more, especially during School Song. LOL. oh and we made a bet that Jiawen's water bottle full of coke was going to explode on stage but of os it didn't.So, today was suppose to be a so-called 'bad day'. 'cause it's friday the 13th! so cool, some like, 10000000000000 times in a blue moon. (yes, very often considering that there's no such thing as a blue moon.) BUT THEN, when we came down the canteen, I SAW 5 HONDAS IN A ROW! ok it was 3 hondas at first. then one drove away and ANOTHER HONDA CAME AND PARKED THERE! THEN, another honda drove away AND ANOTHER HONDA PARKED THERE!!! so, i told Veena, "Today is suppose to be a bad day, but now it's a good day." ALL THANKS TO HONDAS. see what cars like hondas do to our lives? okok anyway it was a pretty good day anyway. because...

1) I sang loudly and people said they could hear me.
2) i remembered to step behind and then proceed backstage.
3) i got a mcdonald's happy meal MICROPHONE. (it just lights up. but what the hell :))
4) Mr Shahril talked to me. (OKAY, people may see this as a semi bad thing, but i see it as a good thing because he never talks to me. what the heck, he never even says A WORD to me. AND remember the 5 Hondas, so this has to be a good thing.)
5) Domenic's (did i spell it right?) dad gave me (and Veena and her mum) a ride back home. which was freaking sweet, cos i had loads of books.
6) the Eclair(e)s didn't taste like Eclair(e)s, and i hate Eclair(e)s.
7) i FINALLY WON the blasted stupid zendoku sh!tface boss on my PSP.
8) no one at home when i came back and no one's gonna be at home till 8, which means i've got some alone AWESOME time to myself.
9) I WROTE THE MOST AMAZING COMPO I'VE EVER WROTE FOR ENGLISH TODAY :DDDDDDDDDDDD (i DID want the one-word Q to be Murder, but it's okay...)
10) the harddrive is at home, which means i can watch GLEE! :D

so what's the moral of the story folks? well, DON'T BELITTLE THE POWER OF HONDAS. and Glee. AND one-word compos. AND ECLAIR(E)S.

oh PS, i'm thinking of changing back my blogskin, since the SOMEBODY isn't coming back here anyway. AND i need to change that weestumpbeh thingy below to something better.

OHOH PSPS i found pretty interesting photos of SHSS 'cause my sis use to bring her camera to school. and she did it like, right in front of them. LOL i found one with Mr Wong giving a OI-why-you-take-my-picture face. OH and miss goh back then (whenever my sis took that photo) looked nice with longer hair. no offence miss goh.

Somebody To Love - Queen

a month after, minute long written at 11p.m. post

2009-11-10T06:46:00.000-08:00

short post. it's 10.50p.m now and i'm watching Metalist, doing a quick update on my blog. (i'm using the computer for 'elearn'...) lol Patrick Jane, the main actor, is temporarily blind. DAMN FUNNY.

firstly, i would like to thank the person 'hateyou' for the tags in my blog. really. i mean, ever since the tags, now we get all 'OMG WHO'S DOING IT? HAHAA' and it's so exciting! so thank you to whoever you are, because really it's been a blast. and the useless fact that i'm the worst among all just gave me a clue who you are too. so thank you.

but, however, if i do find out who you are, you will suffer for whatever bullsh!t and crap you've ever done or are doing. and if i find you, wait no, WHEN i do find you, you're going to wish i never fucking did. i'll make your life a living hell both physically and mentally. i do hope you feel threatened now. because if you don't, the game has only just begun...

Fold Your Hands Child - Cobra Starship

who's counting the fucks here?

2009-10-22T02:11:00.000-07:00

omg i'm so fucked up nowadays... things are just so, well, fucked up. i'm like totally emo nowadays and life is shitty. arghhhh i can't/don't want to think anymore... school stinks, life stinks, EVERYTHING STINKS. i think i use to say fuck once a week, now i'm saying it like 3 times a day...

nowadays i'm just watching the movie chicago and boston legal. oh and i sooooo badly want to watch 'The Blue Mansion'!!! but it's NC16!!! omg it would be the BEST movie to watch!!! and i wanna get Believers Never Die by Fall Out Boy, they're (maybe) last album... yesyes, Fall Out Boy is taking a break :((

Oh well, never mind. my bro also gets to use the com before me. i mean, come on! he's exams are coming, and my exams are over! UNFAIR FUCKING SHIT.

okay i don't really want to talk/type now. i'm just gonna roll onto my bed and hope i fall asleep...

All That Jazz - Chicago Soundtrack

exams period

2009-10-10T02:22:00.000-07:00

exams suck. and i've yet to study Chem which is on Monday. so i'll make this quick.

Saturday, 3 Oct 2009
my super-awesome-mega-great-rich aunt's brother works in Mercure, and he gets great discounts if we eat there. so, we ate at Mercure's buffet and celebrated my grandparents' bday. (both of their's is a few days apart) lol u get free cake and all. (fyi, the cake was YUM) oh and rmb how i always bump into people when i go out? yeah well, i bumped into someone i knew. guess who? i'll get you a hint. POLAR BEAR. (well one of them, Wen Cong to be exact) the buffet was nice. i mean, i ate like, 2 and a half durian cakes. :) LOVE IT the reason i go there is for the durian cake. we left at 10+.

i've changed my blog skin 'cause SOMEONE said SOMEONE couldn't view my blog, so i thought maybe it was the skin's that stopping him from coming here. so, there you go, i'm back to my old skin. i've used this skin before, if i can rmb...

Johanna - Sweeney Todd Soundtrack

random

2009-09-24T02:24:00.000-07:00

I'M SORRY SHAWN BEH.

PLS DUN GET THE WRONG IDEA... WE'RE JUST FRIENDS

I COME IN PEACE.

-forced by xxx... (too nice to be mentioned...)

(89)

2009-09-14T06:54:00.000-07:00

hey guys! 89th post! lol i'm probably gonna post on 27 Sep. that's when i'm celebrating my blog's 2 year anniversary (sigh, if only i had something ELSE to celebrate XD) then it'll be the 90th post for 2 years! OLEH!

sooo, school's just started. exams are in less than 3 weeks. i have chinese spelling and a POA test tmr, and i haven't studied. it's approx. 10 p.m, and i wanna watch that weird show on channel U at 10. i'm so dead.

OH WELL, part of life i guess...

WHEN IN THE WORLD IS MY HARD EARNED $500 COMING????

Granger Danger - A Very Potter Musical

ZOO update! (and lit sup)

2009-09-07T05:34:00.000-07:00

HEY! here's my update on my zoo! :)

Sunday
sooo, i woke up at 5.45a.m. to help my mum prepare the food. my sister was suppose to help out too, but she was so grumpy (she's not really a morning person) and pissed off. lol the first thing she did after she woke up and washed up was to put makeup.................................. yeah, whatever.
then, after helping my mum, we woke up my dad and brother a tad bit earlier, 'cause Trina said it was unfair that she woke up at 6.30 and they slept till 6.45..................................yeah, whatever again.
after changing into a red shirt (did i mention we had to wear a red shirt?) we all left to meet the rest of my mother's side of the family at Tampines Interchange. after we reached the zoo, we had to like, walk 15 minutes down to this place and sit for the service. TIP 1 when in church service, if u're the one that wants to listen to what the preacher/host person has to say/sing, DO NOT SIT AT THE 2ND LAST ROW. TIP 2 if u DON'T wanna listen, bring something to entertain urself. believe me, i've got experience in this... TIP 3 if u get bored, watch other people. 'cause it's funny to look at others sleeping. lol in fact, my uncle and grandfather fell asleep halfway. oh and there was this boy in front of us. 'SIAN' was written all over his face! tsk tsk such a restless kid. we gave him a sweet, which he ate immediately.
then, at 11.45, the church serivce was FINALLY OVER!!! then we sat at a place at the butterfly walk to eat KFC for lunch. then we went to see 2 shows and walked around the place... the few animals we HAD to see were

Giraffe (Trina wanted to see it lol i took a shot of one for Gemmel)
Polar Bear (Trina and Tamelia)
White Tigers (Mum)
Sun Bear (Dillion, Jonas and Zeb)

I, unfortunately WANTED TO SEE DINGOS SOOO BADLY... but there's no dingos in the SG zoo... why do i wanna see dingos? welllll, last year in March i went to Brisbane (it's in aussie FYI) for some school thing. THEN, on one of the days, we went to the Wild Koala Reserve blah blah. there was this time when we split up and got to see what we wanted. i think Miss Lam went with the O Level Music ppl and Mr Shahril sat at the cafe and drink coffee. (...) since Veena was sick on that day, i went with Gemmel. she didn't wanna see anything there, so i really wanted to see the Dingos. WE WALKED 3 ROUNDS AROUND THE FREAKING PLACE AND NO DINGOS. and when we FINALLY found an entrance, IT WAS RESTRICTED AREA. i think we walked around the cafe and saw MS like, 3 times. then i gave up and told gemmel that we should see something else. but because we totally didn't feel like it anymore, we sat at the cafe and play those alphabetical games with MS. i kinda suck at that back then.

ANYWAYS, back to the zoo trip! Remember when i said i wanted to meet people i knew? well, i met TWO people. first was Mr Chan, the DnT teacher. i saw him at the monkey place, there were, like, LOADS of diff. kinds of monkeys. when i saw him i quickly turned around and said "we've been here 5 minutes, let's gooooo" but no one listened to me, so i had my back facing him until he walked off. second perseon was Natasha, from choir. i think she saw me... i saw her at the first show i went to. it was okay i guess, a little weird, but okay.

Monday
had lit supplementary. i went up the normal staircase to go to 3F, but i got chased down by Mr Tay and MS. then i was like, 'Bloody hell, 3F is only right next door!' but i was in a kinda good mood, so i didn't say anything and went DOWN to the first floor and UP to the thrid AGAIN by the library staircase. ONLY TO FIND THAT 3F IS LOCKED OFF. then i went DOWN to the canteen and saw Drusilla, Donna, Joel, Marcus, Philip and Joshua. then we went to 1F for lesson. it was a good lesson, there weren't much disturbance and we talked alot of stuff. (actually MRS CHONG talked about a lot of stuff) OH and before that i saw Miss Yew, who called me and asked why was i in school. only she asked it nicer, like "Clarissa, what are you having in school now?" *wink wink to Veena, Corliss and Jervina, if you rmb.*

then, went to Mac to study and eat abit. I WASN'T SUPPOSE TO EAT ANYTHING THERE, but *sigh* Drusilla went to buy big breakfast and upsized it. and I WAS HUNGRY. so it was fine, i watched HER eat. THEN, CLARA CAME. AND SHE ORDERED A BIG BREAKFAST. AND I WATCHED HER EAT. then i couldn't take it and borrowed $ to buy a big breakfast. now i owe Drusilla $10. oh and she was studying half way, then she got tired and fell asleep. oh and we saw Qian Ying and Shu Jing. it turns out they went for Chem remedial, which they didn't need to go to. then while walking home with Qian Ying, we were talking about (i'll put it as nice as possible) how Shawn Beh isn't a decent gentleman at all. hm, all the more reason for me to give up. BUT, i'm not going to just yet. (for a personal reason, which sadly i'm not proud to say)

Lighthouse - The Hush Sound

September holidays = HW, STUDYING and THE ZOO! (oleh!)

2009-09-04T21:35:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey!

lol have you guys ever watched 'A Very Potter Musical'? IT'S SUPER FUNNY! i'm hoping someday in the Sep. hols Veena and Jervina will come to my house to watch it! (and yes, Veena will finally play with my amp. )

oh and i've also been watching this cool anime about a Bartender in this remote bar, it's a really cool show and it kinda explains all the drinks in a bar. so yeah...

i have nothing much to say, except it's the September holidays. and it's kinda boring. all to do is study and homework. so if i don't update alot, well, ya noe wad i'm doing...

oh! and by any chance AT ALL, if Justina is listening... (very slim chance she noes i have a blog but...) you're up next for National Anthem once school reopens :))

OHOHOH AND GUESS WHAT? I'M GOING TO THE ZOO!!! tomorrow!!! 'cause my uncle's (the super-awesome-mega-great-rich uncle) church is having those family day stuff, and he always invite us. last time, i think it was at Pasir Ris beach, then we went to Escape Theme Park... then this time, we're going to the zoo!!! i'm so excited, 'cause i can FINALLY get out of the house. lol and wouldn't it be cool to see someone you know there and be like "OMG whoa hi!" HAHAHA (i'm just being crazy) the only catch is we have to wear red... weirdly. oh well, God Bless! lol hope i meet someone there (it's a fetish i'm having now, a meeting-people fetish...)

Everything I Knew - Busted

Dear God, PLEASE DON'T LET IT RAIN FOR THE WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK!!!

2009-08-29T04:04:00.000-07:00

HEY GUYS!!! i just added a new CD in my wishlist at the side!!! i HAVE to get the Soundtrack for Jennifer's Body... HAVE TO!!! it's got a bit of panic, corba and all time low!!! HAVE TO GET!!! GET MEEEEEE (and Hot Mess by Cobra too, that's kinda old already to please come out in singapore!!!)

UPDATE!!! it's the weekend! (now's Saturday) i can't wait till i get my Sudoku $$$!!! i can't wait to spend it!!! FASTERRR U STUPID SUDOKU PEOPLE I'M IMPATIENT. i think now i'm like, super happy 'cause i just ate Ruffles and Ben Jerry's ice cream... oh and bubble tea. i'm high i guess... OH CRAP LOOK AT MY BEN AND JERRY'S ICE CREAM!!! I FINISHED HALF A PINT ALREADY!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO..... *cry*

oh and Monday and Tuesday is Teacher's day celebration and hol. i hope i'll be able to find all the teachers on monday... 'cause every year the same thing happens... the staff room gets crowded and some teachers are hiding from the sad truth that other teachers get more present than others. OH WELL.

OH if gemmel is reading this, DON'T FORGET THAT YOU HAVE TO SING NATIONAL ANTHEM ON MONDAY/THURSDAY/FRIDAY!! (dear god, please DON'T let it rain that week when we're doing National Anthem and Singspiration!!!)

oh now that we're on the topic of choir, we're probably singing Pass It On and Lord I Lift Your Name On High... i'll be holding the mic with Shawn on Thurs and Felicia will hold it on Fri... sigh... yes, i'm holding it with Shawn Beh. because i promised Qian Ying that i would if he agreed to. and he did. to tell the truth, it's not like i REALLY don't want to sing with him and stuff on Thurs, i'm actually fine with it. it's not like an embarrassing thing (okayy it is.), but it's not like it'll be anything different if i did it with Wai Kit or something right? (sorry Wai Kit, had to use your name, since u're the only Sec 3 choir boy other than Shawn)

lol, and it turns out Shawn also owes Qian Ying her bday present, and her bday was like, mid July... so at least now i'm not that desperate to get the present from him :D

New Perspective - Panic! At The Disco

a small update

2009-08-26T04:08:00.000-07:00

hey guys, am updating for the sake of Jervina and other people who have been hounding me to update...

so far School been pretty boring... oh i hope Corliss gets well soon!!! so Chinese class wouldn't be so boring... oh and for today's POA morning's lesson i missed it... because at night i was thinking "Yes... finally i can sleep more, since Wed is a late day." then in the morning my dad came in to wake me up, but i told him it was a late day, so he said ok and left... then, i woke up at about 7.40 receiving an sms by Jervina, reading "r u coming soon?" then i was thinking again "come soon for wad...? OMG THERE'S POA LESSON IN THE MORNING!!!"

then when i reached the classroom, i saw DRUSILLA in the classroom. yes 3G classroom, not 3F classroom. i was like "WHAT THE HELL R U DOING HERE? Y ARENT U IN POA CLASS? LET'S GOOOOO!!!" then she said "only got about 5 minutes left wad! just stay here lor..." so at the end, i didn't go... screw the whole thing cos what happened in the test later in the afternoon was thought in the morning...

Jake and i finally got online at the same time about last night. here's the conversation layout...

J(ake) - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Me - thnks... hey wait, where's my present?
J - oh yeah, that. well, it turns out that i tried to sent your present through air mail and stuff about a week before your birthday. then it turned out i didn't wrap it nicely and squarish so it didn't fit in the mailpost. then when i went back home to rewrap and send it, i got it back 'cause i forgot the stamp. by then it was about 5 days before your birthday. then, um, i think i left it on my table and it dropped under my bed so i forgot about it until a day before your birthday, which was already too late to send already...
Me - WTF...
J - don't worry! when i come back to Singapore, take it as a late birthday present :))
Me - WTF...
J - okok, i'm so sorry... but i'm not the only one who's late in giving you your birthday present, right?
Me - lol yeah, i guess you're right...

he took a picture of the bear... (yes, it's a bear. a HUGE bear) he placed it on his bed so i could see who big it was. it's probably the size of a huge pillow... yeah... WHY DIDN'T HE BUY ME COBRA STARSHIP'S ALBUM HOT MESS??? lol Veena still owes me a birthday present, so i guess i'm still waiting. lol later Veena accidentally forgets... *shudder* nah, don't happen i think...

ya know, the reason why i wrote about Jake 'cause he comes here often to see how i'm doing (other than MSN and Skype) and he asked me why haven't i wrote about him. so there you go, Jake!

lol i've been thinking about it, and i've come to realise Jake and Shawn Beh are total opposites. (i've just recently been told Shawn reads my blog... which is okay, i guess.) for example, Jake is polite, an American and he has perfect eyesight. whereas Shawn is nothing CLOSE to polite, a Singaporean and he wears glasses. but i think both of them have a lot of $$$, and their parents are so business-like. so that's the only thing i guess. oh and there's another similarity but i won't mention it. XD

oh and lol i'm so sorry shawn, lol because i was reading through old posts and i guess back then i was super pissed at everyone because they kept teasing us... so sorry for scolding bad words at u XD *sigh* but we had a good friendship... i mean, for a friendship that lasted less than 4 months, it was nice. (IN A FRIEND WAY. A NICE FRIEND WAY)

OHOH me and Drusilla drew a comic strip for Elect-Lit and we got 17/20!!! not bad man... somemore Drus was like "was it that nice?" then i was so pissed and said "OI i took a long time to draw it okay!!! 17 IS THE LEAST I DESERVE....."

P.S. thnks Gemmel for the Fall Out Boy poster :))
P.S. people, my birthday is coming close to being a week old... SO FASTER WITH THE PRESENTS CAN... *cry*

Into Your Arms - The Maine

MY BEST BIRTHDAY!

2009-08-20T04:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULLIAN AND HAO PENG!

Thank you for everyone for has made my birthday the most AMAZING birthday ever! below is a list of people i wanna thank. also, thanks for all those people (too many to mention) for wishing me a really happy birthday!

people i have to thank in person=
Zeb (brother) - Hersheys' chocolate bar
Trina (sister) - Ben and Jerry's ice cream (flavour - Chocolate chip Cookie Dough)
Parents - my white school bag, $50, turquiose earphones, music hoodie, my life :)
Grandparents - a turquiose watch
Veena - card, (present will come soon, just not now)
Jia Wen - (she forgot it was my birthday today D: but her present will come soon, just not now)
Jervina - letter, Fall Out Boy ticket (a part of it)
Drusilla - letter, Fall Out Boy ticket (a part of it)
Corliss - letter, Fall Out Boy ticket (a part of it)
Joanne - pen with my name on it (like sewn on, but really cool)
Priscilla - card, wristband
Lai En - card (LOL he did it in 3 minutes)
Ashvin - letter (shared with Domenic)
Domenic - letter (shared with Ashvin)

people who sent me a bday sms=
Christopher (my uncle, a.k.a mother's brother)
Tamelia (cousin, lol always sends me a sms! thanks!)
Serena (my ex-cell leader, the only person who probably remembers me in my ex-cell. thank you so much)
Hanis

people who wrote on my Facebook wall wishing me "Happy Birthday" =
Shu Qi (ex-Primary school class mate!)

people who said "Happy Birthday" to me but no present LOL =
Qian Ying
Pei Si
Kai Jie
Evelyn
Shah
Miss Nur
Miss Goh
Donna
Phlicia
Hannah
Shawn KOH
Koi
Shane
Cheryl
Keith
Hui Min
Bryan Tio
Shi Yu
Zul
Sheng Min

*i'm pretty disappointed that Shawn Beh and Wen Jun didn't give me anything :( LOL but wth was i suppose to expect? :X i'm such a screwed up person*

TODAY, 20 August 2009
IN SCHOOL it was an awesome day. Veena was the first to sms me when i woke up. since my brother had no school, (PSLE for primary school) i didn't have any transport, so i had to walk. my first song when i was 15 was Birthday Girl by The Roots featuring Patrick Stump! LOL great song. surprisingly, many people said Happy Birthday to me, even people i didn't expect! so it was like a day of popularity. it was cool. we did an interview with Miss Nur for a POA project. we were suppose to interview a parent but NOOOOO, Drusilla HAD to interview Miss Nur. lol and she kept asking me what was the best present and from who. lol i don't think i told her...

AT CHOIR we had normal stuff, but the choir sang me a birthday song :))

AT HOME we had the most amazing BEST DINNER ON THE WORLD! it was mashed potatoes, chicken and nuggets with cambell soup. (and water, said zeb) then we had cherries. lol it was nice without dad but it would have been better if he was there... oh and i didn't get a cake but we are having cream puffs later. and my family planned a treasure hunt for me to find my presents.

kayy gotta go now, hunt down my presents. it's all over the house, they hid it... BYE AND THANKS AGAIN FOR EVERYTHING U GUYS! U ROCK! GOD BLESS!

P.S (the following message was after the treasure hunt) it turns out my mum bought me some chocolate filled thingy, my brother bought me hershey's chocolate the bar kind and my sister bought my ben and jerry's ice cream! lol all edible stuff ('cause i'm a fatty, and u can't buy Patrick Stump, said trina)

P.P.S i went to the comic convention on Saturday! will post pictures if i can asap!

Birthday Girl (feat. Patrick Stump) - The Roots

my last 25 minutes of being a 14 year old

2009-08-19T08:35:00.000-07:00

hey guys short post.... (super short.)

it's 11.35p.m. in Singapore (duh...) and i'm down to my last 25 minutes of being a 14 year old!!! alrighty gotta go now, lol my sister is sighing at me 'cause she wants to go to bed...

bye 14 year old wee, hello 15 year old Clarissa.

Womanizer - Britney Spears (DON'T ASK WHY)

hello - h + y + w = yellow

2009-08-18T04:32:00.000-07:00

hi guys. loads (ok, not LOADS. some.) of things have been happening this week. lemme start

Monday
Miss Nur's birthday today. Jervina gave her a card with her's, Drusilla's, Veena's and my birthday wishes. hope she likes it. oh and 3G gave her like post-sticks on a file...

Choir after school. (i) was totally pissed off. because Shane Kwok wrote an email to Shahril complaining about choir and how they don't sing loud enough. i hate these kinds of things. the ones that you try your best to fix it but no matter what, you can't. i mean, i tell them to sing out loud and hold the mic but if they don't, what am i to do? so now i have to sing this week, and veena will sing the next. hope that on thursday and friday when i sing there'll be sound. so i can be a good example. (lol i sound so weird now) SCREW THE WORLD, I (don't) HAVE MONEYYYY (yet...)~

Tuesday
LOL chinese was as funny as usual. Xue lao shi made us watch this 15 year old girl who was a runner-up in the superstar thingy... twice. oh and lol we were hearing this part of the textbook that was played in a CD. lol they kept making fun of the voices. XD oh and Xue lao shi made Corliss stand because SHE LAUGHED TOO LOUDLY... wth man...

AFTER SCHOOL WE HAD BAND PRAC.!!! fun... we practiced Into Your Arms - The Maine. so far we're pretty good. we've kinda played the songs many times. so WE RULE. (now all we need is to find out how the PA system thingy works)

JERVINA AND I GOT INTO SUDOKU SEMI-FINALS! i hope i win the team catergory and she wins the individual! THEN SHE CAN BUY A CAMERA AND I CAN HELP CONTRIBUTE TO MY FAMILY'S RENOVATION OF THE TOILET :D (and get a new laptop.)

oh, and i apologise to shawn for all the nasty things i've said bout him in previous posts. lol ok, there i apologised... now can i have my present? LOL jkjk... he doesn't need to give me a f*cking present. XD

P.S now i'm kinda addicted to All Time Low songs... thanks to my brother...

Break Your Little Heart - All Time Low (lol this sadistic song, veena calls it)

update?

2009-08-14T03:30:00.000-07:00

hi?

boring day, i'm now sitting on the bed with my brother playing the guitar... i showed him Into Your Arms by The Maine. WOOT HIGHLY RELIABLE FALL OUTS RULE! lol ANWAYS, the week is so boring... i'm dying. i just needed to update this... i'm also ripping thousands (really, thousands.) of photos off FOE. and stuff.

i did badly for Maths... 8 marks lost because of bearings, wrong mathematical sign... then i lost 4 marks cos of questions i did have time to think of how to do it, so i wrote rubbish...

THE ALBUM HOT MESS - COBRA STARSHIP IS OUT!!! (i pray someone buys me the album!!!) oh guess wad?

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 6 DAYS TIME! (lol i asked Corliss to tell *coughcough* that it'll be my birthday. I HOPE HE BUYS ME SOMETHING! :D)

SCREW THE RULES, I HAVE MONEYYYY~ (i don't actually have that, yet. but when i do, i'll say it more often.)

Dear Maria, Count Me In - All Time Low

UPDATE ON THIS WEEK

2009-08-12T03:55:00.001-07:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

Hey guys! have been surfing the net and just found super cool interviews by super cool people, so check them out! (esp. Pete's one, 'cause he talks about FALL OUT BOY'S LASTEST MUSIC VIDEO (ignore the katy perry vid at the back)

Panic! At The Disco interview

Pete Wentz interview

so i'm now gonna talk about the week!

Monday
Nothing much. when my mum went out of the house, my dad, sister, brother and i secretly went out to walk and stuff. we went to century square and got me some turquoise ear phones and some DVDs/VCDs for us. i got 7 swords, it's some show on these cool 7 awesome swords with powers and stuff. i think one of the guys that has one of the swords look like david gan! :D

Tuesday
school's back... Me, Jervina, Veena and Drusilla went out to Juzeat for lunch. then, i decided to accompany Corliss and Jervina (who was also accompanying Corliss) for Corliss' check up, 'cause she says that her eyes are itchy and red and stuff... turns out we were 20 numbers away from our queue number, and we waited till 5.15 before it was our turn! but it was fun anyways... then Corliss and Jervina made me do RETARDED STUFF like wearing my seat belt on the bus -,- and they kept teasing me about things. (i'm pretty sure u don't need to guess what the topic was on...)

Wednesday
Veena didn't come to school today... so after school Jervina, Drusilla and I went firstly, to the church to ask the pastor if we could book the place on the 3rd lvl for jamming. but they had staff meeting till 4, so we went to the lutheran childcare centre to collect feedback. turns out most of the feedback about us weren't so great... :( oh well, we'll try harder next time!

that's all i'm guessing... oh and here's something for jervina and corliss, to prove that i can SAY (in this case, type) HIS NAME OUT. HMPT.

SHAWN BEH

I Like To Dance - Hot Chelle Rae

HEYHEYHEY

2009-08-01T04:59:00.000-07:00

short post. didn't go to school the whole of last week, all thanks to a fever and bad cough.. along with minor headaches and a flu. so i had to stay at home. and being the lazy person i am, i didn't do studying. actually, the only time i actually study is in school, which is why i was kinda sad when i wasn't going.

firstly, grates to veena for getting a good mark on the maths trigo test. (i didn't take it, since i wasn't THERE to take it.)

secondly, FALL OUT BOY'S "WHAT A CATCH, DONNIE" PREVIEW MUSIC VID IS OUT PEOPLE, U BETTER CHECK IT OUT!!!! the real one's coming out on 6 of August.

http://www.friendsorenemies.com/web/foe/journals/entry/4389591/

oh i kept meeting up with Veena (once), Jervina (lol 5 times...), Drusilla (4 times) and Corliss (once). to get my HW and books back to study. thanks.. lol i also passed the H1N1 to Drusilla. i'm just gonna say i've got it since the doctor was so mean and strict. MR MILTON YAP YANG (SUMTING) oh man that reminds me i need to get Chinese stuff from Corliss! :O

Into Your Arms - The Maine

i'm still sick =,=

2009-07-25T04:09:00.000-07:00

hey guys, here a update on how i feel... not better. the fever was getting hotter so i tried to cover myself in blankets and pillows like eskimo in a igloo. 'cause ya noe what they say, pespiring/sweating will make the feve go away. unfortunately, it didn't work. then i draw like, god know how many cups of water, and i just keep going to the toilet... heck i don't even know how come i've got the strength to type even such a long update... i'm just not feeling the best...

tried vomitting too. DOESN'T WORK IF U DON'T EAT MUCH -,- i'm going to eat some noodles later though... but my mum says i don't need to wear the stuffy mask all the time, but try to keep the germs inside the mask (?)

pls pray for me... thnk u... *bows slowly, then comes back up*

i'm H1N1 infected!... or AM i?

2009-07-24T23:41:00.000-07:00

apparently there's something wrong with my blogger. i can't change the colour of the font, i can't upload anything T_T...

back to today then. firstly, i'm sick. i've been having a fever and sore throat since 9... then when mum and dad went out, (dad went to work, mum to the market) i took my temperature... 38.3... darn it... i think i have H1N1... whatever, as long as God heals me by Monday i'm fine, since the exams are A WEEK AWAY, i can't afford to miss school.

my sis was also a pain in the rear in the morning... everytime i did something or wanted to, she'd say "stay away you swine flu person" which sucks because she keeps doing that... then when i wanted to eat rambutans, i asked her if she could help me take some, since if i touch the whole batch would be infected with germs. she rolled her eyes and gave me one. my bro was okay though, he helped me out alot, and we were like watching TV the whole morning, and we watched the 'I Live In Singapura' video by Hossan Leong like, 3 times straight. we kept laughing... LOL XD

then after that at 2 i took my temperature again, 38.8!!!! but now that i've taken a shower, i feel better. i also took panadol, but it feels as though it's not working... now i'm lying in my bed holding onto Adam Cowbert and my Patrick Stump figurine... i'm lso wearing the mask that smells medicinal and it's hard to breathe... damn.

Last night i played my guitar with my brother. he used my dad's one...

i'm having a headache and i feel tired... gotta go guys! pray for me thnks!

P.S PEOPLE PLEASE FEED MY FRIGGIN EGG (again)! *bow*

So Sick- Patrick Stump (it's a cover)

i'm so... MUSICAL TODAYYYY~~~

2009-07-23T05:20:00.000-07:00

hi :) felt like posting... since i'm the mood already...

Tuesday
gala night! SHSS 75th Anniversary dinner... the food is like, $150 for a seat, and all the supportive rich parents and friends came. i think the teachers all bought... saw the food when we were about to go up. there was like abalone... *sob* overall we had to wait for like, 2 hours JUST for our turn to perform... sucks 'cause it was soooo boring... i also had no one to talk to... so i listened to Patrick SINGING to me :))

when we were going to perform, Shawn had to bring the stand up (NOOB) then when Mrs Taylor was going up, i took a peek at Mr Nathan (our prez). he's like, busy eating and Mr Ong was trying to talk to him XD. oh and i had to bring the stand down :( so when i did i was the last to leave then dominic and ashvin were filming our performance and at the red carpet saying hi and all then this was the conversation...

A=ashvin
D=dominic
C=me

A - hey hi
D - hi wee
A - you guys were great
C - *smiles*
D - DA bomb!
A - great job

oh and thank dominic, for the conpliment on my specs... i think the only people who LIKED (not noticed) my specs was Dominic and Wen Jun... so far as i remember...

people whom heard us said we sounded good, so i guess this was a performance i didn't feel nervous... but my take on the most fun waiting during a performance we did would be Synergy Night and MICA :))))))))) only me, god and a little shy bird knows why.

Wednesday
Went to drusilla's house with corliss and jervina to make some special for a special someone. :) not mentioning just in case she comes here... we wanted to bake a cake but it took too long and most of the recipes involved ice cream or stuff that melts really fast. we thought we (actually Jervina to be precised) needed a baking oven... guess not... overall the thing tasted okay, not bad actually. :) i'm most probably getting the recipe from jervina so i can make more at home. :)

(sheesh what's wrong with me today? so many smiley faces XD)

i'm like, so musical today... i've been writing songs, listening to songs and playing it in my guitar. oh and my brother wrote a song and i kind thought a melody of it. he already had one, but i created one on the spot once i saw the music... I EVEN CREATED GUITAR CHORDS TO GO WITH IT! WOOT ME.

Thursday
today (to be exact) i went with Jervina to go to popular and toy 'r' us to get stuff. we went to popular to but sudoku books and toy 'r' us to get her 2-year-old cousin a stuffed toy penguin. we went to see my mum but at the end she was in a meeting with the management so we didn't actually SEE SEE her...

OHOH TOMORROW IS THE MEDIACORP SUDOKU CHALLENGE ROUND 1! haha so far i'm in a pretty okay stand, between me and jervina and drusilla, cos during today's practice, we were given 4 puzzles to complete in 1/2 an hour. i complete 2 and 1/10 of puzzles, jervina completed 2 puzzles and drusilla didn't get any correct :( JIA YOU DRUS! (lol i've realised i need to stop insulting her...

YAY TMR'S FRIDAY BADMINTON OLEH!

kay gotta go wash dishes! bye guys.

(there's something wrong with blogger... i can't change the colour of the font... will edit it fast, don't worry)

Love In A New Wave - Electrico

my mind's gonna blow (75)

2009-07-10T06:58:00.000-07:00

QUESTION: why do people put disney people in songs? wad the hell man? i mean, the jonas brothers, miley cyrus, taylor swift or that selena gomez or something like that girl. what's so special about them? is it 'cause they started off young as a mickey mouse crap kid or something? i don't understand why some bands are SO talented but not famous at all, and when people who make friends with a mouse when they are young get to be more fortunate than others???

i'm starting a new story called 'Clash The Bands 2'. there's this story i wrote last year, called 'Clash The Bands', which was about bands and stuff. pretty cool... now i've decided to write 'Clash The Bands 2'. i'm thinking of adding the Jonas Brothers in... but Veena would probably kill me :X

i feel like just spilling out all my thoughts right now. it's overflowing in my head, and i'm trying so hard to place a lid on it to keep it there forever, but it's pretty irritating if you have an overfilled mind while trying to concentrate on important things in life.

i've decided to call him on monday, at about 7p.m. when i'm home alone. i'll call him, and ask him if he really cares.
if he really wants to keep it up.
'cause i can't take it anymore.
I HAVE TO KNOW.

why can't i find someone to just tell it all to?
i feel like finding someone i can trust but i don't know well,
then i'll just tell that person all my problems,
just tell everything to him/her.
on my problems, on my life, on my religion.
oh well, sigh, I AM the queen of wishful thinking...

Kiss Me - New Found Glory

boring day, boring blog, boring life

2009-07-09T05:48:00.000-07:00

is my blog dead? looks dead to me... which is why i'm writing in it right now. AND I DID UP A NEW SKIN! oh and pls tag me and tell me to link you if i didn't cos i had a few problems with my blog skin...

today was the suckiest day of my life. had stomach cramps... sucked. and all the lessons were SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO boring. sucks man. oh and a random question here, as i'm surfing through blogs... why do people like to say 'if u hate my blog pls GET OUT' or something like that? i mean, if the person doesn't like u or ur blog THEY WOULDN'T HAVE VISITED RIGHT?

English - Had to test each other on our Oral. i paired with Phlicia. but both of us were all crappy so we didn't even try...
Chinese - As usual, the teacher was boring but because Kai Jie, Bryon and Corliss are sitting next to me, the lesson couldn't get any better :) (well, except ONE thing that would happen... but that would be unlikely...) lol Bryon couldn't pronounce Corliss' name! he keeps saying "CORISS" lol at first me Kai Jie and Corliss wouldn't tell him how to pronounce it correctly, but THAT ZACHARY RUINED IT ALL AND TOLD HIM... lol then Kai Jie forgot how to pronounce Corliss' name for like, 5 seconds. XD
Bio - went to the lab! it was okay i guess, except that my alcohol didn't turn to stupid green like donna's and natalie's one, and my leaf didn't 'get' blue veins. sad...
Elect-Lit - DAMN BORING. mrs chong scolded us about how we should buck up as we'll be facing the world for a job or something along that line. i couldn't concentrate well 'cause of the stupid cramps. actually, it started when Shawn Koh and Joses lied to her that they went to see Mrs Kwek on Wednesday. LOL MRS KWEK DOESN'T WORK ON A WEDNESDAY, and to think they could have just said the truth, and didn't bother to remember what day a teacher is at school ON... sheesh people, if you wanna lie, make sure you do'nt get caught in LESS THAN 24 HOURS. (and make sure it's convincing...)
AMaths - THE MOST BORING SUBJECT IN THE WORLD (it's true, teachers can ruin your mood to study for any subject D:)

CHOIR
choir has it's own paragraph, 'CAUSE IT DESERVES IT :DDDDD after elect lit's supplementary, drus and i rushed to the choir room (weirdly, the fitting lady was 20+min late, but MRS TAYLOR couldn't be at least 8 min late... lol on our way rushing there, we saw shawn beh at 3K then drus asked me "Oi, he know today got choir or not?" so i went in and said "Shawn..." IMMEDIATELY AT THIS POINT OF TIME EVERYONE IN THE ROOM LOOKED AT ME (lol i guess everyone is called Shawn XD) "You know today got choir at 3.30 right?" (it was 3.35 then) he said "Yar" then i walked (rushed) off with drus... then at 4 when Jun Ming was asking me something, suddenly, the arsehole walked in the room. lol then everyone was like "OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH" lol oh i separated Wen Jun and Brandon 'cause Veena says they talk and are extremely distracting. if any coir related teacher is reading this *coughcough* please listen.... FASTER AUDITION US SO WE CAN ALL LIVE IN THE PEACEFUL AND WONDERFUL SECTION WE ALL DESERVE AND WANT TO BE IN. thank you...
OH!!! during choir and before it started, lol i kept wanting to ask Jervina 'Where's Corliss?" or "Aren't we waiting for Corliss?" lol but then i remember that she went for her piano practical... HOPE YOU DID WELL CORLISS!!! I PRAYED FOR YOU AND BLESSED YOU 5 TIMES!!! LOL OHOHOHOHOH here's a shout out to jervina, drusilla and veena....

LLLESBIANS! (hope this Boston Legal influence will carry on *wink*)

Do You Feel - The Rocket Summer (practicing XD)
Boston Legal - Season 2 - Episode 15 - Smile

music, school, and H1N1

2009-07-01T04:53:00.000-07:00

hi guys! here's just an updated post to let you know i'm alive. i'm taking a break from doing Bio... the 4 Mindmaps and 1 worksheet is KILLING me... gosh and i thought i was able to complete it soon :((

so far, i've been watching Boston Legal, listening to various music and rushing through my HW. so far, i've been listening to MJ and a new song my sister introduced to me. she told my brother and both of them keep singing to it, so i wanted to know what it was. sounded nice. so well, it's a nice song, very catchy.

the word's on the street
and on the news
i'm not gonna teach him how to dance with you
he's got 2 left feet
and he bites my moves.
i'm not gonna teach him how to dance with you

OHOH COBRA STARSHIP'S NEWEST MUSIC VIDEO IS OUT!!! Good Girls Go Bad (feat. Leighton Meester) - Cobra Starship GO LISTEN AND WATCH THE VID! VERY CATCHY SONG TOO!!!

back from JB!

2009-06-24T05:00:00.000-07:00

HEY PEOPLE I'M BACK! (from Malaysia)

it was pretty cool there, the hotel (junior suite) was FRIGGIN' HUGE!!! there was like, 3 bathrooms, 3 bedrooms and a cool kitchen and living room!!! i have pictures, but am too lazy to upload it. XD but what's sad is that i STILL had to bring HW to do there... BUT the (kinda) good thing was that i had my own room (finally, in 14+ YEARS!!!) lol for lyk, 3 days? bcos my bro was sad that he had to sleep alone and i switched with him since my sister INSISTED she sleep with someone, and i wanted to try sleeping alone. after the 2 nights, i have concluded that SLEEPING ALONE IS GREAT!!!! FREEEEEEDOMMMMMM!!!!

i also bought ALOT of stuff there... like-

1) new spectacles (sadly, i won't say how it looks, but it's purple)
2) a gachapon capsule (yes, i'm THAT mature, but my sis and bro bought one too, from the SAME gachapon thingy, and they ended up getting cool stuff, and i got a keychain that said in chinese "DEFENDER OF THE EARTH" (wtf man, lol but it can join with another keychain i got last time i went there that reads "FAILURE" XD)
3) earrings
4) rubberband to tie my hair up
5) PRETZELS!!!! :DDDDDDD
6) THE NICEST HOODIE (next to the clandestine one) IN DA WORLD!!! (music stuff ALL OVER!)

lol when i come back to school, i'll b having a new haircut and specs. i ALMOST got a new backpack BUT MY MUM WAS COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW IT WOULD B A WASTE IF IT COULDN'T CARRY ALL MY BOOKS... so i'm still stuck with the blue, broken and flimzy bag :( i also wanted to find a hat and sunglasses but couldn't find the most BEAUUUUUTIFUL one. :(

Hypnotised - McFly

post about SL before going to malaysia

2009-06-20T03:30:00.000-07:00

hey guys! this will probably be my post before i go off to malaysia...

firstly, i'd like to talk about on wednesday when i went to the childcare place for CIP/SL (service learning) FIRSTLY, if u read in jervina's blog, it says i've got the punishment class. THIS SENTENCE IS ONLY PARTLY TRUE. 'cause i guess u COULD call it the punishment class, 'cos at the start all the class got to play at the playground, except some students (trying to make them sound MATURE) who didn't pay attention or did stupid stuff during assembly. they got sent to this class, where they have to drink water LIKE CRAZY then they could play some games. other than that, yup, my class is pretty normal. ohoh here are the list of my 'kids'. (if i remember their names)

Aloysius - THE ATTENTION SEEKER (lol the young Shiyu! XD)
Maurissey - (sh!t i forgot how to spell) he's Aloysius' friend, but they quarrel and fight alot.
Hui Jun - THE NOISIEST GIRL IN THE WHOLE NURSERY WORLD MAN (sheesh and she likes kung fu :/)
Jothi - Sathar's and Renuka's CHIOBU (just because she likes to hi-five everyone)
Adon - very cute
Randy - SUPER CHUBBY AND TALKS CHINESE (only if he could talk english...)
Kai Zhe - LOL everytime he wants to take or do something, he says "KAI ZHE WANTS TO ..." VERY FUNNY XDXDXD
??? - crap i forgot his name... but he's very active. (it's a chinese name...)

lol when i first came into the class, (since i got the PUNISHING CLASS) it was only Jin (sumting), Maurissey, Aloysius and Kai Zhe. the teacher, (teacher Iris, lol everyone thinks she is the SCARIEST TEACHER) told me to sit and talk to Maurissey. HOWEVER, THE BOY WAS MAKING IT DIFFICULT FOR ME. i TRIED to talk to him, but he kept facing the opposite direction. AND BELIEVE ME, I HATE CHILDREN AS MUCH AS HE HATED ME. so i asked him "Maurissey, do u want to talk?" and he SHOOK HIS HEAD!!! so i was like laughing and said "Fine." Because of this, i concluded that all the kids can't talk. (Thanks, Maurissey) THEN Maurissey needed to do work. soooo, i talked to Aloysius. THAT BOY AH, (sigh) super enthu. firstly, 'cher Iris said he always had a problem drinking water. so, i made a bet. i said that if i drink water, he has to finish his water. THE BOY MADE ME DRINK MY WHOLE BOTTLE OF WATER JUST SO HE COULD FINISH HALF OF HIS PUNY ONE. and when he was done drinking, he went all happy and play some things with me. he also told me that Maurissey likes blue and that Maurissey is his friend.

then, after a while, all the kids came back from the playground. lol when they were playing, lol i was occupied with Maurissey, Aloysius and Jothi. Hui Jun and the guy who's name i forgot had to finish their water. then, another table Adon and Randy were playing cubes. lol Randy kept coming towards me showing and waving the cube in the air saying "Jie Jie ni kan wo zhuo she me!!" (means in english "jie jie look at what i did!!") HE SO CHUBBY AND CUTE (weird of me to say that since kids below 5 irritate me)

during lunch and bathing time, it was SO TIRING!!! i had to first feed Samuel, which kept spitting it out. THEN BOTH LUNCH AND BATHE TIME, Maurissey would sing a song like "Jingle Bells", then Aloysius would join in, then Hui Jun, then the rest. they would sing

JINGLE BELLS, JINGLE BELLS
JINGLE ALL THE WAY!
OH NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA (gibberish from now till the end of the song)
HEY!

and believe me, i was trying hard to sing the right lyircs OUT LOUD FOR THEM.

erm, if anyone wants anything from Malaysia, please MSN or SMS or CALL me by Sunday so i can buy something for u :))

Meet You There - Busted

relaxxxxx

2009-06-19T02:36:00.000-07:00

DA MOST FREAKING COOL HOODIE IN DA WORLD!!! :DDDDDD

i'm kinda bored.
here i am, sitting on my bed, laptop and all.
i'm eating m&ms,
listening to music,
doing kakuro and sudoku,
on the net.
weester's (my electric guitar) is on my lap,
and i'm practicing the chords of This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race - Fall Out Boy

aaahhhhh.... this is a moment i really wish lasted.
PURE FREEDOM AND RELAXTIONNNNNNN.....

oh crap, i have a pile of homework to do... (dammit)
GOTTA GO! BYES :D

Dawson's Geek - Busted

korean ADDICT

2009-06-18T04:21:00.000-07:00

i've suddenly become so addicted to korean films, music and dramas. it's kinda weird, cos u hav no idea what the heck they're saying, but u just enjoy the rubbish.

i like korean :) the language sounds sacarstic and vulgar :))

so far, the hols have been going by PRETTY FAST. it's the 3rd week and i'm still not done with chinese. -,- plus i dun hav the 1B book with me (yes, 1B... chinese teacher made us do SEC 1 CHINESE ALL OVER AGAIN) corliss said she'll lend it to me but i can NEVER find a day to get it from her...

Jake is crazy... (okok, i promise NOT to talk about him in ALL my posts cos that would just make me a bimbo *winkwink* gemmel) on skype i DARED him to drink coke and then pop a mentos in his mouth. lol u guys probably know what happened next. lol luckily it wasn't all over his com or i wouldn't be able to watch the funniest retard in the world XDXDXD i think he knew it was gonna happen that way but he still did it just to make me happy :)) thanks jake!

my plan to go out every week has failed. :( [WHY THE HECK AM I DOING SO MANY FACES???] here is where i went out

1 June - Movie (Gemmel, Joselyn, Wei Shen, Hanis, Brandon, 2 Unknowns)
2 June - Study under void deck (Drusilla, Jervina, Pei Si)
10 June - Study in school (Drusilla, Miss Nur)
12 June - Science Center (Gemmel, Wei Shen, Drusilla, Veena)
22 June - MALAYSIA (SOB also the day when Joselyn's having a choir outing *cry*)
23 June - MALAYSIA
24 June - MALAYSIA

that's all confirmed... i think :/

Maria - Kim Ah Joong

reading ah lian's blog and visiting lao gong gong

2009-06-14T08:32:00.000-07:00

OMGEEEE PEOPLE! LOL
i have just surfed through the MOST BIMBO, AH LIAN BLOGS I HAVE EVER SEEN
it's so freaking funny!

"i miss euuu mannsxxxzzz..."
"... derhs"
"fate allows us barhs."
"so funny hahas"

HAHAHA WAD THE F*CK MAN!!! XDXDXDXDXD
(i'm so mean, forgive me for laughing at u XD)

YESTERDAY
at about late evening i went with my mum and dad to vist my GREAT, GREAT, GRANDFATHER! (my laxy brother and sister didn't wanna get out of the house AS USUAL) lol he'll be 99 this year in october ^^ when we reached the old folk's home, ALL (ok, with the exception of 1 or 2 old folks) OF THE OLD PEOPLE WERE SLEEPING!!! AT 7P.M.!!! HOW IN THE WORLD DO PEOPLE SLEEP AT 7 IN THE EVENING??? WOW MAN, I CAN'T EVEN SLEEP AT 9... anyways, we tried to wake him up by shaking him (my dad and mum did that) and i tried blasting music in his ears (lol, i thought it would help) and no, the music isn't Fall Out Boy. it's christian music, cos he isn't a christian yet, so i thought it might AWAKEN him. guess it didn't... so my mum was trying really hard to wake him up. for 15 minutes she knelt there shaking him. but he didn't budge. which was weird, cos she said when he was in the hospital he could walk up straight away. THEN my parents suspected that the dinner they ate was DRUG(ged?)! (my dad and) i weren't surprise if they did, 'cause remember, ALMOST ALL THE OLD FOLKS WERE SLEEPING and the TV WAS BLASTING MY EARS!!!

after 15 minutes of endless shaking and music, he finally woke up. he woke up, in fact, when my mum called his name. "LAO AH TOEH!" and he woke up. :)) i also learned that he speaks english and hokkien well, and he may have abit of dementia, but his eyesight is perfect. which is true cos the clock was 5-7 metres away and he could read what time it was!!! he also worked in a bank and knew alot of millionaires. lol lemme go back to his dementia... he takes some time to remember my mother but MY DAD, he can remember IMMEDIATELY. which is weird, but funny. lol my mum was like speaking to him in hokkien. here's the conversation translated to english...

MUM:ah gong, keng here (keng=my mum's name)
AH GONG: *groggily says* ah keng?
MUM:um, and ah pat...
AH GONG: *smiles with mouth wide open* AH PAT AH?

HAHA i was laughing and smiling at the background. lol and when he couldn't tell who i was (obviously he didn't know... i visit him twice a year ONLY) i got a HUGE lecture about how i need to visit and talk to him more often by my mum... =,= sorry mum, but not ALL teens like to talk to old people...

OHOH LISTEN TO THIS (especially the choir people and mr *coughcough* and miss tan) my mum suggested that we go carolling at old folks' homes at december. it doesn't seem like a bad idea... the choir can lyk, rent a bus and we'll meet SUPER early in the morning on mayb 24 Dec, and visit MOST of the old folks' homes in singapore and sing a few songs :)) IT'LL BE SO MUCH FUN AND THE CHOIR CAN BOND TGT AND WE GET CIP AND SPREAD THE CHRISTMAS SPIRIT!

people, i'm saying this once. this is especially to the choir people.
oh wad the fuck, it applies to all of you.

i don't, i repeat, I DON'T
know and care about SHAWN BEH.
i have no idea who he is.
i have no idea what he looks like.
i have no idea what he's done.
SO FUCK UP WITH THE STUPID TEASING.
I DON'T KNOW AND CARE ABOUT SOME STUPID FUCKING BOY NAME SHAWN BEH.
FUCK WITH HIM.
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHO HE IS.

THE NEXT PERSON TO SAY SHAWN FUCKING BEH'S NAME OR EVEN DARES TO PROVOKE ME NOW,
FUCK YOU.
FUCK ALL OF YOU.
DON'T YOU ALL DARE SAY THINGS ABOUT HIM TO ME,
COS I DON'T CARE.

BY THE END OF THIS POST,
I WILL HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHO THE FUCK SHAWN BEH IS
I WON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING ABOUT HIM
OR ANYTHING TO DO WITH HIM.

goodbye shawn beh.

Not Alone - McFly

2009-06-12T07:09:00.000-07:00

some water thingy at the kids part of the science center

veena, erm... creating bubbles from a tube...?

OMG, this one... haha, gemmel stole a cube from a puzzle and brought it to drusilla and veena to help hide it :DD (no, we didn't steal the cube at the end)

SKELEMAN DRUS!

HAHA i call this robot, the ROBO JAMMER! he plays some song (kinda) and it sounds really weird. oh and he's made of lego bricks! and erm, drusilla is standing next to him. but she's nothing special :)) so move along

ROBO JAMMER alone

OMG this is like, the best lego robot thingy i've seen! R2D2!!!

MUSCLEMAN DRUS

erm, that's me (the white cap) and that's drus.

hanis and veena

hanis playing some puzzle

gemmel, veena (stupid drusilla's finger is blocking her) and drusilla

lol gemmel is drawing on the styrofoam puzzle... VANDALISM IS BAD PEOPLE, DO NOT FOLLOW MISS LEE.

LOL HAHA gemmel and drusilla wanted to go up the kiddy thingy, but they had to wait for all the kids to evacuate first. but at the end they didn't go up at all :/

drus, skele and gemmel

drusilla and her best friends!

drusilla and gemmel on the kiddy walking thing...

chick hatching... lol

a black mice...

HAHAHA BIG VEENA AND LITTLE DRUSILLA

stupid Albert E. is climbing the rope... hope he doesn't get rope burn!

i don't, i repeat, I DON'T
know and care about SHAWN BEH.
i have no idea who he is.
i have no idea what he looks like.
i have no idea what he's done.
SO FUCK UP WITH THE STUPID TEASING.
I DON'T KNOW AND CARE ABOUT SOME STUPID FUCKING BOY NAME SHAWN BEH.
FUCK WITH HIM.
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHO HE IS.

THE NEXT PERSON TO SAY SHAWN FUCKING BEH'S NAME OR EVEN DARES TO PROVOKE ME NOW,
FUCK YOU.
FUCK ALL OF YOU.
DON'T YOU ALL DARE SAY THINGS ABOUT HIM TO ME,
COS I DON'T CARE.

BY THE END OF THIS POST,
I WILL HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHO THE FUCK SHAWN BEH IS
I WON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING ABOUT HIM
OR ANYTHING TO DO WITH HIM.

goodbye shawn beh.

She Left Me - McFly

goodbye, shawn beh.

2009-06-11T05:50:00.001-07:00

people, i'm saying this once. this is especially to the choir people.
oh wad the fuck, it applies to all of you.

i don't, i repeat, I DON'T
know and care about SHAWN BEH.
i have no idea who he is.
i have no idea what he looks like.
i have no idea what he's done.
SO FUCK UP WITH THE STUPID TEASING.
I DON'T KNOW AND CARE ABOUT SOME STUPID FUCKING BOY NAME SHAWN BEH.
FUCK WITH HIM.
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHO HE IS.

THE NEXT PERSON TO SAY SHAWN FUCKING BEH'S NAME OR EVEN DARES TO PROVOKE ME NOW,
FUCK YOU.
FUCK ALL OF YOU.
DON'T YOU ALL DARE SAY THINGS ABOUT HIM TO ME,
COS I DON'T CARE.

BY THE END OF THIS POST,
I WILL HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHO THE FUCK SHAWN BEH IS
I WON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING ABOUT HIM
OR ANYTHING TO DO WITH HIM.

goodbye shawn beh.

*look at my archives, scroll down.. it looks hott*
Qian Ying --> thnks for reminding me that he's not worth it :)

Lost - Clarissa Wee

I'M BACK!!!

2009-06-08T08:42:00.000-07:00

i made these cookies!!! it's hello, then P A T, then a guitar and a music note and dice :))

HAHA jervina in the air, drusilla on the ground

me receiving my prize for helping out with the GB Camp

a group shot fo the Balck Knights! (coughcough, best group shot i may say XD)

Hey!!! thnks to some people, i have remembered to update my blog! almost forgot i had one, teehee... firstly, i'm typing at 11.44p.m. at night, at a risk that my dad will shut down the internet AT ANY MOMENT, so i gonna type fast.

4-6 June
Day 1
GB Camp 2009... was helping out. firstly, just to let u noe, the team i was helping was the most UNENTHUSIASTIC TEAM IN THE WHOLE CAMP AMONG ALL THE TEAMS. they were not that bonded, they didn't cheer and stuff, and we were pretty much the underdog... so the first night, i had a migraine... HURT SO BAD I COULDN'T SLEEP then some peeps helped me get medicated oil and it was better but i still had a headache on day 2...
Day 2
then we had games, LOADS of games in day 2... at first, we went to pasir ris park to play games, the kind where if u complete a station u move on to the next one. so, i was in charge of station 1;. they had to climb over a rock climbing wall... lol the slowest team was, if i'm not wrong, the team Leonard (how the f*ck do u speel his name? :/) LOL lucky they were last team to play the game... though my team was the second slowest, and they had to go to my station 1st. but actually they were the slowest cos they cudn't find me... i was camping with clara at a water bomb station since aunty michelle wanted HER to wait there. lol clara practically made sure i followed her everywhere she went XD. oh after the station there was water bomb! fun sia, our team was sooo good. proud of the. they also thought of a cheer and skit BY THEMSELVES! cos unlike the other teams, their mentor helped them with the skit. but to me, i wasn't there to make sure they won or did the way I (and Cassandra, the other mentor) wanted them to do it, instead we made them use their brains! HA!

then there was GB Girls Got Talent! night when the groups had to perform their skit and cheer. Ma'am Michelle was SOOOO impressed with our group, she asked me if they came up with the idea themselves. and i said "yes, everything they did were all their ideas :)" I'M SO PROUD OF U BLACK KNIGHTS! WOOT!

ohoh there was a fun unexpected game. there was a night walk! the plot was that every group will hav 1 mentor being kidnapped (the mentor will go to mac.) and the other will help with the station. i helped with the station, while Cassandra got kidnapped. lol it was fun! lol i did a station with Clara cos she was too scared to go alone -,- i wanted to do a station alone cos it would be fun, but i did it with Clara anyway, since she's a friend :))
Day 3
We became from the last team to the 2nd!!! lol we (at least me) were SO HAPPY!!! it was us, or Navy Seals. when the score was tabulated, everyone thought Navy Seals would win, (lol look at our group, so bo chap...) BUT GUESS WAD??? WOOT WE WON 1ST PLACE!!! HAHAHA EAT THAT EVERYONE! HA! HA!
Over Now - Busted

piss me of shawn beh

2009-06-01T02:20:00.000-07:00

i'm so angry today. People who went for the movie with me today shud noe why

stupidassholdshitheadfuckingbitchydoofiss shawn beh
go to hell
DUMBASS
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

The Kids Are All Fucked Up - Cobra Starship

no 1st June choir outing???

2009-05-28T06:16:00.000-07:00

SHORT POST!!!

WE'RE NOT GOING FOR 1 JUNE CHOIR OUTING!!!!
i'm DAMN sad :(
unfair SH!T (LAH) ...

but me and gemmel are planning sumting tgt to go on that day
hehe...
secret spy mission :)
not tell u wad it is~~ ;)
BUT we ACCIDENTALLY plan to go out with 7 people on that day
thnk u gemmel for not leaking anything... *bow*
hmm... wad movie to watch? :/

"i came here to make u dance tonight~~
i don't care about my guilty pleasure for u..." - Guilty Pleasure

i only have 2 cans of (gross) beer and 2 bottles of (yum yum) wine...
hmpt Jake only sneaked 3 of each!!!
but dun worry, i'm not getting drunk in a LONGGGG time :)

Hollaback Boy - Cobra Starship

didn't go to school today....

2009-05-27T05:22:00.000-07:00

KANYE STUMP!!!

i didn't go to school today.
ya noe how people ALWAYS say that they pon school when they're actually sick? just to make them sound cool?
well, i was sick today.
had a fever AND a headache
STUPID WINE AND CHOCOLATE WITH BROWNIES AND A CAN OF BEER!!!
%#&*%#!*&%$^%@
you guys must be wondering how i got beer and wine and everything.
one word,
JAKE

but i'm fine now. lol i woke up at 6.30 to get ready to meet Sathar when i had a HUGE headache. it hurt like crap!!! i told my parents and they said they'll write a letter for me. then i told them i needed to go for choir and council, but they insisted i'd stay home. :( the headache was VERY painful. all thnks to the stupid wine and beer. argh! in the morning i was thinking 'OH DAMN THE STUPID BEER AND WINE I'M NEVER DOING THIS AGAIN'. so i regretted for about, 5 seconds. then my headache went away. hm... i should try wine AND beer AND chocolate AND brownie AND ice cream AND a boy :) (oh CRAP i'm turning into a b*tch again...) <-- censored as Jervina doesn't believe i said it :) i'll probably do that on my bday or sumting....

i hate my sister (this is a random topic becuase she just pissed me OFF) the bloody girl is such b*tch. why can't she shut up? my WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE all she can do to me is comment on how STUPID and NAIVE i really am. i hate her, EVERYTHING. admire my sister? SURE, but hey! people admire PASIR HILTON and MICHAEL PHELPS. drugs and drinks baby, drugs and drinks.

okayy, letting go of my pissed-off attitude now. gotta bathe. lol oh and to humour everyone i've limited my words a day. here's a list of words i can only say 1 time a day :)

1) Shawn Beh (PURE HUMOUR!)
2) F*ck (hey, i'm improving!)
3) Mr Shahril (my classic attititude never stops irritating the man)
4) Jake (i'm in process of forgetting him)
5) B*tch (just started...)

i'm SO addicted to Boston Legal now... lol WHAT'S THE BEST SEX IN THE WORLD? hehe... lol Mr Shahril don't try to act as if u don't wanna noe what it means!!!

OHOHOH thought of a new list!!! PEOPLE I HOPE DON'T COME HERE OFTEN!

Mr Shahril (duh-uh)
Shawn Beh (HUMOURHUMOURHUMOUR)
Jake (DEFINITELY no offence though...)

A Dark Congregation - The Hush Sound
Lighthouse - The Hush Sound

i'm so drunk

2009-05-26T03:27:00.000-07:00

i'm soooo drunk right now. but not that drunk cos i can still type and all. but anyways,, DON'T DRINK RED WINE AND EAT CHOCOLATES AND BROWNIES AND THEN TRY TO DRINK A CAN OF BEER. not good... *hic*

Sunday
Jake went back to America on Sunday. but he says he'll visit again soon. we went to eat at popeyes (YUMmmm) for dinner then send him to America. when leaving, he was blah blah blah about his feelings and blah blah blah. then he asked me some really personal question (oh please i'm not TELLING YOUUUUU) and i kinda turned him down. i WOULD say sorry Jake, but i'm high right now and bitchy.

Monday
choir was on from 3-5? urgh then the choir was SO TALKING LIKE CRAP AND IT WAS DIFFICULT TO EVEN SAY A WORD IN THE ROOM. IT WAS BULLSHIT. but if i can remember, we went to find MS and then Drusilla treated us each to a McFlurry. nice Milo McFlurry.....

Tuesday
Had funny sports games. the best was WATER SOCCER. i finally got to do something and fun too. i got realllllly wet. i don't mean sex. or masturbate. oh god i'm really drunk and sick.......................................................

is it me, or is that 16 year old asshole guy at the next block winking at me?

OH MANNN I'M DRUNK. PROBABLY HAVE A HEADACHE TMR...
oh well
might as well drink more wine then
i'm such a bitch :)

Who cares what song?

BOSTON LEGAL RULES!!!

2009-05-22T06:19:00.000-07:00

LOL OMG HAHAHAHAHAHA

i'm sorry *blush* i'm watching Boston Legal LOL there's an episode that's really funny...

Season 1 Episode 13 It Girls And Beyond

Brad Chase is doing a case on a woman who is being sued because her partner believes that she lied about being lesbian to get a good business, then she breaks up with her. Brad is having a difficult time with the case as he doesn't 'like' lesbian stuff... LOL the funny parts are @ 2min15sec-3min10sec and 18min52sec-18min57sec.

LOL there was choir today!!! finally, and then i went with lunch with choir people. at first they were...

Terrence (Ho)
(Ho) Sheng Min
Drusilla (NOOB)
Corliss (Yan)
Jervina (Eng)
Shawn (Beh)
Chelsea (?)

Terrence and Sheng Min didn't wanna go out and Chelsea wanted to eat in school. then, sadly, along the way to JuzEat we saw people like ENOCH and HAO PENG and SHAWN KOH. and the last thing they saw was pretty much, me, drus, corliss, jervina AND SHAWN BEH. damn... lol then when they were teasing, Shawn SUDDENLY DISAPPEARED. he suddenly was gone. zip. then we went to the bubble tea shop and he came back. then he disappeared AGAIN when we bought lunch. (turns out this time he went back to school) LOL i'm pretty amazed at how he went and came back suddenly. LOL gotta give credit to him.

we also had Council Commendation. boring, everyone wanted to sleep. BORINGGGGGG...

video again, i'm addicted to Boston Legal XD
Season 1 Episode 13 (It Girls And Beyond) - Boston Legal

James Spader is sweeeet

2009-05-19T00:49:00.000-07:00

oheya (oh, hey ya!)

I'm bored. dead. tired. des,pa,rate. i need enterainment. the only basic thing i do now is watch Boston Legal. oh and Hairspray. ah James Marsden and James Spader are very talented actors. which is why now i've decided about 10 seconds ago to write down my favourite actors in no particular order. no, i don't have any favourite actresses. i'm not les.

William Petesen (CSI LV as Gil Grissom)
David Caruso (CSI Miami as Horatio)
James Marsden (Hairspray as Corny Collins)
Lucas Grabeel (High School Musical as Ryan Evans)
James Spader (Boston Legal as Alan Shore)
Hugh Jackman (X-Men as Wolverine)
Patrick Stump (Moustachette as Eugene) YES HE ACTS
Clark Duke (Sex Drive as Lance)

so far how many? 8 eh?

I can't say how many days i've haven't said or wrote Shawn Beh, cos the man spoke to me. i think it's was roughly about how he hated councillors during chinese class?

damn the boy.

oh, did i fail to mention that i'm a councillor?

sry bout that then.

i'm a councillor

oooh i love these 1 sentence per line thingys with spacings in between

all righty, back to my life. which is sadly, not pitifully, boring.

but u have to thank boston legal.

i've started watching it recently. brilliant.

especially James Spader. good actor.

like James Marsden, just not as good looking. or as veena and i would say it, SHUAI. (in chinese)

OKAY.... no song. but video i'm watching now?
Season 1, Episode 5 (An Eye For An Eye) - Boston Legal

JAKE HAS TOUCHED DOWN

2009-05-17T03:51:00.000-07:00

guess wad? shane is following my blog 0_o...

yesterday was probably the 2nd MOST boring day next to friday... NOTHING TO DO... lol when studying period, i don't have time. now that exams are over, i can't do anything... oh well...

OMG-D+SH i watched Hairspray lyk 4 times and now i'm in love with James Marsden. DOESN'T HE HAVE, LYK THE PERFECT FACE???? OMG-D+SH i wonder how his parents look like... James Marsden is SOOO PERFECT!!! ah....

Yesterday at about 4 Wen Jun kept asking me to go out with him 'cause he's bored. i ALMOST went to watch a movie, but my mum wanted me to bring my bro along.. WTH my bro would be a buzz killer, so i told Wen Jun i don't wanna go already. lol the boy was like, "YOU TRICKED ME. YOU'RE TRICKING ME." lol...

AT NIGHT WAS FUN! i went out to fetch Jake at the airport! lol he looked, the same i guess. he brought 2 luggages? for lyk, 8 days? then we had dinner at the airport at some fancy place i forgot where... his treat (duh.. HE BETTER) lol i spent like, 20 bucks on him on dinner... then bought him a merlion. small one of cos, and it didn't get struck by lightning. then we walked around the airport a while then i hauled a cab for him and said bye-bye. oh my relative and i decided that they'll show him around in the afternoon and weekdays while i'll show him around at night during the weekend.

i'm bringing him to bedok reservior tonight... LOL THE BOY WANTS TO SEE A LAKE IN SINGAPORE XD. i'll show him a lake alright!

lol choir starts this monday. i'm so scared that i'll be re-auditioned to a diff section. SOPRANO 1 IS MY BIRTH SECTION AND I'M THE ONLY PERSON WHO HAS MANAGED TO STAY IN A SECTION FOR LYK, FOREVER. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET MY VOCAL RANGE GET HIGHER!!! :(

oh and some guy in choir (NOT SAYING WHO!) asked me to, *ahem*. i said no. :( so sad...

SHIT i gotta go, or i'll be late! BYE!

Days i have no idea who Shawn Beh is - 4

Lions Roar - The Hush Sound

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

2009-05-14T02:12:00.000-07:00

hey guys! this is my 56th post and i'm coming close to 2000 views on my blog! WOOT! keep on coming XDXDXD

TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS!!! (if u dun count oral on monday) sooo, me, veena, jervina and drusilla went after school to play bowling and watch a movie. lol overall pretty cool, sine i beat drusilla in bowling like, the first time. i kept missing 'cause in the background they made whiny noises... oh before we went to E!Hub, we had to wait for PeiSi to go home and change. we then went to this playground, where there were vandalism on the slides and everything, with choir juniors names and all... they (veena, drus and jervina) suspect it's s*br*n*, but wateva. *shrug* LOL on top of the slide someone spell POLICE STATION as POLICE SAITION!!! HAHA SO FUNNY! XDXDXD

We watched Ramen Girl. not bad, it's just like Tales Of Desperaux, 2 stars? Boring, but keeps you awake *nod*

Can someone PLEASE tell me who exactly is Shawn Beh? Jervina showed me pictures of me and HIM together, and she says he's my loser lover... (?) WHO THE HELL IS SHAWN BEH??? Veena says he's a loser, Pei Si says he's an alien... CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME EXACTLY WHO SHAWN BEH IS?

Oh i need to see Jake at the airport... lol pick him up. XD

Days Jake's plane is reaching Singapore! - 2!!!

I WOULD'VE POST MY LAST PART OF MY STUDYING, BUT I'M TOO LAZY!~

Everything We Had - The Academy Is...

ANOTHER DREAM!!!

2009-05-12T03:10:00.000-07:00

OMG-D+SH PEOPLE! i'm high on stupidity now... Chasing The Wind - This Providence <= THE MOST AMAZING SONG IN THE WORLD NEXT TO FORGIVE DURDEN'S SONGS AND FALL OUT BOY. AND ALOT OF OTHER COOL PEOPLE. AND BANDS. AND COMPOSERS. AND SINGERS.

woah, My whole computer crashed. i've lost EVERY data in this hunk of metal. every patrick stump photo!!! sob!

OMG 2 more exam papers and FREEDOM!!! Jervina wants to go Wild Wild Wet and Drusilla and Veena wanna watch Angels and Demons. hard to choose... I CHOOSE BOTH!

ohoh I HAD ANOTHER COOOOL DREAM!!! All of the choir members was together in a room with Mr Sh*hr*l talking to us. then, weirdly he decides to tell all of us to get chairs. so he said "We need 30 chairs." then, there was a 5 second pause. then he said "I was hoping CLARISSA and JOSELYN could get chairs." then me and joselyn stood up to go get chairs. Joselyn looked at me with a 'i-thought-i've-graduated-why-am-i-still-here-in-ur-dream???' look. i shrugged and asked 'why blame me?' NOW i struck me that IT'S MY DREAM. HELLO? -_-||| okay then we went to get chairs. LOL i remembered i annoyed Mr Sh*hr*l in the dream. i kept asking him "How many chair again?" "Now how many chair do we need?" "how many chairs?" till a point when he blew at me saying "CLARISSA, THIS IS THE THIRD TIME I'M SAYING THIS. WE NEED 30 CHAIRS, 30 CHAIRS!" THINKING ABOUT IT NOW, I'M LAUGHING REALLY BADLY. (to a point when i see him i wanna laugh in his face! oops, mr shahril no offence man *peace sign*) oh in the dream he was so angry with me he made me buy him 20 BOTTLES OF WATER!!! for some weird reason i decided to use the money he gave me and bought a crossword puzzle book for him (i know, i'm like WAD THE HELLing now too...) then when i reached back to the room, everyone was lyk, walking back to class... so i never got to pass the crossword puzzle book to Mr Sh*hr*l. XDXDXD me, Drusilla and Jervina was walking back to class (I HAVE NO IDEA why veena isn't here in my dream D: ) we had a new maths 'cher! don't feel bad Miss Nur, 'cause turns out 3 of us HATED the teacher. Drusilla was because she got scolded by the teacher for not bringing the wooksheet XD NOOOOOB. Jervina kepy asking questions (MATHS questions mind you) and the teacher would come close to Jervina (like, REAL CLOSE) and since i was sitting next to Jervina, she lean like CRAZY on me... it was irritating...

Ya know, after today's Bio paper, we went to Mac to eat, then back to school. we saw 9 CHOIR PEOPLE from the gate to the canteen! LOL we were counting... if i can remember the order is

Jin Hui
Colin
Wen Jun
Queenie
Felicia
Pei Si
Joanne
Sheng Min

OH that's 8... oops. :)

Days more till Jake reaches Singapore~! - 4

Days i've not written and talked about Sh*wn B*h - 6

NEW UPDATED STUDY TIME!!!

English - 12min
Chinese - 45min
Maths - 8min 4sec
Add. Maths - 1hour 24min 10sec
SS - 23min 30 sec
POA - 6min
Elect Lit - 35min 46sec
Chemistry - 0
Bio - 50min 21sec

2 MORE PAPERS BABY!!!

Skyway Avenue - We The Kings (DON'T ASK)

studied with drusilla and jervina in the afternoon

2009-05-11T02:54:00.000-07:00

YOYOYO

ignore the previous post, i didn't complete it 'cos my parents came home then XD alot of stuff incomplete from that... below is my UPDATED music ^^ that i'm listening to now

Nothing matters,
I'm just chasing the wind,
if i can't have you darling...

AH....~~~ nice song :) Thanks to my sister. she let me listen to it once, then i'm now hooked on it...

OH i went out with Drusilla and Jervina to study today... lol we wanted to study in MAC or KFC but it was crowded. we then decided to go to Hagen Dazs... Jervina pronouned it as 'Haygen Daze' and i was lyk "isn't it pronounced as 'Haygen Dust'?" lol the words are how it's PRONOUNCED NOT HOW IT'S SPELLED please i'm not that stupid. ANYWAYYY drus bought a cappucino then she finished it on 2 minutes -,- then we asked for the bill and studied 2 minutes. the plan was to buy another drink/ice cream there after drus but IT WAS VERY EXPENSIVE. so we went to food culture. drus bought sum funny dessert with 'red rubies' (i learned from Jervina that it's some water chestnut crap) then i bought nata de coco with soursop. lol Jervina asked 'Oh it's the sour thing right?' and i was lyk 'uh, Jervina, it's SOURSOP.'
then Drusilla laughed. overall we stayed there for 2 hours plus? listening to music and spamming a innocent victim (Pei Si XD) with smses contributed by Drusilla. At first Drusilla wanted me to spam Pei Si and she didn't know it was me. THEN JERVINA wanted to join in and took over as the sms spammer. then Pei Si was very smart and SOON GUESSED IT WAS JERVINA. lol i took over again and told Pei Si it was me, but she didn't believed me! OVERALL i believe i was the one who studied most, (Bio, Chap 3 Biological Molecules, FYI) then Jervina ([E]Maths, Bio Chap 1 and 5) and Drusilla (Bio Chap 5 [Mind Map]) then after that Drusilla and Jervina ate noodle, then Jervina couldn't finished and i suggested to put it in a cup since she didn't wan a container. then she didn't but i dunno if she ate it... Drusilla after that hauled a taxi to go home, Jervina walked to the sports hall, and i walked home...

I HAD A FREAKY DREAM!!! CHOIR CAMP WAS IN A MANSION LIKE HOTEL!!! in fact, it was in my DREAM HOME MANSION!!! so cool, everyone had lyk a suite it was so cool, 2 people to a room. there's was a pool, theme park, studio, EVEN A HUGE MUSIC ROOM. IMAGINE ALL THAT SUPPOSEDLY BELONGED TO ME!!! oh and i had to manage other stuff in the 'camp' too! and erm, other stuff happened in a dream... *cough cough* personal stuff...

OMG that reminds me of that dream i had of someone and jiawen!!! *WINK WINK* VEENA!!! lol...

Days I haven't written or talked about Sh*wn B*h - 5 (WOOT!!! OMG i hope he doesn't break my chain by talking to me... :O OH NO)

Days before Jake comes to Singapore - 5 (WOW so fast...)

here's an updated list of how long i've studied all the subjects during exam period... (not counting supplementaries and remedials and meet-ups with friends)

English - 12min
Chinese - 45min
Maths - 7min
Add. Maths - 1hour 24min 10sec
SS - 23min 30 sec
POA - 6min
Elect Lit - 0
Chemistry - 0
Bio - 30min 18sec

still counting... 1 more week before exams R OVER! :O

Chasing the Wind - This Providence (i've listened to this song a gazillion times...)
I Love To Singa- Owl Jolson
Colours Of The Wind - Pocahontas
Where We Went Wrong - The Hush Sound
Honorable Mention - Fall Out Boy
Man In The Mirror - Michael Jackson
Yule Shoot Your Eye Out - Fall Out Boy

2009-05-09T06:30:00.000-07:00

hey ya! (super country sounding 'heya')

my bro is kinda annoying me... he's singing all those weird disney-youtube-weird singers that write funny song for 11 year olds like him. what's annoying is that he's singing it and it gets stuck in my head... another song stuck in my head is I LOVE TO SINGA!!! lol drusilla's favourite song *wink*

guess wad? tmr's MOTHER'S DAY!!!
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

i love to singa!
about the moona and the juna and the springa!
i love to singa!
about a sky of blue or tea for 2,
anything with the swinging to a 'i love you'
oh i love to
i love to
SINGGGGGG!!!

LOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOL I LOVE TO SING!!!!!!!!!!!

life sometimes is really nice.
sometimes it kicks u in the butt
and that's not nice.

I LOVE TO
I LOVE TO
SINGGGGGG!!!

XDXDXDXD
aw song ended :(

no offence people, but this is a complete random post, when i'm listening to music. 'cause that's my favourite thing, listening to music.
with no one talking to me
just sitting there
on a comfy chair (ooo rhymes)
and listen to music...

when i'm on the internet, i listen to music there
not in my walkman
since some songs i really like i can't have them :(
so at the bottom is my music playlist on the net!
at least most of the songs i'm listening to NOW

Roger (the guy in school in charge of chapel and stuff) asked me and veena whether we want to put the song. lol veena's like all happy and she wants to 'copyright reserve' the song and everything. she's like 'YAY A SONG WE WROTE IS GONNA BE IN THE SCHOOL'S SONG BOOK FOR LYK, YEARS AND WE CAN COME BACK TO SCHOOL AND LOOK AT THE SONGBOOK AND BE LYK, WE WROTE THAT SONG!!!' haha! XD that was kinda how i felt to, only i'm not that excited. it's just another achievement as a song writer, *yawn* no biggie *rolls eyes and smile* XD

ohoh i changed my mouse cursor in my laptop. it's now part of a piano/keyboard. then when loading it's a drum, then when the thingy's busy it's a metronome! COOL RIGHT? :D

ANOTHER RANDOM THING... i've come up with a list of things to do when i become a full cool musician!

1) Get a band (drummer, bassist, guitarist)
2) Learn the keytar, piano, trumpet (then i can make noise with *cough cough*) , violin (then i can do duets with *cough cough*) , saxyphone
3) Live in a mansion! :D
4) Have a day reserved when i bring LOADS of unlimited cash to a shopping mall and spend all my money on the worthless stuff there.
5) MUST get PS3, PSP, XBOX, WII and the games ROCK BAND and GUITAR HERO and GTA
6) Get myself 5 kinds of MP4 players to put in my mansion. one in the toilet, one in the kitchen, on e in my own room, one in the living room, and one in the music room.
7) Direct Razia's Shadow : The Musical produced by Thomas Dutton a.k.a. Forgive Durden
8) Form THE WORLD CHAMBER CHOIR comprises of singers

How many days i haven't written/say the name Sh*wn B*h - 2 (darn it.... 2 only??? i thought 4... now that i think about it... wadeva, dun lyk him, dun care)

How many more days till Jake reaches Singapore - 11 days

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

I Love To Singa - Owl Jolson
Boy From Ipenema - Peggy Lee
Curse Of Curves - Cute Is What We Aim For
Colours Of The Wind - Pocahontas
Everything We Had - The Academy Is...
Neighbours - The Acadmey Is...

EXAMS SUCK

2009-05-07T01:48:00.000-07:00

exams really suck. if u study for it, then the paper comes out, you realise you didn't study enough and cry. if u don't study, you realise you're gonna fail bcos u didn't study, then u cry. either way, EXAMS SUCK

why are people saying i have a boyfriend and i KISS??? (ok, mainly only gemmel) WHR THE HECK DID U GET THAT KIND OF STORY???

JERVINA - my life sucked even before Shawn Beh came into it... -,-

here's an updated list of how long i've studied all the subjects during exam period... (not counting supplementaries and remedials)

English - 12min
Chinese - 45min
Maths - 7min
Add. Maths - 54min10sec
SS - 23min 30 sec
POA - 6min
Elect Lit - 0
Chemistry - 0
Bio - 3min

XDXDXD still counting!

I Love To Singa - Owl Jolson

went KFC, Chat with Jake, studying time

2009-05-05T03:37:00.000-07:00

YELLOW PEOPLE!

Exams still going on... have a feeling i'm failing chinese :O lol with corliss, we both studied wrong stuff T_T oh well, i'm not dying yet... i still have to study for POA and SS tmr... SS is hard, i hope i don't fail (though i'll try studying...)

lol today after school i went to KFC with Jervina, Drusilla, Corliss and Veena. we went to Mac first but it was crowded... then decided to go to KFC, which was MORE crowded, but managed to find a seat there. Corliss and I were ranting on how rich they were... LOL here's the conversation.

Corliss - these people ah, think so rich, can go anywhere to eat..
Me - Why?
Corliss - at first we're at Mac, then now want to go KFC, next we'll go SUBWAY
Me - yeah, then pastamania. OH but it's toooo far so we have take a taxi.
Corliss - yeah, SOOO CHEAP
Me - LOL yeah
Corliss - Then we'll take the taxi that's like a limo.
Me - yup, since WE'RE ALL RICH
Veena - What r u guys talking about?

The conversation on how rich people were stopped there.

then suddenly half way we were eating, Corliss told Veena "Veena watch out, got someone at the door behind." then suddenly this guy wearing a mask ran through the door and scream and shouted LOL IT WAS SO RETARDED then he wanted to run out of the main door but then he banged on the door HAHAHAHAHAHA then pulled the door and ran out. lol drusilla shouted "WHAT A F*CK*R!" so loud at the guy. then a group of guys started laughing like crazy. i think they somehow dared him to do that... because of this, it turned into a mindless quiz on asking classmates if they would PUSH when the door says PULL...

lol in maths supplementary joseph was sleeping damn funny... he slept and woke up like, 3 TIMES. lol and miss nur says we have to be a positive influence on our friends to motivate them to study. i turned around to drusilla and said "See? i have to be a positive influence to you, SO SHUT UP." LOL NOOB DRUSILLA

people PLEASE stop asking me why i stop liking Shawn Beh.. annoying leh. I JUST DON'T LIKE HIM ANYMORE LOR...

YAY jake's coming to singapore! he'll be around EXACTLY after the hols... he made me promise to bring him to orchard and retarded places...

Jake : Hey!!! you HAVE to bring me to Orchard when i reach singapore! didn't go there last time...
Me : LOL okayy, but orchard is like, CROWDED
Jake : But we have to go!!! Promise?
Me : okok... fine
Jake : oh we have to go to the zoo too, and the shopping malls, and the arcade and we HAVE TO EAT AT A HAWKER CENTER!!!
Me : -_-
Jake : oh and don't forget the bird park! ^^

Sometimes, Jake's really very, 'touristsy'... GOSH and he wants to take pictures of HDB flats AGAIN!!! i mean, he's been here 1 time and he saw it, but he didn't take a picture the last time sheesh i gave up trying to convince him that it would be stupid. PLEASE JAKE SINGAPORE IS NOT AS FASCINATING AS YOU THINK!!! oh and he wants to see the big durian. (a.k.a the esplanade) and the merlion.

oh oh i did the same thing as jervina and went to thsoe love doctor stuff. red this :DD

Based on the personality test you did, Clarissa Wee Shi En and Shawn Beh Jia Fuh have a difficult and very slim chance in working together. Clarissa's personality of 'sitting back' laziness will cause this relationship to ruin. Unless Shawn finds ways to continue communicating and keeping an open relationship with Clarissa, the relationship between the two will crumble and fall.

HAHAHAHA EAT THAT! XD

lol here's how long i studied all the subjects during exam period... (not counting supplementaries and remedials)

English - 12min
Chinese - 45min
Maths - 0
Add. Maths - 0
SS - 30 sec
POA - 2min
Elect Lit - 0
Chemistry - 0
Bio - 3min

XDXDXD still counting!

no song AGAIN wah my life stinks...

'I DO NOT LIKE SHAWN BEH ANYMORE' declaration

2009-05-04T03:13:00.000-07:00

firstly, i'm need to apologise about a mistake i made. QUEENIE is not leaving school anytime soon. guess i heard her wrongly... srysry *bows 3 times* again i am writing a post for no apparent reason. i'm just writing so people know i'm still alive :D

ohoh exams have started on Monday (which is today). lemme tell u how i felt. -_- <--- exactly HOW I FELT. WAH BUT THE COMPO FOR ENGLISH REALLY SUCKED. the wasn't any proper title to write a fictional compo on! all of it was mostly arguementative and experience kind of writing style. i can't DO THAT. fiction's my writing style, not arguementative and experience shit. everyday when i come back home and head to my room, the first thing on my bed is PATRICK~~~ XDXD bad news [i just put him on my bed 0_o] good news [I DO NOT WORSHIP HIM OR HOPE HE'S REAL. that's stupid. and gross. NO I DO NOT KISS HIM. that's even more gross. bleagh] lol in gemmel's blog i'm weestumpbeh! XD what a combination! I have finally downloaded that dota map! OLEH! (i know, it's random...) oh i got another news to break to you choir people and stuff... (ESPECIALLY CORLISS AND JERVINA AND PEISI AND JOANNE {whoa loads of people} AND VEENA AND DRUSILLA AND BERYL AND CLARA AND JOSELYN AND ALL THE CHOIR MEMBERS AND SCHOOLMATES AND CLASSMATES I'M TOO LAZY TO MENTION BY NAME) I DO NOT LIKE SHAWN BEH.
UNDERSTAND?
okay maybe i did like him slightly...
BUT NOT ANYMORE.
so STOP ALL STUPID TEASING.
I DO NOT LIKE SHAWN BEH.
I DO NOT LIKE SHAWN BEH.
I DO NOT LIKE SHAWN BEH.
ANYMORE!!!

oh and P.S. KATY PERRY AND TRAVIS MCCOY R BACK TOGETHER!!!
horrah?

no song again, www.grooveshark.com is servicing :(

2009-05-01T19:35:00.000-07:00

yo hi people~! it's been a while since i've blogged.. sigh haven't been able to use the computer. today i don't feel like talking alot, since there's not much to say (type i mean, sry)

i would like to take this paragraph and thank a very good choir Soprano 2 junior TERRENCE. THANK YOU FOR THE WARCRAFT CD GOD BLESS YA AND TAKE CARE BECAUSE I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO PLAY WARCRAFT AND I CAN FINALLY PLAY IT!!! so thank you.

i'll take THIS paragraph and say bye to queenie! she's moving to another school. T_T byebye queenie DON'T EVER FORGET ME OR I'LL SLAP YOU (don't worry i'm not that violent. since ur my junior. i'm bias, wad else can i say?)

PEI SI AND JERVINA U BETTER ERASE OFF THE WHOLE SHAWN BEH AND BABY THINGY OR U EALLY DIE (ok maybe i AM this violent.)

I GOT MY PATRICK STUMP FIGURINE!!! i'll bring it to school when the exams r over, cos i dun think the teachers allow patrick to stand on the table when i'm doing my papers. he doesn't look AT ALL like the figurine BTW. i mean, the figurine makes him look slightly, thin. and um, weird. BUT WATEVAAAA

my parents are overseas now.. they're gone for the whole weekend. this leaves my sister, brother and i alone. but we're staying at my aunty's placeon the first night, then my grandparents place on the second. they're scared for our meals that's why...

there's no more choir, so i guess that's why my life is so boring.

exams start on Monday.

OMG-D+SH WHY AM I NOT STUDYING???

Missing Piece - Forgive Durden

I WON PATRICK STUMP!!!

2009-04-28T05:47:00.000-07:00

HHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYY my stupid keyboard's broken. i can't type out the following letters/keys:

8
k
i
,

you must b wondering... if i said i can't type it out, then why am i able to type it out here?
2 words
ON-SCREEN KEYBOARD

School's as per normal. a drag. lol in class, if it weren't 4 hannah, shawn (KOH), michael, and wee sean, i would have fallen asleep in class. lol they keep singing songs of shawn beh in different tunes and stuff. XDXDXDXD

I'VE WON A PATRICK STUMP FIGURINE!!! When i do get it, i will...

1) Bring it to school
2) Put it on my desk
3) Shove it in EVERYONE'S FACE (i really mean everyone, except teachers of cos.) People i really have to shove it in their faces are
-Jervina Eng
-Corliss Yan
-Shawn Beh
4) Hug it
5) (when i get home) Put it on display
6) did i alr say show it to shawn beh? XD

Tuesday
went to TM after school with Jervina, Corliss Yan and Pei Si. Corliss wanted to find the Lit book that all the Lit students have to read... there wasn't any stock so all efforts wasted... and lemme tell u HOW IRRTATING JERVNA AND CORLISS WERE. sigh THEY KEPT SAYING I HAVE A BABY AND CRAP so irritating... wat cross road also must hold hand cannot get angry or i'll lose the baby. sigh... THE TRUE POWER OF PEOPLE'S IMAGINATION IS SO PATHETIC

This post is dedicated to Jervina Eng cos she's the one that wanted me to post...

Slow Down - The Academy Is...

SUNDAY SHORT POST

2009-04-26T02:50:00.000-07:00

SHORT POST!!!

OMG i've totally fallen in love with Patrick Vaughn Stump.
again

he is SOOO TALENTED
he sings
he produces
he directs
he plays many musical instruments

PATRICK STUMP ROCKS!!!
WOOOOOT

aw... did i break Shawn Beh's heart?
(OMG i'm so bimbo today) XDXD
SHAWN BEH DUN COME AFTER ME HORRRR

BYEBYE

(no song sry)

17 AGAIN MOVIE

2009-04-24T19:50:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE!!! the happy clarissa is back! :P

Thursday
nothing much... only that i went to the movies with PeiSi, Brandon, Veena, Drusilla, Jervina and Joselyn. we watched '17 again'. yes yes, it's that Zac Efron movie i promised not to ever watch in my life. it was pretty okay, the only 'funny' parts are when the young guy of him likes his wife, (which seems lyk he, a young guy liking the mother) , and his daugther wants to date him (father date daugther, ew.) . weird if u ask me... :/

Friday
today in school i was pretty sad... 'cause i was emo-ing. lol i didn't smile for lyk, 7 hours. Joselyn has a fever so she didn't come to school. so i had to warm up shawn beh. that retarded boy, sigh so hard to make him sing a bloody note. and he keeps asking me "why so stress? smile lah." sheesh why do i always have to smile??? but today was okay other than people trying to make me smile...

there was council interview today, after maths supplementary, which was after chapel, which was after school. before the interview, sum counciller in charge said they not forcing us to be councillors. just then rui wen and crystalina went up and said they dun wan b councillors. diao then they leave. oh during the interview, there was this question i totally felt retarded when i answered it... lol they asked me to choose one of the 3 packets below:

1) Milo Fuse, 3 in 1
2) Coffee, 3 in 1
3) Lipton Milk Tea, 3 in 1
4) Green Tea
5) Tea, 3 in 1

Guess wad i chose? MILO. why? 'cause it was 3 in 1, sugar + milo + milk. very easy. also got the healthy sign and it's a 'food tonic drink' WAH I TELL U I FELT SO STUPID WHEN I SAID THAT XDXDXD then they asked if i wanted to add anything else. then i said another retarded thing. "Personally i like Milo better among the 5." SHEESH CLARISSA LIKE THAT MATTERS... -_- overall it was cool i guess. i had to answer LOADS of questions involving how i will cope with CHOIR, ENTREPRENEUR CLUB and COUNCIL if i do become a councillor. my interview was about 7 min? i wasn't paying attention to the time.

JOSELYN AND JOANNE GET WELL SOON!!!!

Meet the King (feat. Greta Salpeter and Nic Newsham) - Forgive Durden

My Death Poem

2009-04-23T03:22:00.001-07:00

i give up
everything i hold
everything i have
my life is screwed
i can't open my eyes

my life is twisting around,
turn upside
d
o
w
n

God hear my cry
help me
i need you more than ever now
satan's temptation is so close to me
i can't breath
i need you Lord
you know exactly what i want
but i also know it's not what YOU want
it's not right
it's not the best choice
but it's what i want
and Satan is betting his last dollar
that i'll probably choose
my choice
over yours

the walls even lean to listen to my grief
and mock me for my sorrows
the clock is ticking
the wind is blowing
the trees are whispering
the cars are screeching
i can't concentrate...

the pen knife next to me
is it right?
i've done 1 wrong thing today
won't another wrong make it right?
i can't breathe again.
where are you Lord?

tomorrow i might be lying in a pool of blood
or i'll be awake in the middle of the night
either way
i will not know
whether i made the right choice
or the wrong
all i know
and hope
is to look into the future
and not see myself staring back
weeping and asking
"why have you done this to me?"

i know you're with me God
i feel you
but Satan is with me too
he's choking me
but you won't come
till i call and cry for you Lord
help me God
release Satan's grip from my heart
it's about to rip into 2
and will never be sewn back again

why do i have to choose, God?
why?
why why why won't the world revolve round me?
why why why won't people give in?
why why why is sin be easily killed
and conquered so fast?

i hate my life
it hates me
but why won't decisions be easy?

i'm falling God!
i'm crying Lord!
i'm weeping Jesus!
i'm reaching for you Holy Spirit!
but
i'm screaming Satan...
i'm trying to fight Demons...
i'm grasping Sin...
i'm defendless...
.
..
...
....
.....
......
.......
........
.........
..........

tomorrow is just another day
another hour
another torture
another blessing
another present

whether i'll live after tomorrow?
no one knows
but God
God...
ha
God
hahahaha
God...

before and after SYF

2009-04-21T02:42:00.000-07:00

*playing dynasty warriors on PSP*

Hi guys. i'm trying to kill that stupid guy in the game. it's taking VERY long cos i'm moving VERY slowly...

Monday
SYF!!! i'd LOVE to talk about everything, but i'll just talk about the highlights... we were on the bus (i'm going to break the no-mentioning-shawn-beh post thing here cos this is important.) here's the order in the bus (try to imagine please...)

? ? Jia Wen, ? 4TH LAST ROW
Sheng Min, Gemmel Tse Lyn, Felicia 3RD LAST ROW
*DOOR* Clarissa(me), Shawn 2ND LAST ROW
Brandon, Joselyn, Jervina, Corliss, Hanis LAST ROW

YEAHHH so that's about the position. JERVINA CORLISS JOSELYN AND TSE LYN made me and Shawn do stupid poses... but before that THEY BANGED OUR HEADS TOGETHER. it was NOT funny, it was painful.

J(ervina) - Clarissa, can u be my robot for 3 sec?
C(orliss) - Shawn, can u be my robot for 3 sec?
*stupidly, dunno wad happened in between, but it became for 3 sec to 3 shots.)

1st shot - (if i rmb correctly...) We had our heads together (?)
2nd shot - held hands. this to me was very stupid.
3rd shot - my head on his shoulder

this was all VERY retarded. but since it's Joselyn's last day, hmpt. i gave in lor. I'M A NICE JUNIOR OKAYY.... lol then i realised Shawn wasn't bothered and was quite willing so i turned to him and asked "You don't mind all this?" Then he said to me "Just do lah." so yeah... only Joselyn, Jervina and Tse Lyn has those photos... i don't think Joselyn has a blog, Tse Lyn's friends all dunno who we are, and Jervina's ban from the com and can only play it once a week. so for now, we're safe. oh after that Shawn asked me if i wanted to sit inside. (i would say that is was sweet of him to say that but SOME PEOPLE hear his name and BAM! imagination spills out of their heads) so the position changed to this

? ? Jia Wen, ? 4TH LAST ROW
Sheng Min, Gemmel Tse Lyn, Felicia 3RD LAST ROW
*DOOR* Shawn, Clarissa(me) 2ND LAST ROW
Brandon, Joselyn, Jervina, Corliss, Hanis LAST ROW

to cut the long story short, WE GOT BRONZE FOR SYF!!! lol while waiting Mr Shahril made us do stupid funny crap actions like crab to the side and wishing Gan Eng Seng Sec the best. MS also said he wants us to do the best and he said some enocuraging stuff and i felt lyk crying. WHY AM I SO EMOTIONAL??? we were the last choir to perform. then when they announced that we got Bronze, at a count of 3, we all shouted ALL HAIL. it was cool 'cos to me, i showed the other choirs that we had FUN. we also had to do sumting funny wrestling pose at the end of Dancing Song. XD BEST SYF BEST DAY.

THANKSGIVING DINNER was pizza, chicken, eclairs (apparently Gemmel and Hanis read my pervious post, dunno which one, on how eclairs have my name.. they were lyk, CLAIRE CLAIRE haha) Nadia's mum brought noodles too :D Joselyn also had a board of Thanks from us and some Star thingy from MS and Tan. Joselyn really is an awesome chairman, i don't think anyone can ever replace her :) I left early from the dinner 'cause it was SOOOO boring... lol when i was about to leave, the whole (at least i think most of) choir screamed "BYE MRS BEH!!!!" if u left out the 'mrs beh' part it was have been sweet. AHHHH I LOVE THE CHOIR XD

Tuesday
EVERY SINGLE CHOIR MEMBER I SAW TODAY IS DEAD TIRED. i mean, we were all practically falling of our chairs! i was very sleepy, but thanks to Michael, Wee Sean and Hannah, they kept me awake :) lol they made stupid jokes of the teachers and one involving ELMO'S WORLD made me laugh so hard then i couldn't stop laughing and tried drinking Kickapoo but it didn't work 'cause Wee Sean wanted me to spit it out.

Me, Jervina and Veena planned to walk to 3H-3K to laugh at their misery 'cause we ended at 1.45 while they ended at 2.45... at the end we stopped at 3K 'cause Qian Ying, Corliss and Shawn Beh was inside and they passed us a paper... it was a drawing. they said by Shawn. all 3 of us looked at it. at first all of us didn't understand what it was. then i saw the word 'Jenova' i thought it was Jenoua, so i asked Veena and she said 'Jenova'. i was lyk, OOOHHHH the drawing is Final Fantasy! then i asked Qian Ying to call Shawn Beh. so i was lyk telling him i understood it and asked if he wanted it back. he showed me an action. it was an action of ripping a paper. (at least it LOOKED lyk it) there was a signature at the bottom, i could only tell it was harr..... something. so i thought he didn't draw it. then the 3 of us went down for lunch. while queueing up...

J(ervina) - do u noe what's Shawn Beh's hotmail?
Me - No.
V(eena) - *snigger*
Me - *ignore*
J - it's harrythesmart@hotmail.com
Me - harrytheWHAT? OMG THAT'S THE SIGNATURE ON THE PAPER!!!
V - *laughs hysterically and runs to the paper* *holds it and laughs again*
Me - *in ager and thinks of Shawn Beh asking me to rip the paper* *rips paper*
V - *Looks and laughs*
J - *stands there mouth wide open* CLARISSA!!!
D(rusilla) - *looks blankly and has no idea wad's going on*

I had to stay at the Hildan Corner cos i had to sell ice cream. it was nice, i bought a cup myself. now i dun hav $ left for the week... :( then when my work shift ended at 4p.m. i saw Corliss Yan and asked her to wait for me 'cause i was going home too. then we saw Shawn Beh at the bus stop. Corliss then made me wave to him 4 TIMES. out of the 4 times he only waved 2 times, the first and seond time. wouldn't blame him. Corliss and I had a LONG INTERESTING TALK standing in front of the place where Shawn could see me -,-. she wanted to talk more so she missed her first 293. she told me Shawn Bhe really wanted me to hav the picture and i was lyk, CRAP I THREW IT AWAY. then i made her catch the second 293 and she said i have to continue talking tmr...

HIGHLIGHT!!!

i have reached a level in Samurai Warriors where it's the max and unlocked a level that i can battle Dynasty Warriors! FUNNNN

CORLISS TAN BRING MY BOOK TMR OKAY!!!
SRY SHAWN!!!! (ripping the paper)
JOSELYN AND MRS SOH WE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU! U ROCK! :O (being the loserific emo geek i wanted to cry)

how many times i saw MS and didn't say hi - 2 ^^

Hallelujah - Paramore

A POST WITHOUT SHAWN BEH'S NAME IN IT!!!

2009-04-18T02:55:00.000-07:00

IT'S SATURDAYYYY!!! :O i'm so hyper today!!!

I woke up at 7a.m. today (once i wake up i can't fall back to sleep... lol lyk how when i fall asleep i can't wake up! XD) i was lyk, awake till 8.46a.m., then i went to wash up and meet 6 juniors at the Tampines Interchange Mac.

while walking there, i got a call from BRANDON. (no offence, but BRANDON is in bold 'cause he always call me and ask me CHOIR QUESTION...) he told me they were waiting for the door to be open. 1ST QUESTION IN MY HEAD is joselyn there with the key? 2ND QUESTION IN MY HEAD isn't mr shahril suppose to be there at 9? 3RD QUESTION IN MY HEAD WHY IS BRANDON CALLING ME AND TELLING ME THIS? oh well at the end they all wanted to eat breakfast at eastlink... so late somemore... after meeting about 20+ other choir members, we went to Pasir Ris Sec to do the exchange... pretty cool, Pasir Ris Sec... i mean, they sound great, HOPE THEY GET GOLD (WITH HONOURS) FOR SYF!!! oh it turns out XinYi is in the Pasir Ris Sec choir. but i don't think she remembers me... since my hair is long and tied up.

Choir after the exchange was okay... we went to the music room to practice with Mrs Soh. i was pretty scared because we didn't rehearse White Horse by Leeky man alot, so if we screwed it up on SYF we would all b regretful... it was great that we manage to do REALLY WELL at choir.MS invited like 2 of his good-conductors-from-good-choirs to hear us sing. ALL 3 OF THE CONDUCTORS (2 + the Pasir Ris Sec conductor) SAID WE WILL GET SILVER FOR SYF!!! WOOT SWE WILL GET IT! EVEN BETTER GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!

i prayed for the choir today, since Veena wasn't there. (lucky girl went to see CATS!!!) ONE THING I WOULD LYK TO SAY IS THAT PRAYER IN THE CHOIR NEEDS TO BE MORE SERIOUS... sigh lemme tell u everytime Drus (ok she prayed 1 time only but hey?) and Veena (she always leads prayer for the choir) prays, there will be something that they'll say that is funny and the choir WILL laugh. i don't mind it that it's kinda funny, but isn't prayer meant to be serious? we should speak as though we are making acclaimation, NOT TELLING GOD A JOKE.

Mr Shahril goes to my blog -,- if not how did he know my URL? lol poor emo gemmel... MS also knows her blog XD CHOIR MEMBER GO TO THE CHOIR BLOG (it can be found on my links) MR SHAHRIL WROTE SOMETHING NICE WITH SUGAR AND SPICE FOR UUUUUU (dunno what's wrong with me... i'm so happy today, lyk i'm not mad at MS today...) OH PEOPLE I INVENTED NR SHAHRIL'S NICKNAME AS MS LOR... LOL veena keeps using it.. when i tell her NOT to since it's my word she keeps using it... -,- HOPE VEENA ENJOYED CATS!~~ me and my sis wanted to watch it but no $... lol parents didn't allow

Highlights today (i'm so bored that i lyk HAVE NTH BETTER TO DO~...)

Nurush - Mr Shahril = UNCLE SEXY XDXDXD

HAHAHAHAHA I WENT THROUGH A WHOLE ENTRY WITHOUT TALKING BOUT SHAWN BEH! HA! EAT MY DUST GEMMEL/DRUS/JERVINA/JOSELYN/QIANYING/VEENA!!! *hi-fives myself*

Skyway Avenue - We The Kings

20 thing to be angry about

2009-04-17T03:34:00.000-07:00

hi... i'm so friggin' pissed right now...

20 THINGS THAT I'M ANGRY AT NOW
1) My fridge broke down, now we can't keep any food and no cold drinks. :(
2) Some stupid asshole human being. mainly a boy. >:(
3) My internet, it stinks. i can't go online half the time >:(
4) The way the choir sings. i'm trying so hard NOT to get COP and everyone else probably doesn't care. >:(
5) BRANDON IS ASKING ME THE SAME THINGS OVER AND OVER AGAIN >:(
6) there's that urge to eat beans. EWWWWWWWWW :(
7) That's stupid no. 2 is pissing me off >:(
8) WHY IS PATRICK STUMP GETTING MARRIED IN MAY???? >:(
9) is there girls and guys in pasir ris sec choir? :(?
10) why why why won't the world revolve around me? :(
12) the stupid urge to eat my phone is coming now. :(
13) the freaking retard human boy is making my blood boil. >:(
14) STUPID JAKE >:(
15) i'm listening to LaLa Land by Demi Lovato and i like it 'cause it's making me sad... :(
16) i saw Miss Teo's face today :(
17) i saw Mr Shahril's face today :(
18) got gel in my hair after choir :(
19) My quadriple cheese with egg sandwich tasted not bad, only problem is that i couldn't eat dinner. :(
20) (Veena, Jervina and Drusilla probably hates this too) i've been reflecting on my life. now i'm 'WEEMO' (WEE+EMO) :(

ask Jake go away and F*CK OFF, WHILE THAT OTHER STUPID HUMAN BEING CAN JUST DIE AND LEAVE ME ALONE COS FORGIVENESS IS SOOO RARE IN ME RIGHT NOW.

LaLa Land - Demi Lovato

2009-04-15T04:35:00.000-07:00

hi. :)

There's nothing to talk about now... but since EVERYONE posts like, a post EVERYDAY and my last post was Saturday, i guess i can post sumting...

Monday
the SPECIAL 25 of us went to sing for Lee Boon Yang, the (ex)minister of information, communication and the arts. we left at 3.45p.m. at first i didn't sit with anyone on the bus on the way there... but nice corliss and nice jervina and nice sathar and nice other seniors asked me to sit at the back with them. (thanks) oh we were invited 'cause of MR RASHIDI. (i actually for 5 seconds thought we were GOOD enough to sing for him) we performed On Suuri Sun Rantas, Dancing Song and Arirang... *SKIP* i wanna get to the food :D THERE WAS ECLAIRS! they're not only yummy, but they have my name! (or at least if u put the 'e' at the back and cancel the 's') there was potato salad :) but it wasn't cold enough, so it was kinda gross... there's was vegetarian samosa. there's was also bread at the other tables but we didn't know till lyk, when it was about to end. on the way back to school i sat at the back with corliss, jervina, *ahem* (read my previous post.. i'm trying not to say his name -_-) and jiawen. then jia wen half way wanted to go in front. then it was at first me and shaw... nvm XD. then mr shahril wanted to speak to me along the way. so sha.. shit. well, he was left with jervina and corliss. poor thing cos he was fake sleeping and irritated jervina and corliss! XD they asked him to choose sweet or sour. lol he chose salty XD. nice one! anyways, by the time we reached school, at was 7p.m. cos we had impt business to discuss. oh but shawn beh waited for me after that. it was nice cos it was late and boring so he accompanied me from keeping me from dying of boredom. i reached home SLIGHTLY later, about 8 bcos of sumting *cough* and sum1... BUT I REACHED HOME SAFELY! :D

Tuesday
choir again after school... but after school i didn't go for entrepreneur club cos i didn't feel lyk it... but zul told me there wasn't much done... i walked home alone cos *ahem* didn't wait for me. oh well.

Wednesday
Miss Teo, the volleyball goddess (XD) taught us DEPORT-SHIT! she wasn't half bad. it was nice that we could learn from her as she took time for us. we learned how to stand nicely, have a straight posture and walking in(or out) . oh and THE DRAMA'S SYF WAS TODAY!!! HOPE THEY GET BRONZE OR SILVER!!! (they'll get the results on friday) after the deport thingy i went to the music to put the dress and shoes in. then i went home alone again bcos SUM1 *COUGHCOUGHCOUGH* DIDN'T WAIT FOR ME AGAIN. hmmpt. oh well, nvm cos Fall Out Boy kept me company :)

Pass It On - ??? (Christian song :))

GOOD FRIDAY WAS YESTERDAY!!!

2009-04-11T05:06:00.000-07:00

HEYHEYHEY! first of all, i would lyk to just thank gemmel for her KEEN OBSERVATION. i'll stop mentioning shawn beh now in my blog entries, till the situation becomes crappy. and i'll ask him to go my blog and scold the crap out of the fake sb! XD lol if he does come here...

YESTERDAY WAS GOOD FRIDAY!!! the day Jesus died for US. here was my day's planning...

10.30a.m. Breakfast at the coffeeshop near KFC
11.15a.m. Went to Parkway for a while... (oh i've decided when i become rich i'll go all over singapore and cute useless stuff that i like XD)
11.35a.m. Went to parkway 4 Level 5 Lifeskills Enrichment (my dad's and sis' office) to join a service, church service. it was for ex-convicts that accepted God and was gonna be baptised on Sunday since it was Easter. Cool huh? oh and we practiced the 'Jesus-washed-his-disciples-feet' thing. i washed my sister's, while trina and mum washed mine.
1.45p.m. LUNCH!!! $2 Nasi Lemak. a set of chicken and rice with egg...
2.30p.m. reach my auntie's house.
7.30p.m. DINNER!!! CHILLI CRAB yum i ate loads XD (broken english)
9.15p.m. HOME

PLAIN actually.. oh and today's a saturday and i'm not at choir! lol no offence, i love choir XD MS TEO IS TEACHING US DEPOT-SHIT ON MONDAY!!! ALL GIRLS BRING UR DRESS AND COURT SHOES!!!

"I'd rather stand trail before men for serving God, than to stand trail before God for serving men."

PDA (We Just Don't Care) - John Legend

THANK U CHOIR

2009-04-09T04:00:00.000-07:00

so um. hi.

CHOIR
(i'm srying but, is any1 noticing how much i talk about choir??? *shudder*)
so-so.. today's practice ended early... i think cos some juniors got swimming. then the AWESOME (sry jervina XD) 25 (oh and sry to those who aren't in it!!! XDXDXD) practiced Dancing Song, Arirang and On Suuri Sun Rantas (?) . oh and these r the sop 1s who got chosen (i had to choose 5)

Cheryl
Felicia
YuQi
Wei Ren
Hanis

Cheryl was my only choice (let's b honest)... the reat were chosen by Joselyn cos i couldn't decide. i mean, i wanted the best for the sop 1s and all... at first we weren't going to sing Arirang... IF MR SHAHRIL TOLD ME EARLIER I WUD HAV CHOSEN QUEENIE LAH. but then last minute we're singing that song. oh well, i guess whoever was chosen i'll b lyk WHATEVA with it, since i just need to listen and sing my best.

oh i would like to thank the choir. wanna noe why? 'cause the shawn beh and me thingy kinda stopped, or at least slimmer down. well, but i walk home with him and the seniors today saw and they were lyk *whistling* and going like *WOAHHHH*. dudes, never seen good friends before? -,- lol shawn beh damn poor thing, he has to go tuition lyk, god knows HOW MANY DAYS in a week... so sad... HAHA I NO TUITION!

Oh and i sang during national athem... sigh the microphone SUCKS the connection i mean.. so half way through the song i couldn't take it anymore and adjusted the thingy. then BOOM and i sang so loudly. lol Joselyn was LAUGHING D: i dunno at me though... oh wai kit is singing next week's national athem and then shawn beh.. LOL PRAY THEY DUN GO OFF! haha i was telling both of them not to go sharp and zao sia then shawn beh was lyk "i won't go zao sia wan." lol TALK ABOUT EGO XD JKJKJK!

Missing Piece - Forgive Durden
(GOOD SONG!!! felt like writing it down by memory :D I LOVE THIS SONG )

(boy)
what a splendid mess
--- (???)
o the scientist and his genesis
he overlooks my gift and benefits...
she's the only one,
who knows what i could have done.
i must be paitient, they will realise,
what i know inside!
i was meant to lead this world to greater things,
it's my destiny...
everything seems to fade,
when i see her face.
the skies and trees are blur,
everytime i look at her!
nobody understood me 'till her eyes fixed upon me.
my puzzle life's complete,
now that i've found the missing piece!

(girl)
don't you worry boy,
it's a waste of time.
place your hand on mine, untie your mind
we'll just float away into the day
you're not the only one,
who thinks that falling in love...
you must be paitient,
they will realise what i see inside.
you were meant to lead this world to greater things,
it's your destiny...

(boy)
everything seems to fade
when i see her face.
the skies and trees are blur,
everytime i look at her!
nobody understood me
'till her eyes fixed upon me.
my puzzle life's complete,
now that i've found the missing piece!
so you're the meaning!
_____ please listen, i'd like to explain
i should've told you sooner
it's been gnawing in my brain!
my mind's a mess, it's got me lost
please help me through the maze.
'cause you're the key, the lock turning
the breaking of these chains!

(girl)
everything seems to fade
when i see his face.
the stars and sun turn in,
everytime i look at him!
nobody understood me
'till his eyes fixed upon me.
my puzzle life's complete,
now that i've found the missing piece!

(boy)
everything seems to fade
when i see her face.
the skies and trees are blur,
everytime i look at her!
nobody understood me
'till her eyes fixed upon me.
my puzzle life's complete,
now that i've found the missing piece!

Open Happiness - Patrick Stump, Brendon Urie, Travis McCoy, Janelle _____, CeeLo Green (is that all? lol sry to that artist i forgot her name)

choir, then entrepreneur club

2009-04-07T04:57:00.000-07:00

DUDES i just had to post a post right now...

CHOIR
u cud say that today choir practice wasn't much fun for the choir... mostly i was evaluating the soprano 1s. cos of reasons... lol at the end all the seniors who usually volunteer for EVERYTHING wanted to help. (Veena, Corliss, Drusilla, Jervina, Nadia) lol at the end i wasn't evaluating them much, mostly Veena and Nadia were. i wouldn't call them ACTION but hehe... oh and i realised that sopranos 1 juniors r a bunch of LOST SOULS WHO SING WAD THEY FEEL LYK SINGING... sigh why why why???

ENTREPRENEUR CLUB
we went to a factory to see the process of making ice cream there. it's a factory in bedok set up by temasek poly for students to learn the food stuff and machinery... (i forgot the 2 courses sry...) WE GOT TO EAT THE ICE CREAM!!! haha i got vanilla. i think they only gave out vanilla, mango and strawberry cos those flavours don't sell fast. lol lyk chocolate ROCKS cos they said 'we did research and found out that guys love choclate ice cream, and girls love chocolate ice cream.' lol the guy giving briefing there FUNNY MAN. lol he was lyk, "this is the factory in bedok. it's in bedok ok?" lol chun feng keep turning to the other sec 5s and laugh. so did all of us... the ppor guy tried to be funny, it was working, in an insulting way. anywayssss, we had to take our own transport back home... so i took a bus. (no. 10 btw) guess who i saw on the bus? Wee Sean! lol we were toking bout entrepreneur club and the dunking machine today. he was saying "WOW clarissa in entrepreneur club and choir SO COOL." he wasn't being sacarstic. i thought he was. i mean, i THINK he IS.

SIGH i bouhgt chocolate ice cream from the factory. tasted lyk chocolate. (that's gd) so yeahhh... GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE SOP 1S COS UR EVALUATION OF U BY ME IS NOT ALL GOOD! BUAHAHAHAHAHA!!! (i'm the only senior in sop1 btw, so I HAVE POWERRRRRR)

Green Light - John Legend

Choir exchange for ACS Barker

2009-04-06T06:36:00.000-07:00

HEY PEOPLE!

*announcement 1*
i hope that mysterious person who is shawn beh on my tagboard please own up. and if it's really shawn beh than can he PLEASE TELL ME!

today we had exchange programme with ACS Barking school or something lyk that. lol durs wanted to fetch all the sec1s and 2s while i wanted to fetch the sec 3s. lol when we reached 3K to fetch Shawn Beh, Corliss and Qian Ying, they all didn't want to leave yet. lol POA SO IMPT MEH? anyways we waited lyk 5 MINUTES FOR SHAWN BEH cos he was packing slowly... so well luckily we left at 1.45p.m. to fetch all of them.

when i first saw the conductor i immiediately told Cheryl "Gay." well AT LEAST i didn't laugh at them. sigh the POOR ACS GUYS, probably thinks SHSS choir no respect. lol when the guys sang high not or sang loudly, the juniours were lyk "OMG that guy can sing so loudly/reach so high note!" sheesh people, nvr hear other people sing b4 meh? 0_o oh and Tse Lyn and Michelle (Sim) came along with us.

*announcement 2*
WILL THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE PLEASE STOP CALLING ME MRS BEH! (if i left out ur name tell me, pls and thnk u)

Beryl
Joanne
Pei Si
Justina (i think...)
Jervina (stump and beh cannot be tgt okay.. they will fight! LOL)

Curse of Curves - Cute Is What We Aim For

Shawn Beh doesn't like me ANYMORE???

2009-04-02T04:44:00.000-07:00

felt lyk showing u this vid... LOL... PICTURES FROM SYNERGY!!! AHHH i can't upload it into the computer ARGH so frustrating... my days always stink ya noe that?

choir~~ now it's everyday 1h. except mondays. they're 2h. except THIS monday, that'll b 4h. cos we're on an exchange thingy. :P

shawn beh is weird btw. jus felt lyk tell u that

i'm going to confront him lyk, next time i see him? cos i nid to ask him things. haha okok lemme tell u wad happen... me and veena conveniently went up to 3K (sumhow we were following priscilla?) when we saw corliss (yan) lyk fighting shawn beh. in a mild kind of way. :/ veena pointed it to me and i was lyk OOO CORLISS LOL. but corliss dragged me out of the classroom and explained the situation. TURNS OUT SHAWN BEH DOESN'T LIKE ME ANYMORE.

all thnks to THAT i'm having the whole situation stuck in my head. it's been 8.5 hours. since recess. OMG-D-SH I DUN LYK SHAWN BEH!!!! WHY AM I THINKING OF HIM SO MUCH???? *HIT HEADS* AHHHHHHHHHH

HEEEEEELLLLLLPPPPP MMMMMEEEEE

Days Shahril hates my guts - a really long time... ermmm 53 days? (it's changed from 'hasn't forgiven me' to 'hate my guts' cos i can't tell anymore)

True Love - Forgive Durden

SYNERGY!!!

2009-03-25T17:30:00.000-07:00

OMG MY SISTER IS SO COOL IT'S KILLING ME (click this sentence)

hi. GUESS WAD??? synergy night was LAST NIGHT.

haha i was so excited the day before that i asked my family if they were SURE they didn't wanna go, lyk 3 times. but they didn't want to go.

on that day, we had for flag raising though. band, the backstage crew and guitar club left at 7.10a.m. i guess bcos of the instruments? so well. i really wanted to keep my backstage pass. (so happy at the end we were able to)

the whole process was a really nice one. good experience. though i felt that we did horribly compared to other performances... but through the whole performance waiting it was SO BORING. i mean it. i had lyk no one to talk to. so freaking boring. usually shawn beh would talk to me. veena and jia wen will keep to themselves and everytime i wanna tok to them they kinda ignore me... saying i should spend time with SUMONE else... because SOME PEOPLE IN THE CHOIR (let's face it, almost all) kept teasing me and him bout sum shit. then he didn't talk that much and i completely felt bored. really, i finally had sum serious entertainment in choir and sum crazy (actusally, 40+ crazy) people had to make an assumption and now choir is back to BOOOORRRRINNNNGG... well, at least shawn didn't feel bored. jia wen was talking to him and all. hoorah.

okok focus on synergy... it was really fun. when it was our time to perform, mr shahril told us that we were his pride and heart and everything. being the emotional pig i am (gosh) i almost cried. DON'T ASK OR SAY WHY. i was embarrassed enough. oh and when we were sing On Suuri Su Rantas, i cried AGAIN! but then i told myself OMG DON'T CRY NOW!!! and i stopped. just in time too, cos it was time to sing the WOOO WOO part. (i'm really sry i can't find another way to say how it sounds like.) oh and a very funny part was when we sang arirang finish. lol when the audience clapped for us, shawn beh starting swearing vuglar words. in between my smile i asked (i mean told) him to shut up. dunno if he heard me though. i guess i said it pretty soft.we all had to sing joyful joyful at the end of the performance lol so retarded... not all the people were watching the band conductor and he was suppose to signal when to come in for the song. but NO, everyone sang wrongly. it was funny though...

THNKS HANIS FOR THE VIDEOS BELOW

Hildan Chorale Singing 'Nigra Sum'
Hildan Chorale Singing 'Arirang'
Hildan Chorale Singing 'On Suuri Sun Rantas'
Hildan Chorale Singing 'Dancing Song'

Days Shahril is angry at me : 43

Curse Of Curves - Cute Is What We Aim For

choir camp/disorder test

2009-03-20T05:50:00.000-07:00

just came back from choir camp :o it was 4D3N and pretty tiring. i mean, we're training for Synergy Nite. because on the last day we were all dying, miss tan and MS cancelled choir on Saturday. no offence, but i thought we should have had practice. i mean, we're FAR from good. even if we were good, we'd have to be better. I'M NOT SAYING I'M A CHOIR FANATIC OBSESSED WITH SINGING. but we need all the time we can get, and we're not getting much... wateva... SKIP. in this entry, i will explain everything happening in the context of...

THINGS U NEED TO KNOW THAT HAPPENED TO ME THIS WEEK

Choir camp was fun. so was singing in choir camp was fun. except arirang and nigra sum on the last day cos drusilla kept poking me when i sang the high notes and it was, well, you know. I AM NOT, I REPEAT AM NOT DATING SHAWN BEH. (this is extremely being pointed out to choir members) oh, we went for a movie in choir camp, Tales Of Despeaux (spell wrong srysry) OK SITTING IN A MOVIE THEATRE WITH HIM DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING EITHER. NEITHER IS HIM FOLLOWING ME EVERYWHERE I GO.
i also found many weird words to describe shawn beh. MANY. and i'm going to blame all this i-date-shawn-beh crap on Nurush since she's the one who suggested it. (OMG why am i constantly toking bout him...) Jervina wanted to say "You know ah, i think Clarissa is dating Shawn Beh..." to me. lol but she was like, saying it ALL WRONG!!!
1st time... Jervina - i think Clarissa is dating Shane... EH SAY WRONG *laughs*
2nd time... Jervina - i think Clarissa is dating Sheng Beh... CRAP SAY WRONG AGAIN!!! *me and veena keeps laughing*
3rd time... Jervina - I'M NOT GOONA SAY IT WRONG OK? i think Clarissa is date SHAWN BEH.

well congrats Jervina! though in my experience Jervina screws most things! ya noe, the seniors in choir (well, at least Jervina, Corliss, Joselyn, Clara, Drus, Nadia and Veena) are damn popular with the juniors. but not me.*shakes head* i'm not popular. oh i took a funny quiz. here's my results

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

in camps, i sleep better on the first day then on the second and third (so on, so forth) first day in the hard classroom floor, i slept like a log. second and third day, i woke up every interval or the night.i also don't like camp food. wait, lemme rephrase. i HATE CATERED FOOD. i like playing the angel and mortal game. but when i find out my angel is a good friend (jervina), i feel stupid. and when my mortal is absent, i feel more stupid. i have suddenly become addicted to michael jackson's man in the mirror too... and i don't MS has forgiven me yet.

Days Shahril is angry at me : 38

Man In The Mirror - Michael Jackson

second last day of school

2009-03-12T03:47:00.000-07:00

WHAT. THE. HELL.

my first 3 words in this entry. lemme tell you why my day stinks.

MY TERM 1 RESULTS
ok i'm not THAT upset bout my results. well, ok. i'm very angry. i failed 2 subjects and got an A1 FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE! what sucks though, it that the 2 subjects i failed was CHINESE and ENGLISH. i was so angry!!! BOTH LANGUAGES. D7. but i got A1 for POA though, 92.5/100. sheesh...

I'M SICKKKK
I hav the following illness/sickness/pain right now as we speak...

1) Stomach hurts but it's not a stomachache or cramp.
2) Headache that feels like a everlasting brainfreeze.
3) Inside my body, i'm boiling. BUT MY TEMPERATURE IS ONLY 27.2!!!
4) Throat's sore.

THAT SPELLS SHIT! haha! i fine it funny... (ouch) i hope God heals me by tonight. i hav founder's day tmr and choir on sat.

Days Shahril is angry at me : (i don't think he's angry but wad the heck) 30

Miss Sobriety - The Cab

2009-03-07T22:28:00.000-08:00

TICKETS FOR SYNERGY NITE!!!

Price range : $20-$35
Place : Esplanade
Time : 7.30p.m. (guests to be seated at 7p.m.)
Dressing : Formal

for more information, call (better to sms) 82733244

PLEASE CALL ME IF U WANNA BUY TICKETS. (i'm, erm, kinda begging for buyers.)

Days Shahril is angry at me - 26

Practice Makes Perfect - Cute Is What We Aim For

2009-02-25T22:52:00.000-08:00

PICTURES!

FALL OUT BOY CONCERT

Hey Monday, the starting band before Fall Out Boy came out

this is how the stage looked like before Fall Out Boy came out

RANDOM

The Weester!

CHOIR BBQ

HAHA ok this i have to tell u. i called shane over to take a picture, then terrence and brandon came over too. terrence's hands are the ones raised while brandon's hands are the ones under terrence's armpits! XD

Jervina and Gemmel looking like 'what?"

i kinda like the picture here on top 'cause i meant to take jervina i think, but wen jun came in.

Wen Jun climbing on the playground

Wai Kit looks funny here

Sabrina and Chelsea, i think Sabrina blinked...

Veena and Koi (i told him to look up but NOOOO... he didn't want to)

ALL HAIL JOSELYN, BLUE BOWL QUEEN!

the Annual Blue Bowl Parade (BBP) (that's Jun Ming BTW)

the TAITI Gang!

The UNO Gang!

the PSP-Handphone Gang!

Sheng Min catwalking to us

Playground frenzy

Pei Si taking a picture

Peace, Chelsea!

WOAH SHENG MIN UR HAND!

MS birthday card.

Justina and Clara

Jun Ming and Colin

Jervinaaaaa... DON'T HIDE

Jiawen trying to hide too

Cheryl and Jervina

LOL Clara's like, HUH?

Hanis!

RANDOM! this is just to show you what we did once to touched down this BBQ place

The guys (well at least most of them.)

Gemmel's the one MOST obvious

confused Brandon

gathering round the sink (for no reason...)

shaking bus (i'm sorry, the bus was moving too much D: )

this red tub thingy belongs to choir!

Days Shahril is angry at me : 16

I'm A Wonder - The Cab

2009-02-22T05:01:00.000-08:00

hi short short post

so it's sunday, we're all sitting either at home or at church.
yippee.

my church is starting a 50 day celebrate jesus thing, i'm totally ready for it and hope i can work it out. it's like, quiet time everyday.

choi BBQ was saturday. ya know, when we reached the place and everyone was lyk WHAM! and the phones came out lyk flickering cameras. basically, everyone was 'if i don't take a picture of this sh*t i'm gonna cry'. everyone means everyone. well, except those whose picture were taken, cos ya noe, they're the models and everything... i've took loads of pictures too. but i'm too lazy to upload :D sooooo.... i've decided to give you some links to go to.

http://tpsphoebe.blogspot.com
http://th-girl-jervina.blogspot.com

lol jervina wanted to take picture with Ian Kwok (he came, MS invite.) lol she ask me go take with her (no offence jervina!!!) then i was lyk... wad u say? <-- means CRAZY AH? WTH

we had to sing for our food. i wanted to get a potato and share with joselyn. i was gonna sing America's Suitehearts by Fall Out Boy, but i think MS was angry with me still, cos he didn't wanna give me the potato, so i didn't sing. i aso bought a brownie for him, but he didn't accept it. he said he didn't want it. oh well. that shows that he hates me, so now it means i don't care anymore. OH and by the way, the brownie was very nice :D i shared it with my bro and sis.

b4, the BBQ, that night, i HAD A DREAM AGAIN ABOUT THE BBQ. but it's kinda long winded, so i'm not gonna tell it today.

buh bye, enjoy ur night (if u're in SEA) or morning (US)

Day Shahril is angry at me : 12

The Exit - Forgive Durden

7 Medalions and choir

2009-02-19T00:54:00.000-08:00

heyheyHEY! nth much, just wanted to update my blog. these days are soooo boring... in a way.

COMMON TEST
results not out yet. BUTTTT...
Tuesday (17 Feb) - SS, AMaths
Wednesday (18 Feb) - Chemistry, Biology, Chinese, Maths

DREAM
I HAD A REALLY SUPER COOL DREAM!!!
me, drus, jervina, corliss YAN, joselyn, shawn, veena where walking to the MRT when suddenly someone gave us 7 medalions. we each had superpowers!! mine was accuracy and i cud shoot a bungy shot REALLY WELL. then, on the MRT, some evil person cut the tracks of. we were dangling and then i used my powers to shoot and kept us stable! (like on a cable car, kinda thing) drusilla said "now wad?" jus then we saw a bomb near our bungy line. "oh, crap." i said. BOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!!!!! 7 of us flew every direction (really!!!) then i landed on a hill. i turned around and saw a GRIZZLY BEAR!!! the head was 3 of me curled in a ball, and its body was 2 of me stacked up and 3 times that. when they saw it, they all screamed "OMG CLARISSA GET OUT THERE'S A GRIZZLY BEAR!!!" i wanted to tell them it was dead, but they didn't hear me. only when jervina shout "it's dead!" they stopped. then, an alien skeleton offered to bring us out (we were stuck in a MRT hole) when we got out, we had to give the guy a gold piece. i, STUPIDLY, gave my medalion. drus and veena gave it a dollar, then shawn gave it a gold trophy from school. but the alien guy didn't want it as he said it was fake. shawn was like "wah lao!" and gave the trophy to veena, who cheered "YAY I GOT GOLD!" then we walked into the MRT again and met all our CHOIR JUNIORS!!! then, they all saw mr shahril. they said "Clarissa! hurry HIDE!!!" then when he went away we hurriedly went inside the MRT and went to someone's house and studied there. then drusilla, while the whole choir was studying, said "wah i fail amaths already!" mr ng was behind me. i looked and shrugged at him. he look at me. then i woke up

CHOIR
whoa, i write a lot bout choir... ANYWAYS choir BBQ on saturday, it's $10 and i've paid. but i really don't wanna go... since shahril's still angry with me... lol he's like not saying anything to me. *ignore* is the word people call it...

SCHOOL
during lit we were talking about how people one day 'i'm friends with you' the next day 'i don't wanna b ur friend'. LOL i thought of MS immediately, quite funny actually. HA and drusilla stepped on her own paper!!! *look below*

Me: Drus! is this ur paper?
Drus: Wait *walks to me* yeah, shud be...
Me: Look! there's a shoe print... can see hu's izzit...
Drus: it's mine.

it's wayyyy funnier, but it's difficult typing it out. FIRE DRILL!!! yay it was at chinese. we had to walk SO LONG to the friggin' carpark at Block 842 (i think) wah i tell you, climb 4 storeys of carpark JUST TO BE SAFE FOR FIRE. it was cool though, bout 30 min of lesson took up. i bought hello panda to eat while waiting.

Days Shahril is angry at me - 9

Where We Went Wrong - The Hush Sound

I HATE CHOIR

2009-02-14T04:54:00.000-08:00

ghi. Happy Valentine's Day by the way.

I haven't told anyone, but i'm celebrating my i-have-been-a-fall-out-boy-fan-for-2-years thingy. i started liking them 14 Feb, 2007. these things, i can remember. but it's a sucky celebration. lemme tell yoooou why.

CHOIR LALALALALA~~~~
ok, NOT so bad. 'cause i thought i wan gonna die from Mr Shahril's wrath. which, i didn't, cos i'm still here, writing, in this bloody blog.

Everyone said good luck to me just in case and all. i appreciate it, BY THE WAY. lol and we were timing how long i had left till i die (or was going to.) ANYWAYSSSSSS.... the fitting lady came and measured the juniors while the seniors checked to see that the dresses fit. wait.. why the hell am i telling you this???

John and the 2 China girls didn't come in Sop 1 today. i saw the 2 china girls at Mac before choir.

(skip,skip,skip) Mr Shahril didn't say anything. well, at least to me. so everyone can say i'm safe and that i'm like, fine now. big sigh. but NOOOOO IT NOT FINE AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY HUH? WHY!!!?????? I MEAN, FINE SCOLD ME, SLAP ME I DON'T KNOW!!!??? JUST DOOOO SUMTING GOSH SHAHRIL??? DUN BLOODY IGNORE ME I'M NOT DEAD. GODDAMNIT

oops? i hate being ignored. (as u can see) i mean, ignoring people? it's fine. but ignore me? i get pretty angry inside. don't know how, don't know why. i mean, slap me yeah, at least i know you wanted to. but if u ignore me, how am i suppose to know what u want??? is this how it's gonna be in the future??? oh yeah, i don't look at you u don't look at me. VERY interactive.

I hate choir now. i hate soprano 1s at this present moment. i hate being in choir in soprano 1. sucks like shit. do you know how frustrating it is? huh? some bloody man thinks putting 12 bloody people in soprano 1s is gonna make our lives easier. think about it. OUT OF 12 STUPID PEOPLE I CAN ONLY HEAR 6 SING. BLOODY HELL I HATE CHOIR I HATE SOPRANOS I HATE EVERYTHING. i wanna be in sop1, but it's screwed now. i don't care anymore. i can't stand life. it's so irritating. i hate sop1. GAS? wad hell, we DON'T EVEN EXIST. FOR MY WHOLE ENTIRE BLOODY 3 F**KING YEARS IN CHOIR SOPRANO 1s I DON'T THINK ANYONE HAS EVER APPRECIATED SOP 1s. WE WORK HARD, SING EVERY RIGHT NOTE AND WE'RE JUST A STUPID GROUP PLACED THERE TO SING A HIGH NOTE AND BREAK GLASS. WE'RE ALWAYS NOT CREDITED FOR ANYTHING. NOTHING. TO THINK WE'RE THE ONES WHO CAN ACTUALLY TRY AND HIT A HIGH NOTE, NOT SOME CRAPPY LOW NOTE OR SOMETHING IN BETWEEN. I THINK ALL SOP 1s IN THE BLOODY CHOIR IS GIFTED AND WE DON'T DESERVE THIS. I HATE THIS FREAKING THING. SHAHRIL IF YOU DON'T WANT TO CREDIT ME THEN CREDIT THE REST OF THE SOP 1s. DO YOU FREAKING KNOW HOW MUCH EFFORT I PUT IN TRYING TO SING EVERY NOTE AND WRITE NOTES DOWN TO IMPROVE? I THINK EVERYTHING IS SHIT. SHIT SHIT SHIT.

THE MORE PEOPLE YOU PUT IN THIS BLOODY GROUP SOP 1s THE MORE YOU'RE GONNA RUIN US. I HAVE NEVER, EVER, HEARD THAT SOP 1s EVER NEED TO SING LOUDER. WE WERE ALWAYS THE LOUDEST. ALWAYS ROCKED. NOW, THE MORE PEOPLE WE HAVE THE MORE WE SUCK.

"oh wow! Soprano 2s are solid!"
"woah Altos you guys sing very loud, good job."
"Soprano 1s, ok. next!"

WHAT.THE.HELL.

and i have a stupid boyfriend HALF ROUND THE GLOBE NOW. his name is jack btw.

i'd better stop. i know i've been pretty pissed (and vulgar) in this entry. i'm gonna be taking it all back by tomorrow anyway. i hope everyone reads this.

(NOSONGI'MANGRY)

quickkkkkk

2009-02-06T05:38:00.000-08:00

QUICK POST!!! (my parents are coming back)
but crucially important cos if i dun write, Felicia Low is gonna un-link me :(

choir's now hectic and MS just gave us a speech on
1) setting a gd example on ur juniors
2) don't make the china girls in the choir feel left out
3) coming for ALL CHOIR PRACTICES bcos it's important.

the 3rd one makes me shiver.
why?
CAUSE FALL OUT BOY'S COMING ON THE 10 FEB!!!!! 2009!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

guess wad do i have on the 10 feb?
1) school (duhh)
2)elect-lit supplementary
3) choir.

choir ends at 7
the fall out boy concert is at 8 in the indoor stadium.

oh, did i say i'm going?
no? ok

I'M GOING TO SEE FALL OUT BOY!!!
THANKS TO VEENA CORLISS JERVINA AND DRUSILLA!!!!
WOOOOOOOOO
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Make Out Club - Gym Class Heroes

I HATE CRAMPS!!!

2009-01-10T00:44:00.000-08:00

I SO HATE CRAMPS!!!

but before that, i'll tell u wad happen on monday and tuesday :) oh and wad happen on CCA selection day. this entry is gonna b ALOT.

i helped out some sec1 asthestics auditions for SOMEONE and it was super duper fun. i was the FORM COLLECTOR :DDD i collected whoever was done with Miss Lam's (a very nice teacher) and Mr Shahril's (NOT AT ALL NICE) / Miss Tan's (NOT good 1st impression, but she's nice) music audition. we tried to tell all the sec 1s to join CHOIR THE BEST CCA IN THE WHOLE WORLD. i think it got through... oh and also during the auditions i helped loads with the students. i hope i don't seem too much of a helper... i wanna be remember as someone who was needed when i die, fyi. OKAYYY.... back to sec1 asthestics auditions. it was overall fun, and tuesday we had pizza for lunch and we snag food from the hildan torch for dinner. I ATE THE MOST STUFF FOR LUNCH!!! 3 pizzas, (HI I AM TRINA <--- this is my LOVELY sister's typo...) 2 chickens and 1 seaweed chicken with cheese. (yum) I RULE! i noe that MS didn't eat any pizzas but LOADS of chicken... stupid. oops take that back. NOT. hildan torch i took 3 packets of food back home. the rice is SHYT the black pepper chicken was nice. YUM. Oh and i helped MS call for pizzas and stuff and i had to help him pick it up. i was bout to wash my hands when he was lyk "CLARISSSAAAAA!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEWEEEEE??? GO PICK UP THE PIZZAAAAA!!!" I gave him my 'u're-pissing-me-off-WAD-DO-U-WANT?' look. honestly man...

CCA SELECTION DAY
Veena was emo at first at the start cos she brought the guitar hero to attract sec 1s to come and play and join choir, but the guitar hero couldn't work. so i played a relient k song on the guitar used in guitar hero for her. she laughed, then she stopped. then she laughed again. hm.... but at the end all was cool... P.S (patrick stump!! XDXDXD no lah, it mean plainly P.S) I DUN CARE BOUT WADEVA VEENA OR GEMMEL SAYS BOUT HIM, I'M STILL GONNA TOK TO HIM LYK A NORMAL FRIEND.

OKOKAY 'WHY I HATE CRAMPS'

this constant irritating illness all started at 6A.M. IN THE MORNING. as all girls can guess i had my period... then there's choir. everytime (without fail) i have my period, there's bound to be cramps coming along with it. so it was super painful, even more painful than any other cramp i've ever had. but still, as a devoted choir member, i still wanted to go. but hey, guess what?

while walking to school my stomach was so painful. i really couldn't stand it. i had to walk and stop every 10sec 'cause the pain was there... i prayed like crazy but it didn't go away (i promised NEVER to doubt God, and i still haven't) It was super painful and i had to call my mom to pick me up. i was close to crying. i called MS to tell him that i'm not going choir (sob). THE BLOODY GUY REJECTED MY CALL! so i called jiawen and told her. yeah i was disappointed not being able to go for choir... STUPID MS REJECT MY CALL!!! U'RE GONNA GET IT FROM ME!!!

When my mum came, i still had to stop all the time to rest. and i vomited on a grass patch too. i felt better then the pain was back. when we reached home i took some pill to cure my stomach cramps and took a nap. then i woke up at 2.30 and i felt no pain. then here i am blogging.

I HOPE MS IS READING THIS BLOG ENTRY. RUN MS U'RE GONNA DIE!

America's Suitehearts - Fall Out Boy

2009-01-02T03:32:00.000-08:00

OMG PEOPLE!!! FALL OUT BOY'S AMERICA'S SUITEHEARTS' MUSIC VIDEO IS OUT!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fVAPvMx3pA0

GO WATCH IT!!!

okok today was the first day of school. brought like 1000000 books with me, but hey, guess what? EVERYONE ELSE DIDN'T BRING ANYTHING!!! i put all the books under my table anyway, hope no one throws it away...

choir! fun. other than shahril. i'm trying very hard not to laugh at anything of his jokes. USED to be hard at first, but now it's pretty easy. AND PLS MR SHAHRIL WE SOUND TERRIFIC AS A CHOIR STOP SAYING IT'S SOMETHING WE ATE(OR SOMETHING ELSE CRAPPY)!!!!! yeah, some people came and heard us sing. hooray, we have choir tmr too. saturday! not that i hate choir, no way. i love singing. oh and someone needs to tell shawn beh before he gets kicked out of choir. i hate it when someone gets kicked out of choir, or leaves it... like jared, or jasmine, or something. but not darren chong or josiah. no way. (agn?)

GOOGLE URSELF PEOPLE IT'S FUN! BUT ONLY GOOGLE URSELF AFTER GOING TO http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fVAPvMx3pA0 OKAY????

BUH
BYE
:)

America's Suitehearts - Fall Out Boy

FOLIE A DEUX PEOPLE

2008-12-23T04:51:00.000-08:00

HELLLOOOO WORLD! I'VE LISTENED TO FAD (FOLIE A DEUX) A MILLION GAZILLION TIMES AND IT ROCKS!!! too bad no one else to listening to it! IT'S DA BEST WOOT

honestly, THE BEST.

and yes, I'VE GOT IT!!! THE ALBUM OF THE YEAR!!! FOLIE A DEUX!!! AND I'LL KEEP SCREAMING!!!!! AND CAP LOCK!!! WOOT FALL OUT BOY ROCKS!!!

REMEBER TO HIGHLIGHT THE BELOW PARTS!!!

(looks at walkman)

RESTRAIN THAT MAN!!! I'M A LOOSE BOLT OF A COMPLETE MACHINE, WATCH A MATCH I'M HALF DOOMED AND U'RE SEMI SWEETTTTTT..... DETOX JUST TO RETOX!!! NOBODY WANTS TO HEAR U SING BOUT TRAGEDY!!!!>>>>>!!! (Disloyal Order Of Water Buffaloes)

(plays fake drums)

DUDUDDUDUDUDUUDUDUDUD DECEMBER GLOW IN FLAMES!!!! I DON'T CARE WAD CHA THINK AS LONG AS IT'S BOUT MEEEEE THE BEST OF US CAN FIND HAPPINESS IN MISERY PAWN SHOP I'M TRADING THEM!!!SHUT CHA MOUTH!! (I Don't Care)

(squeals at the song)

U GOTTA SHOW THE WORLD THE THUNDER!!!! (from She's My Winona) OMG i love this song!!! XDXDXDXDXDXD

(next song plays on the walkman)

U CUDA KNOCK ME OUT WITH A FEATHER>>>.>>I MUST CONFESS, I'M IN LOVE WITH MY OWN SINSSS!!!!! WHY WON'T THE WORLD REVOLVE AROUND MEEEE??????? HUTHUTHUT MEDIA BLITzZZZZZZZZZZZ I DUNNO MUCH BOUT CLASSIC CARS, BUT I GOT ALOT OF FRIENDS STUCK ON CLASSIC COKE(America's Suithearts)

(solemn)

WHEN MR SANDMAN WALKS INTO THE ROOM THE WALLS LEAN INTO LISTEN...... I DUN WANNA B A FOOTNOTE IN SUM1 ELSE'S HAPPINESS!!! DARLINGGGGG ... IN A TEACUP YET UNIQUEEEEE.... IT'S A SIGN>>>> LALALALA I NOE WAD CHA GOING THRUUUUUU (Headfirst Slide Into Cooperstown On A Bad Bet)

(rock it out on my electric guitar)

I WANNA SCREAM I LOVE YOU FROM THE TOP OF MY LUNGS, BUT I'M AFRAID THAT SUM1 ELSE WUD HEAR MEEEE GET NEW PASSPORT AND GET OUT NOWWWWW!!!! MY MOUTH GOT 'GO AWAY!!!" THE TIME MY DAD CAUGHT ME A HORSESHOE CRAB, I ASKED HIM IF THROWING IT BACK WUD BRING OUR LUCK BACK???? I WANNA SCREAM I LOVE UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU GET OUT GET OUT NOW!!!(The [Shipped] Gold Standard)

(bop head)

I CAN'T EXPLAIN A THING, I WANT EVERYTHING!!!!!! FLY UR CAMERAS IN THE AIR!!!! WAVE THEM LYK U JUS DUN CARE!!!!! I WILL NEVA BELIEVE IN ANYTHING AGN!! CHANGE WILL COME!!!!! ([Coffee's For Closers])

(sadly sings WITH SOUL)

U'LL NEVA CATCH US, LET ME BEEEEEE...... I STILL WANT CHA BACCCKKKKK.... I'VE GOT TROUBLED THOUGHTS, AND A SELF ESTEEM TO MATCH, WHAT A (bloody) CATCH!!!!!!! WHAT A CATCH!!! WHEN THE WORLD ENDS, WILL GOD GO DOWN WITH IT??? (NO WAY MAN) YEAHHHHHHH WOOTS THIS ROCKS RULES (What A Catch, Donnie)

(look at walkman agn...)

MY MIND IS A SAFE, MY BODY'S AN ORPHANAGEEEE i nida make this quick my parents are coming back....... DOING LINES OF DUST AND SWEAT!!!! JUST TO FEEL LYK UUUUU DIAOOOOOO (GUITAR!!!) (27)

(moves head along)

THIS SONG IS CATCHY!!! I'M NOT A CRYBABY!!! OH BABYU'RE A CLASSIC!!! LITTLE BLACK DRESSSSSSS MUCH WILL B FADED OHHHHHHHH BABY...... WEATHER IN MY ??? WE GO LYK OOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IT HAS ALEX FROM THE CAB!!!!!! GOGOGOGOGO LIL WAYNE! BEST WISHES FOR MEEEEE FADED MOOON (Tiffany Blews)

(curiously looks at walkman)

HURRY HURRY U PUT MY HEAD IN SUCHA FLURRY FLURRY!!! WHAT MAKES U SO SPECIAL!! OHHHOHHHH! LEMME IN UR SKIN...... HURRRYYYYYY (w.a.m.s)

(pretends to play the trumpet and keyboard)

HAV YA EVER WANNA DISAPPEAR????? PERMENANT JET LAG TAKE ME BACKKKKK I'M STRAY DOG SICK LEMME INNNNNNNNNNNNN CALL ME MR ??? DUN LET THE DOC. IN A WANNA BLOW OFF STEEAMMMMM DUN LET THE DOCTA INNNNNNNNNNNNNN YEAHHHHHHH TRUMPET BAHBAHBAH THE MAN HU WUD B KING GO TO THE DESERT AND CAME BACK WITH FLAGS OF COFFINS WE WON!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOO PLS LEMME IN I'M STRAY DOG SICK GIMME A PAN CALL MY MR ??? I LOVE THIS SONG THE BEST!!!!!!!! BRENDON URIE ROCKS!!! BAHBAHBAH TRUMPET (20 Dollar Nose Bleed)

(rock hard and sings)

HELL YEAH I'M A NERVOUS WRECK!!!!! this song i dun lyk..... skipppppping.... it has god and jesus and the holy spirit inside... (West Coast Smoker)

i'mwrappingthispartuptogdluckreadingthislines.IGOTMYBEAUTIFULELECTRIGUITARTODAY!!!!ANDSTRAPSANDEVERYTHING!!!I'VETUNEDITALRthere'schoironthe26decandtheni'llgoveena'shouseafterthatforachristmasthingiguess....

IHATEMS(MRSHAHRILFYI)ANDCANPPLSTAYAWAYANDKILLME????SHEESHI'LLNEVERTALKTOHIMORTALKBOUTHIMEVERIHATEHIMANDDAMNITIT'SCOMPLICATED!!!

phew, that's all i guess!

HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!!

MERRY HOLIDAYSSSS

(THE WHOLE ALBUM OF FOLIE A DEUX!!!) - Fall Out Boy

2008-12-06T01:24:00.000-08:00

it is those afternoons and nights when you sit at the computer, dying, waiting for DECEMBER 16 ("FOLIE A DEUX" GET RDY PPL!!!!) . then you realise how fortunate it is to have a sister who is (slightly less) musically cool like you and has great taste, despite the way she keeps saying i'm stealing all her fave songs 'cos the record label i like is wad she likes.

i'm bored, the blog's dying. i just HAD to write an entry.
anyway, i'm planning an outing with our clique to go to Parkway and buy FALL OUT BOY'S NEW ALBUM FOLIE A DEUX!!!

MARK YOUR TABLES!!!
CANCEL ALL ACTIVITIES!!!
CIRCLE YOUR CALENDAR'S!!!
CARVE IT NEAR YOUR BEDSIDE!!!
WRITE IT ON A PIECE OF PAPER!!!
EMAIL EVERYONE AND TELL THEM!!!

IT'S FALL OUT BOY'S NEW ALBUM FOLIE A DEUX!!!

...

ok i'm back on earth. my holidays have like a whole packed week!

06 Dec - Meeting to discuss senior farewell party
16 Dec - FALL OUT BOY'S FOLIE A DEUX IS OUT!!!
17 Dec - Choir senior farewell party
18 Dec - MALAYSIA
19 Dec - MALAYSIA
20 Dec - MALAYSIA
21 Dec - MALAYSIA
23 Dec - GET MY $200 ELECTRIC GUITAR!!!
25 Dec - JESUS ROCKS!!! PRESENTS!!!!
29 Dec - Choir practice...
30 Dec - Choir practice...

G.I.N.A.S.F.S. (Gay Is Not A Synonym For Shitty) - Fall Out Boy

2008-11-21T00:04:00.004-08:00

sup peeps.

Monday

choir practice, 9a.m. to 6p.m. we finally brushed up for SYF, and we're doing okay. what would be awesome if i could hit the high notes and NOT sound sharp so that the song would be perfect. i'm trying to train my voice now. i mean, to hit higher notes. not that i want to be a famous high soprano or anything... HYUKHYUK.

Tuesday

choir practice, AGAIN. 9a.m. to 12p.m. not that i don't enjoy it, i really do. it's just that we go for choir ALOT but we sing like, 40% of the time, 40% on intervals and dynamics etc. and 20% on admin. i prefer singing FYI. i'm really sry i'm not writing loads for monday and tues, cannot remember srysry.

Wednesday

OK... this is the MOST INTERESTING DAY. HAHAHA. (time to get back at gemmel) we did the noticeboard while others did the banner and sec1 welcome stuff. i didn't know that doing the notice board would be fun. (other than i didn't really do much.) BUT i helped with decoration and stuff. VEENA kept saying that she's wanted to re-do the commitee thingy 'cause it's outdated and the word COMMITEE on the commitee list is ugly. BUT everyone else finds it nice. hey, (high-five veena) i find it ugly too, but really, i think it's kinda rude and all. BUT HEY! that's why veena's my best friend. COS WE SHARE THE SAME THINKING :DDD.
firstly, THIS IS ADDRESSED TO GEMMEL AND VEENA. honestly, those 2 people are CRAZY. oh and i found reasons on why that guy will not be interested in me. i mean, don't wanna look down on myself, but hey...

i have GOT to stop say 'but hey'. seriously clarissa wee, it's irritating...

REASON 1: if he really liked me, he would try to make more conversations with me. right?
REASON 2: if he was scared to talk to me because of my friends near me, WHY DIDN'T HE TALK TO ME LIKE, ON THE WAY BACK HOME?
REASON 3: if he liked me, he would AT LEAST try to agree with what i'm usually saying.
REASON 4: if he liked me, he would have looked at me, right?

that's all i can think of. for now. VEENA AND GEMMEL WATCH OUT! hmmpt. later i tell Gemmel the truth about HIM!

DESTINY MUSIC AWARDS PRIZE PRESENTATION TONIGHT AT RENEWAL CENTRE!!! WOOTS WE WON!!!

Queen Of Apology - The Sounds (Patrick Stump Remix)

2008-11-11T00:22:00.001-08:00

before i start, i would like to apologise profusely to Iris, 'cause i'm too lazy to put up the class outing's photos. SORRY IRIS!!!
okay, today i did an interview thingy on facebook, which asked kinda cool questions, so dudes and dudelets, listen (or read) up! it might help ya to get to know me better! (or not)

What do you do on fridays?

omg, watch Survivor:Gabon! and listen to music

If you could have one super human power what would you choose?

Write incredible, life-changing music

What is your favorite place?
Next to Patrick Stump. (Not that i have ever been there...)

What is your favorite song of all time?
What A Catch, Donnie by Fall Out Boy

Where do you want to travel next?

L.A

What would you do if Michael Jackson asked you out?

tell him i totally prefer Fall Out Boy, so beat it

Define yourself in 3 words...

Fall Out Boy

Do you eat cold cereal at night?

i would, if i can walk past my parent\'s bedroom without waking them up

What is your favorite TV show?

CSI!!!

Kill the spider or let it out?

Keep it as a pet

there's actually loads more, but i'm bored. anyways, you're probably bored too. here's Sunday's and Monday's news.

SUNDAY
There's a guy in my dad's cell that's sec 2 too (no names, please.) he's kinda a bully thing cos he doesn't let ANYONE play the com at the cell's house. (it's not his hse btw) then he let me play the com FIRST. SCARY. but he's cool. i mean, i'm cool with it. i think he's that kinda of 'I'M SHIYU. I ROCK' kind of guy. he keeps asking me who i like and whether in a girl's opinion he's cool. i mean, DUDE, you're putting me IN A SPOT. anyway, i'm totally relating to Eleanore. read her blog. her entry. i hope he doesn't come here....

MONDAY
choir today, 4-6. i went to the dentist in the morning too. my teeth are BAD.i wish it would be better, i hope it does. i'm trying very hard but it's not working. sigh. OKAYYYY :) BACKTOCHOIR~
guess what? THE RULES HAVE CHANGE. (well at least mine has) i thought that the vice-chair in choir THIS YEAR would be choir's chair NEXT YEAR. i'm wrong. yes, i know. HA. i'm wrong... instead, the tables turned. but i'm not gonna say it 'cause that would ruin the whole mystery thing(s). this time i hope MS is reading this. HEAR ME ROARRR. (no offence, simba.)
WHO'S GONNA TELL SHAWN BEH HE'S BEEN KICK OUT OF CHOIR? poor guy, i sympathise him. he most probably doesn't know and he still came for practice. veena's like YAY he's gone kind of thing, but i'm kinda sorry for him. he's cool. heck, i think EVERYONE'S cool. except for 2 people.

I Want It All - High School Musical 3 (Lucas Grabeel, Ashley Tisdale)

2008-10-08T03:35:00.000-07:00

hey! today was like, a REALLY COOL day lol. we had an outing, 8 of us. it was suppose to be 9 of us, but i'll tell you later...

starting, i was walking to tampines MRT then took the MRT to pasir ris. oh and i met xin yi and sidney along the way. (6/7 2006 classmates) i met Veena, Eleanore, Priscilla and Jia Wen @ white sands' ben and jerry's. then we walked to the toilet (i think we went to the toilet like, 3 time the whole day!!!) and took a bus to downtown east mac to eat lunch and meet xin minn and geraldine. we thought hui yuen was coming and called her like crazy... at the end she couldn't make it. then when we met xin minn, she told us she saw most of the guys in our class going into Wild Wild Wet (discludes ppl like ming yang, sherwinder etc.) we sat outside tables belonging to mac. lol eleanore, xin minn and geraldine were like looking into wild wild wet to spot the guys... XD

after lunch was suppose to be bowling, but the place was too crowded and we had to go on a waiting list. basically i talked everyone into going to the arcade and play with me a shooting game. (FLASHBACK = thanks to cedric, my dad's cell ldr's son, i got hooked on that arcade game) i played 2 times cos ashvin veena's bro keeps dying at the last part of stage 1. (that sucks badly) so yar...

we waked to pasir ris park to play the playground, but half way the rain started. we ran to the shelter. the rain was HEAVY. me and xin minn couldn't continue multi-player diner dash, eleam=nore was desperate and calling the guys at wild wild wet for help, Priscilla the only one with an umbrellaaa (here's when the pics come in!!!)

here's Priscilla, Jia Wen, Eleanore and Xin Minn DRENCHED in the rain. (i'm the one taking the shot) we went to a shelter with later got flooded

We were suppose to walk to Veena's cousin's house to dry but half way rain stopped and we walked back to the wet playground to play

Jia Wen drenched (she wasn't in the pic above)

Veena and Ashvin needed to go home cause it was 4.30p.m. and they needed to reach home at 5 (sadly at the end their mum scolded them for coming home late :( )

Eleanore, Geraldine, Xin Minn and Priscilla on the climbing thingy. (you can see Xin Minn about to drop.hyk hyk)

Priscilla trying to take a pic of Jia Wen, Eleanore, Xin Minn and Geraldine

Xin Minn, Jia Wen, Eleanore, Geraldine and Priscilla walking back to the park.

THERE ARE VIDEOS I'M SO SORRY I CAN'T UPLOAD THEY ARE AN UNSUPPORTED RESOLUTION... T_T

oh and we pretended to play survivor when Veena, Geraldine and Ashvin was in 1 shelter and Jia Wen, Xin Minn, Eleanore, Priscilla and I were in another. and amazing race too. here are the results...

Survivor:
1. the VGA tribe (VEE, G.G AND ASH)

Amazing Race: (results are in a mess, we nvr completed the race in time)
1st. Ashvin
2nd. Me/Xin Minn
3rd. Xin Minn/Me
4th. Veena
5th. Priscilla/Jia Wen
6th. Jia Wen/Priscilla
7th. Eleanore/Geraldine
8th. Eleanore/Geraldine

Kissin' Ears - Gym Class Heroes

they deserve a standing obation

2008-10-03T05:21:00.000-07:00

i've been thinking alot about music today. A LOT. honestly, i really gotta take my hat off (I LOOOOVE HATS :D) to people that really make music (or make me) a whole much better thing. so, this post is dedicated to them!!! (and their songs, it's below the people) i promise i won't put EVERY SINGLE AWESOME SONG BY FALL OUT BOY XD

BANDS/SINGERS THAT MAKE A DIFFERENCE TO ME (stressing that THIS IS MY OPINION):

Armor For Sleep
A Rocket To The Moon
Boys Like Girls
Cobra Starship
Cee Lo Green
Estelle
Fall Out Boy
Four Year Strong
Gym Class Heroes
Hey Monday
Jake's Mannequin
Kate Perry
Metro Station
My Chemical Romance (This is for Iris)
New Found Glory
Panic At The Disco
Paramore
Patty Crash (EXCELLENT singer)
Phantom Planet
Relient K (This is for Veena)
The Academy Is
The Cab
The-Dream
THE HIGHLY RELIABLE FALL OUTS
The Hush Sound
Tyga

SONGS THAT MAKE A DIFFERENCE TO ME (stressing that THIS IS MY OPINION) :

Cobra Starship - Angie
Cobra Starship - Guilty Pleasure
Cobra Starship - I Kissed A Boy
Fall Out Boy - Catch Me If You Can
Fall Out Boy - Hand Of God
Fall Out Boy - I Don't Care
Fall Out Boy - I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me + You)
Fall Out Boy - Lake Effect Kid
Fountains Of Wayne - Stacy's Mom
Gym Class Heroes - Catch Me If You Can
Gym Class Heroes - Drnk Txt Rmeo
Gym Class Heroes - Guilty As Charged
Gym Class Heroes - Kissin' Ears
Gym Class Heroes - Live A Little
Hey Monday - Homecoming (the lead singer is so pretty in the vid...)
Jack's Mannequin - Bruised
Jonas Brothers - Burning Up (for Eleanore AND every time i hear it i wanna burn myself and die LOL JKJKJKJK)
Keane - Somewhere Only We Know
Kate Perry - Hot Or Cold (or at least i think that's the name of the song)
McFly - All About You
McFly - Stargirl
Metro Station - Tell Me What To Do
Motion City Soundtrack - Everything Is All Right
New Found Glory - King Of Wishful Thinking
Phantom Planet - Do The Panic
Pussycat Dolls - When I Grow Up (only bcos it's catchy and almost over took Miley Cyrus in 987 Top 20)
Relient K - Must Have Done Something Right (hehe for Veena)
Sara Bareilles - Love Song (it really kinda touched me)
The Academy Is... - About A Girl
The Academy Is... - Automatic Eyes
The Academy Is... - Summer Hair = Forever Young
The All American Rejects - Can't Take It
The Cab - Bounce
The Cab - One Of Those Nights
The Cab - Take My Hand
The Click 5 - Jenny (for Gemmel but honestly, no way)
The Hush Sound - Don't Wake Me Up
The Hush Sound - Honey
The Hush Sound - Wine Red

okayy... that's all. oh wait i have to tell you 2 GOOD news...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMtQs-kLVEE
I HAVE FALL OUT BOY'S TELEPHONE NUMBA!!!

Live Forever (Fly With Me) - Gym Class Heroes

SHORT

2008-10-02T01:22:00.000-07:00

YO

today kinda sucks. School and there's exam tomorrow. ALL (except Mr Wee, Mrs Lim) came to class. i guess it's because there are only 3 exams left.

3 Oct 2008, Friday - Science
5 Oct 2008, Monday - Chinese Paper 2
6 Oct 2008, Tuesday - Maths Paper 1

so far i know, science i only studied Chapter 2-6. that sucks considering i have to learn Chapter 1-12 excluding 9. i'm doomed. urgh...

PS (patrickstump hykhyk) i got my pencil box and bag stolen for 1 minute by Shiyu and Hao Peng and Linus.

ok i really gotta go study now... ;P

Guilty As Charged - Gym Class Heroes

LIBRARY

2008-08-24T02:45:00.000-07:00

hey guys! here are some pics i'd like to show u...
sat we went NLB and saw my sis' (aka TRINA) artwork on display, check it out!

TRINA WITH HER ARTWORK

MY 1ST FAVE ARTWORK

TRINA'S ARTWORK, OBVIOUSLY MY 2ND FAVE ARTWORK

MY 3RD FAVE ARTWORK

MY 4TH FAVE ARTWORK

MY 5TH FAVE ARTWORK

buh bye!

Taxi Driver - Gym Class Heroes

birthday + today

2008-08-22T03:15:00.000-07:00

WOAH. i didn't even write a post in JULY!!! CRAZY.... anyway.... CONGRATES it's friday! time to relax and slack for 2 days!!! WOOTS. woah, too many caplocks already. (i'll stop) anyway, let me tell you wad happened...

today normal day... P.E first. OMGSH my pants got muddy!!! all thanks to the bright idea of mr kwok. we were playing captain's-ball-rugby then, while trying to intercept the ball, SOME1 knocked me down... then my pants got muddy. oh! and there was a puddle of muddy water at the entrance of the field. i was the FIRST ONE TO VOLUNTEER TO STEP!!! (the rest were copycats) woohoo to me!haha next was ART guess what? we had to continue making our postcard thingys on photoshop. but mine has a programme error, so i actually would have done like, 3 DIFFERENT copies... oh and science, I GOT MY TEST BACK I GOT 18/20!!! YEAH~~~ then after school, me jia wen and xin minn went to the Tampines library to play multi-player PSP games!

so here i am... waiting... typing... and stuff... oh yeah! i wanna tell u what i got for my birthday!

Veena + Jia Wen : Card, Chocolate Mousse Cake, LIVE IN PHEONIX FALL OUT BOY CD!!!
Sis : LIVE IN PHEONIX FALL OUT BOY CD!!! (we're trying to get a refund, see on top)
Xin Minn : Paper holder-cum-Pen, Card
Mum + Dad : Billabong Bag, Keyboard pencil Case, Handphone
Eleanore : Japanese sweet, Card, Eraser (VEGECHAN :DD)

THAT'S ALL BYEBYE XD :)

Don't Matter - Patrick Stump

JUNE holiday planner

2008-06-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

hey guys!!! happy holiday :DD

hope you're all enjoying the holidays by the way. mine's more UNexciting. here's a short schedule:

24/5, Sat - Choir practice, all morning, 9-12
27/5, Tues - Analatical Thinking 3-5p.m.
31/5, Sat - Choir practice with the high almighty VOX , all afternoon, 12-6p.m.
1/6, Sun - go to dad's church in the morning, afternoon and evening went to IKEA, Giant, and Courts. MAN do they have loads of tempting cameras...
3/6, Tues - made my new list of things to do/get
4/6, Wed - dad found a way to install internet into the internetLESS computer
5/6, Thurs - dad told me i can delete all of the songs i don't want from the walkman (it's borrowed from his friend), spent whole afternoon deleting 800+ songs
6/6, Fri - thinking about things, e.g. mr stump, aussie trip in march, fall out boy, dota, becoming a world famous band lead singer
8/6, Sun - Church has games day, 9-6, should b fun, FLOORBALLLLLLLLLL woots
10/6, Tues - staying 2 days 1 night in malaysia, hope the hotel's good
11/6, Wed - still in malaysia, will stay there till late night, suppose to be with my classmates watching 'Kungfu Panda' but when faced with both, a free trip to malaysia paid by your parents sounds nicer...
19/6, Thurs - Choir practice, all morning 9-12 AND entrepreneur club workshop
20/6, Fri - Choir practice, all morning 9-12 AND entrepreneur clob workshop
21/6, Sat - Choir practice with the hight almighty VOX, most afternoon, 1-5p.m.
25/6, Wed - Esplanade performance with the high almighty VOX, wearing a white skimpy dress

Majesty - Planetshakers

2008-05-16T03:19:00.000-07:00

yoz ppl! here's an updated post on what happened today!

first, it's school so yeah. sadly. so in the school i went and yeah...

wait y am i saying so many yeahs? weird... i also thought veena didn't come to school today 'cause i didn't see till like, 11a.m. or something.

ok ANYWAY today we had a leadership programme and all. it was quite interesting and fun, AKA it's a very nice course :) we played some games and all so it's not very boring. the starting of the programme was 'sit and listen'. then, we were suppose to play a puzzle game but there was no space so we had our break early and started the games later at the hopscrotch place near the pull-up bar place. during our break me, corliss TAN(not YAN) and Clarissa YEO (NOT ME) ate together. we went to see the notice board for all the people inside sports day after passing the sports heat. it was so funny! there are like loads of people whose names are spelt wrongly! haha like, there's a weird random guy in our class named 'Ong Hing T' <-- no such person! oh yeah! also when we played the games the loser will have to dance the chicken dance. guess what? IT'S POSTED ON YOUTUBE :D so if you guys are wondering here are our fellower superstars-soon-to-be-on-youtube:

# Marcus Teo

# Chong Zi Xuan

# Nathan Wee

#Amalthea Ng

#Iris Lim

#Geraldine Goh

#Jasmine Tan

i know i'm missing 2 more people... tag me if you know...

BACK TO THE STORY OF MY DAY IN SCHOOL. i was suppose to pick up alvis (my brother's friend, my brother has HFMD T_T ) but i had to meet Ms Munirah. because my leadership workshop ended late, i met her outside the staffroom late and all. while waiting for her, (she was explaining roles and stuff to the other people)(PS as an aesthetics society member, we all as a group have to plan Arts Treat! on Tuesday! so rush right? lol.. ok so i waited then i hurriedly told her i had to send him home and i have to go really soon. so and guess what? (again) alvis couldn't wait for me so he walked back home HIMSELF. at the end i had to call his dad to found out what happened to him. the rehearsal was okay and all...

so and i think i have HFMD.. why? i have a blister on my hand and another on my feet. and i also have an ulser on my tougue.. so yeah...

i gotta go right now guys! ENJOY THE WEEKEND AND VESAK DAY!!!!!!!!!!!

Clothes Off! - Gym Class Heroes feat. Patrick Stump

FALL OUT BOY VID!!!

2008-05-06T21:12:00.000-07:00

hey guys! i got this AWESOME video for you! it's a music video by fall out boy originally by michael jackson! ENJOY :DD

Beat It - Fall Out Boy

2008-04-30T02:33:00.000-07:00

hey! here's a SUPER belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY post to PATRICK STUMP!!! (his bday was 27 April)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PATRICK

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

haha! happy belated birthday Patrick Stump!

Love Will Tear Us Apart - Fall Out Boy

1010101010101010 = TENTENTENTENTEN (u get the point)

2008-04-22T05:02:00.000-07:00

here's a post to tell u my day!

first, in the morning, it was raining pretty heavy. but my brother's friend's father send us to school and all, so i'm fine not wet. :)

todsay during PE we had to run 8 ROUNDS AROUND THE HALL!!! i tell you, EVERYONE cheated on how many rounds to run, like the guys were like, shouting 1 round, 3 round, 5 round, 7 round. then, girls were 1 round, 3 round, 6 round, 8 round. only like jocelyn, iris and i ran the full 8. 'cause we were the last 3, i was DESPERATE to stop running, i had CRAMPS :( but after running we played captain's ball. Mr Ian Kwok was soo enthu... lol..

we had Geography Debate today... we lost at the end :( but i could tell we were going to already and here are some reasons for your information :

1) Joshua didn't do his script
2) He used my script
3) My script is CRAPPY
4) I TOTALLY couldn't find rebutting points to say
5) Hong Yuan's script was messed up
6) I forgot the points that i wanted to rebutt to the other team
7) Our whole group except Hong Yuan went out of point
8) i had freaking CRAMPS the whole time

so yeah... now you know... the last point is out of point though.. but it really hurts, and i hav it now too... i didn't tell anyone 'cause i didn't wanna be extra. so during the results everyone thought i was so sad because of the results... but it's because i was suffering...

oh and Miss Chua cheated, she took over Life Skills to use it as a Maths lesson. we had to do Maths papers thanks to that.

Sending Postcards From A Planecrash - Fall Out Boy

AUSSIE

2008-03-07T17:47:00.000-08:00

hiya everyone!!!

guess where am i? nono not at home
I'M IN BRISBANE!!!!
cool rite? they have the internet stuff and all!
haha so fun!!! they are very friendly. although i ain't with veena, i'm cooping fine.
guess wat? AUSSIE IS 2 HOURS LATER than singapore.
haha so now it's coming to 10a.m. in singapore, but 12p.m. in aussie...
it's really cool, their house!
there's like A POOL and A BALCONY and AN OFFICE and 3 BATHROOMS!!!
very very awesome.
i hope the others are enjoying themselves too.
it's super super cool!
there's like snakes and spiders but they say that it's not very often you'll see a poisonous one.
rite now there's a beetle stuck on the window.
no way am i gonna touch it.
they told us that there are many wild animals there like there's a family of possums on top of their roof.
and they have a bird feeder and all so the different kinds of birds come in.
their school starts at 7.55 and ends at 3 or 4.
it is VERY COOL
but the worst part of this trip is the plane
i just HAD to get a TV that was spoilt
so i couldn't play any games and watch movies
awww... well...
i was sitting next to veena and joshua ( sec 4 O LVL wan ) on a plane.
that means i'm in the middle of the three seats.
kk then i gtg
now's 12.04p.m. here in aussie!
byes! looking forward to come back to singapore!

Attention - The Academy Is...

2008-02-29T04:44:00.000-08:00

HAPPY LEAP YEAR EVERYONEEEEEE!!!!

Hope all of you enjoy today!!! for it's the leap year! only come once 4 years you know!!! haha

poor people who born today... sad.. 4 years one birthday...

anyways, i'm gonna make this quick! enjoy this day while you can!!! byes!!!

Brighter - Paramore

7-11 it's definitely reall...

2008-02-26T02:08:00.000-08:00

I AM NOT DEAD!!!!!!

Hellooooo everyone!!! heyhey! i'm alive!!! for the sake for my dear cousin, here's an entry. sooo sry never posted since last year! i'm right now busy gaming at maplestory and O2Jam and runescape so no time to blog. some more... i still have my movie " The Holiday " i haven't watched yet.. sheesh...

guess what? my classmate accidentally smsed my father in mistake he thought it was me. the convesation is below! take a look~!!!

*through SMS*( sy-my fren, d-my dad )

SY : DAMN i had a fall

D : oh dear! r u ok?

SY : ... Fall Out Boy SUCKS and Patrick's dumb!

D : do u have any idea who's u're toking to?

SY : not really sry!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

wat's the catch? well, my fave band and singer is fall out boy and patrick STUMP. plus, my dad's name is PATRICK TOO!!! so i told him and he told me to tell my dad that he was sorry! hahaha... but here's the down part of it. he told everyone so now the WHOLE class knows my dad's name. wow... later my dad's coming for parent and teachers meeting.. dang it!!!

oh well.. i'm going Australia, Bribane for the whole March hols~! i'm leaving singapore friday night and coming back thursday afternoon. cool rite? lol... i'm so happy! it's a school thingy but i'm looking forward! but i dun get the same host as Veena!!! hmmpt. Mr Shahril dun wan to change it! HMMPT. now i have to check my partner's pulse now and then... just in case he says...

anyways... I HOPE FALL OUT BOY IS THERE!!! <3<3<3

Catch Your Wave - OLD Click 5

numba 6 (at last?)

2007-12-11T23:31:00.000-08:00

OMG guys!!! i've just realised that my last post is like, 1 MONTH AGO!!! so i'm gonna try to write now. lol i've got sssooo many people looking at my bloggy!!! yay! lol lame lah..

sob i haven't finished my HW now... 3 more entries to go on livejournal. i'm SO gonna die. i'm just wiriting here because i've realised the last time i worte was a million year ago!!! lol.. kk just writing to let you all know i'm still living and well.

we're not going Australia anymore!! well, it goes like this. my dad's friend is helping us kinda pay, and what was the problem is that there something wrong through the bank thnigy (i do not hav a clue myself) so yeah, i'm not going anymore. oh! and if you're tell yourself why won't i pay by myself id because our family is facing finacial difficulties and all... so yupyup!

anyways, i hope all of you enjoy the last part of you hols! oh and HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! byes!

Thnks Fr Th Mmrs - Fall Out Boy

6/7 outing

2007-11-06T04:06:00.000-08:00

6.7 Gathering!
Potluck!

The fee: bring a dish, inform me of the food comm what food you are bringing and we will tell you how much to bring.

Day: Tuesday, 13th November 2007

Time: 11.30 a.m. to 4.30 p.m. (lunch). If you need to go earlier you can just come for the lunch and leave after that.

Place: Pasir Ris park, just lay out a mat and eat, BBQ not needed (:

Email me your details and your reply to:joyho117@gmail.com OR sidney_soh@hotmail.com , oliviahoe@hotmail.com , and eleanore as they are the food comm. you can also call / sms me by Friday, so that everyone has enough time to prepare food. I will give you my details (telephone) when you email me because I don’t want any Tom Dick or Harry calling me and asking for food haha.Please also inform me what food you are bringing in the email so that I can keep track of who is bringing what and whether or not a million people are bringing marshmallows and no one bringing other food stuffs.Even if you are not coming please inform me via email that you are unable to come. Thanks!

General Details:
>>There are 43 people in our class (I think!)
>> NO SWIMMING if you want to be like the people who drowned at beaches etc.
>>If possible, please put this message on your blog so the whole of 6.7 (girls AND boys included) can read it and be informed of it.

If possible send this around via email as well or whatsoever method you have.

Thank you!
JOYHO (:6.7

I Will Boast - Paul Baloche

2007-10-18T20:51:00.000-07:00

Ello guys! Kk I have loads to talk about!

Firstly, my exams is SO bad... I hav 2 F9s and that's in SA2... Overall, I didn't fail so i'm not retaining! But I failed one subject... My parents ( Well mostly my Mum ) is piss off at me and I'm dead... Anyways so my resolution next year is to work harder!

Then while during literature, I was reading a book. Then, Mdm Wong came over and looked at my book. She just HAD to say something... " Wah! How old are you? This book is so childish! " Wow... She just HAD to say something to me... LOL

Today all the people chosen for the interclass games for frisbee met up to practice. So we were like 30% walking, 8% playing BB, 19% at 7-11 and the shops and 43% playing frisbee. Lol Iris, Veena , Jia Wen and I were in a group VS Eleanore, Hui Yuen, Razana and Shi Qi. Me and Iris acted emo... Lol then Iris went to my house till 12.30p.m.

Kk I got to go now, boring... Bye!

Yellow - Coldplay

NUMBA.. ERM.. 3?

2007-10-13T17:48:00.000-07:00

Hiya! Last Friday I went to my sister's Promotion Day. Let me tell you about it...

It started like all kinds of ceremony, a welcoming speech and blah blah blah then they showed us the slides to how our school will look like in 2010. It was SO COOL!!!!! There will be a Indoor Sports Hall and it's going to be 3 levels high!!! It was sweet!!! Then everytime we had to stand up, the seniors would groan VERY loudly on purpose. Lol very very funny...

Then when they were presenting the certificate to the graduates, when it was my sister's turn, Mdm Wong said her name wrongly!!! My Mum, Dad and I were laughing!!! It was so funny!!! HAHAHA Then there were performances held by students and one was a few students playing " You Raise Me Up " ( okay, choir members listen ) Guess who was the one singing? MATTHEW JOSHUA WEE!!! Lol he went off key sometimes and my dad was like asking me, " Who is this guy??? " I was laughing my head off!!! I replied " my choir senior- irritatingly funny. " ( No offence Matthew XD) Okok, sigh then there was a teacher's performance. The teachers all sang really, well, kinda, out of the notes, like they couldn't catch up. It was abit funny and all though... XD

OKOK, I hope you have a great holiday tomorrow and SCHOOL'S GONNA BE OUT MAN!!! So everyone hold on and JIA YOU!!!

Because You Live - Jesse McCartney

secondddddd postttt

2007-10-03T21:44:00.000-07:00

Hihi people!! Haiz this is my second post! Okok, let me tell you what happen today...

Well, firstly, the reason why I'm posting a blog entry is because MapleStory has a patch right now, all the way till 4.30p.m. Sian!!! What am I suppose to do??? ( Other than studying... hehe )

Why study? Well, my examinations have all started!!! I was like getting fevers and headaches. But, I prayed and I'm healed! HALLELUJAH!!! All thanks to God! WOOTWOOT!! God rawks! But I'm telling you the obvious anyway.. XP Anyways, tomorrow is literature and I have no idea what to study. I mean, the book for literature is Boy by Roald Dahl but still, the exam won't have the book's stuff in it right? So yeah...

Ohoh! Let me talk about my fevers and headaches. My first fever was on Tuesday. I was really depressed and all 'cause the next day is History!!! How??? And plus I hate history... abit ( I pray Mrs Tang doesn't come here and sees this... yipes! ) Oh. Then, my headaches were yesterday and today. I'm not really having one but it still hurts abit. Today there was singpiration and choir had to do it! But my headache was well and okay till I got thirsty!!! plus, it's not good to drink cold water when you're having a headache...and all of the water coolers in school are cold water! ( MOST ) So, I drank it and it got worse. Like, while I was on stage, if you look REALLY close, you can see me swaying abit... I felt like I wanted to faint! Gosh... But God saved me again. I'd like to thank him in my heart and here too! :)

Anyways, got to go now, my e-mail box is like full!!! So, byes!

Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney=